josias2510
@josias2510.bsky.social
am alive btw just real busy k bye
September 16, 2026 at 4:29 PM
am alive btw just real busy k bye
no strem today
realized I kinda have a real bad art block rn
or my brain is smooth and can't come up with anything
I need to try and doodle random bullshit more often cuz idk if do that on strem well
this is truly the oops all gator week
realized I kinda have a real bad art block rn
or my brain is smooth and can't come up with anything
I need to try and doodle random bullshit more often cuz idk if do that on strem well
this is truly the oops all gator week
September 9, 2026 at 8:19 PM
no strem today
realized I kinda have a real bad art block rn
or my brain is smooth and can't come up with anything
I need to try and doodle random bullshit more often cuz idk if do that on strem well
this is truly the oops all gator week
realized I kinda have a real bad art block rn
or my brain is smooth and can't come up with anything
I need to try and doodle random bullshit more often cuz idk if do that on strem well
this is truly the oops all gator week
6:27 PM thoughts
(ok this format is getting a lil old)
...I'll be blunt, I'm kinda not okay and it's getting a bit increasingly hard to not just collapse in a ball of weeping noises
okay maybe I'm exaggerating, but it's hard to... fight
ik, obviously but...
just... fuck me, man
fuck me
(ok this format is getting a lil old)
...I'll be blunt, I'm kinda not okay and it's getting a bit increasingly hard to not just collapse in a ball of weeping noises
okay maybe I'm exaggerating, but it's hard to... fight
ik, obviously but...
just... fuck me, man
fuck me
September 4, 2026 at 11:28 PM
6:27 PM thoughts
(ok this format is getting a lil old)
...I'll be blunt, I'm kinda not okay and it's getting a bit increasingly hard to not just collapse in a ball of weeping noises
okay maybe I'm exaggerating, but it's hard to... fight
ik, obviously but...
just... fuck me, man
fuck me
(ok this format is getting a lil old)
...I'll be blunt, I'm kinda not okay and it's getting a bit increasingly hard to not just collapse in a ball of weeping noises
okay maybe I'm exaggerating, but it's hard to... fight
ik, obviously but...
just... fuck me, man
fuck me
9:31 PM thought
for some reason I've been getting annoyed by most modern websites/apps/browser/whatever
like jeez is it really that frickin difficult to make it good
it's like I gotta beg for proper shit
I may be done with idk Opera GX for example
i need a better browser
for some reason I've been getting annoyed by most modern websites/apps/browser/whatever
like jeez is it really that frickin difficult to make it good
it's like I gotta beg for proper shit
I may be done with idk Opera GX for example
i need a better browser
September 4, 2026 at 2:38 AM
9:31 PM thought
for some reason I've been getting annoyed by most modern websites/apps/browser/whatever
like jeez is it really that frickin difficult to make it good
it's like I gotta beg for proper shit
I may be done with idk Opera GX for example
i need a better browser
for some reason I've been getting annoyed by most modern websites/apps/browser/whatever
like jeez is it really that frickin difficult to make it good
it's like I gotta beg for proper shit
I may be done with idk Opera GX for example
i need a better browser
schedule being posted tho, strem might be a lil later because holy shit there's so much noise outside
August 31, 2026 at 7:13 PM
schedule being posted tho, strem might be a lil later because holy shit there's so much noise outside
9:50 am thoughts
yesterday was surely a thing
got to be goober in front of more people than... ever tbf
and show off a cool game
yeah it was kinda great
and now I enjoy cream cheese in celebration :3
yesterday was surely a thing
got to be goober in front of more people than... ever tbf
and show off a cool game
yeah it was kinda great
and now I enjoy cream cheese in celebration :3
August 29, 2026 at 2:50 PM
9:50 am thoughts
yesterday was surely a thing
got to be goober in front of more people than... ever tbf
and show off a cool game
yeah it was kinda great
and now I enjoy cream cheese in celebration :3
yesterday was surely a thing
got to be goober in front of more people than... ever tbf
and show off a cool game
yeah it was kinda great
and now I enjoy cream cheese in celebration :3
10:15 am thoughts
god im nervous oh no am die
god im nervous oh no am die
August 28, 2026 at 3:16 PM
10:15 am thoughts
god im nervous oh no am die
god im nervous oh no am die
1:27 am thoughts
is it normal that I lowkey just can do one big thing per day and the rest just fucking dies
like idk if I can focus enough to spread my attention to everything I "should" be doing
doesn't help that I forget about those things most of the time
. _.
is it normal that I lowkey just can do one big thing per day and the rest just fucking dies
like idk if I can focus enough to spread my attention to everything I "should" be doing
doesn't help that I forget about those things most of the time
. _.
