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sad and still can't sleep even though I'm exhausted
September 16, 2026 at 7:33 AM
sooooo bored why is nothing interesting
September 16, 2026 at 6:55 AM
absolutely insane that I get to know all y'all. billions of people on earth and our lives still crossed yeahhhh
September 16, 2026 at 4:51 AM
ribs protesting my binder again, had to take it off mid-therapy session 😭
September 15, 2026 at 4:32 PM
having ocd is like being phainon
September 15, 2026 at 9:22 AM
I worry that I try to hard to be good which only makes me bad and performative
September 15, 2026 at 9:06 AM
sometimes it's like well I don't remember my childhood so for all I know I only just started existing
September 15, 2026 at 8:26 AM
hmm
September 15, 2026 at 6:27 AM
alcoholism
September 15, 2026 at 5:21 AM
wish I wasn't shallow
September 15, 2026 at 5:14 AM
I'm so brain fogged I never realise how my words might come off until it's too late
September 15, 2026 at 3:09 AM
schizophrenia's been annoying lately
September 15, 2026 at 3:04 AM
hate having a body
September 15, 2026 at 2:52 AM
what if I'm dying. :(
September 15, 2026 at 2:24 AM
feeling intense shame over What. like I genuinely don't know
September 15, 2026 at 2:16 AM
I am way too stupid now to be learning languages
September 15, 2026 at 1:17 AM
also sad why
September 15, 2026 at 12:36 AM
anxiety
September 14, 2026 at 11:09 PM