August 26, 2026 at 6:29 AM
1:27 am thoughts
is it normal that I lowkey just can do one big thing per day and the rest just fucking dies
like idk if I can focus enough to spread my attention to everything I "should" be doing
doesn't help that I forget about those things most of the time
. _.
is it normal that I lowkey just can do one big thing per day and the rest just fucking dies
like idk if I can focus enough to spread my attention to everything I "should" be doing
doesn't help that I forget about those things most of the time
. _.
-SCHEDULE-
Ah yes, a very completely normal schedule with pictures, drawings and what
Muh pal @princessallie81.bsky.social was like "hey" and I of course said "ye", cuz she's the birthday princess of the event and the local moss boi had to oblige!
Strems at 2:30 PM / Train slot at 3 PM (all EST)
Ah yes, a very completely normal schedule with pictures, drawings and what
Muh pal @princessallie81.bsky.social was like "hey" and I of course said "ye", cuz she's the birthday princess of the event and the local moss boi had to oblige!
Strems at 2:30 PM / Train slot at 3 PM (all EST)
August 24, 2026 at 6:49 PM
-SCHEDULE-
Ah yes, a very completely normal schedule with pictures, drawings and what
Muh pal @princessallie81.bsky.social was like "hey" and I of course said "ye", cuz she's the birthday princess of the event and the local moss boi had to oblige!
Strems at 2:30 PM / Train slot at 3 PM (all EST)
Ah yes, a very completely normal schedule with pictures, drawings and what
Muh pal @princessallie81.bsky.social was like "hey" and I of course said "ye", cuz she's the birthday princess of the event and the local moss boi had to oblige!
Strems at 2:30 PM / Train slot at 3 PM (all EST)
oh no I forgot how fun it is to do your own tagging fuuuuuuck I'm so cooked
also where was musicbee during idk all my life jeez
also where was musicbee during idk all my life jeez
for the first time in YEARS, I felt like going back to my old days of building my own music library
with how streaming is as of late, it might not be the worst of ideas...
with how streaming is as of late, it might not be the worst of ideas...
August 23, 2026 at 5:19 PM
oh no I forgot how fun it is to do your own tagging fuuuuuuck I'm so cooked
also where was musicbee during idk all my life jeez
also where was musicbee during idk all my life jeez
for the first time in YEARS, I felt like going back to my old days of building my own music library
with how streaming is as of late, it might not be the worst of ideas...
with how streaming is as of late, it might not be the worst of ideas...
August 23, 2026 at 3:42 PM
for the first time in YEARS, I felt like going back to my old days of building my own music library
with how streaming is as of late, it might not be the worst of ideas...
with how streaming is as of late, it might not be the worst of ideas...
the "self bonking" I have to do to make myself do things is getting ridiculous today
like what the fuck am i doing on bluesky DO THW THINGS ASSHOLE YOUR ON A DEADLINE
like what the fuck am i doing on bluesky DO THW THINGS ASSHOLE YOUR ON A DEADLINE
August 18, 2026 at 9:41 PM
the "self bonking" I have to do to make myself do things is getting ridiculous today
like what the fuck am i doing on bluesky DO THW THINGS ASSHOLE YOUR ON A DEADLINE
like what the fuck am i doing on bluesky DO THW THINGS ASSHOLE YOUR ON A DEADLINE
1:25 am thought
I kinda wish I just knew how exactly I shouid try harder at times
like I lowkey lazy to throw spaghetti to the wall yk
but tbf I've always been afraid of failing even though I'll be fine after yk
I wanna be better tho
at strem or whatever
i wan cute n smol community
I kinda wish I just knew how exactly I shouid try harder at times
like I lowkey lazy to throw spaghetti to the wall yk
but tbf I've always been afraid of failing even though I'll be fine after yk
I wanna be better tho
at strem or whatever
i wan cute n smol community
August 17, 2026 at 6:26 AM
1:25 am thought
I kinda wish I just knew how exactly I shouid try harder at times
like I lowkey lazy to throw spaghetti to the wall yk
but tbf I've always been afraid of failing even though I'll be fine after yk
I wanna be better tho
at strem or whatever
i wan cute n smol community
I kinda wish I just knew how exactly I shouid try harder at times
like I lowkey lazy to throw spaghetti to the wall yk
but tbf I've always been afraid of failing even though I'll be fine after yk
I wanna be better tho
at strem or whatever
i wan cute n smol community
here goes a genuine attempt at promoting my streams
hi i strem
hi i strem
August 12, 2026 at 7:21 PM
here goes a genuine attempt at promoting my streams
hi i strem
hi i strem
a bit too early for this crap
with how things are going lately, I feel like I could make a list of things that got fucked or turned out to be fucked
a "nothing is sacred" list
but if I do that I'll legit get depressed
so I'll just vibe with what I have
that animal game, for example
later today
with how things are going lately, I feel like I could make a list of things that got fucked or turned out to be fucked
a "nothing is sacred" list
but if I do that I'll legit get depressed
so I'll just vibe with what I have
that animal game, for example
later today
August 10, 2026 at 6:37 PM
a bit too early for this crap
with how things are going lately, I feel like I could make a list of things that got fucked or turned out to be fucked
a "nothing is sacred" list
but if I do that I'll legit get depressed
so I'll just vibe with what I have
that animal game, for example
later today
with how things are going lately, I feel like I could make a list of things that got fucked or turned out to be fucked
a "nothing is sacred" list
but if I do that I'll legit get depressed
so I'll just vibe with what I have
that animal game, for example
later today
been trying to pick up drawing again after weeks of putting the (figurative) pen down so here's the goober in a bit of a new style
June 21, 2026 at 5:48 PM
been trying to pick up drawing again after weeks of putting the (figurative) pen down so here's the goober in a bit of a new style
heyo reminder that we do Undertale YELLOW off-schedule later today at 2:30 PM EST :3
why off schedule hehe funny story tldr im dumb
why off schedule hehe funny story tldr im dumb
June 17, 2026 at 6:45 PM
heyo reminder that we do Undertale YELLOW off-schedule later today at 2:30 PM EST :3
why off schedule hehe funny story tldr im dumb
why off schedule hehe funny story tldr im dumb
Hey!
As you could've guessed, there was no Undertale YELLOW strem to be seen today.
Some shenanigans and, most importantly, my dumb ass made it not happen. So we'll move it for tomorrow.
okie dont kill me bye
As you could've guessed, there was no Undertale YELLOW strem to be seen today.
Some shenanigans and, most importantly, my dumb ass made it not happen. So we'll move it for tomorrow.
okie dont kill me bye
June 17, 2026 at 12:42 AM
Hey!
As you could've guessed, there was no Undertale YELLOW strem to be seen today.
Some shenanigans and, most importantly, my dumb ass made it not happen. So we'll move it for tomorrow.
okie dont kill me bye
As you could've guessed, there was no Undertale YELLOW strem to be seen today.
Some shenanigans and, most importantly, my dumb ass made it not happen. So we'll move it for tomorrow.
okie dont kill me bye
this but tenfold now
like wow ok
...sure, fuck it. Let's roll with it.
like wow ok
...sure, fuck it. Let's roll with it.
ever have one of those days on which you want to trace back every step and every choice you've made in life to understand what brought you to this specific moment in time because you don't know what the fuck is your life anymore?
I don't even mean it as a bad thing I'm just confused as hell
I don't even mean it as a bad thing I'm just confused as hell
June 3, 2026 at 7:26 AM
this but tenfold now
like wow ok
...sure, fuck it. Let's roll with it.
like wow ok
...sure, fuck it. Let's roll with it.
ever have one of those days on which you want to trace back every step and every choice you've made in life to understand what brought you to this specific moment in time because you don't know what the fuck is your life anymore?
I don't even mean it as a bad thing I'm just confused as hell
I don't even mean it as a bad thing I'm just confused as hell
May 28, 2026 at 5:22 PM
ever have one of those days on which you want to trace back every step and every choice you've made in life to understand what brought you to this specific moment in time because you don't know what the fuck is your life anymore?
I don't even mean it as a bad thing I'm just confused as hell
I don't even mean it as a bad thing I'm just confused as hell
I never know how to feel about being happy to still be here to see something
even though it matters to you its kind of a weird milestone or way to measure your alive-ness overall
anyway yay i got to see a new bill wurtz song
even though it matters to you its kind of a weird milestone or way to measure your alive-ness overall
anyway yay i got to see a new bill wurtz song
May 26, 2026 at 4:25 PM
I never know how to feel about being happy to still be here to see something
even though it matters to you its kind of a weird milestone or way to measure your alive-ness overall
anyway yay i got to see a new bill wurtz song
even though it matters to you its kind of a weird milestone or way to measure your alive-ness overall
anyway yay i got to see a new bill wurtz song
the art is not arting today hhhhh fucking help
May 25, 2026 at 9:43 PM
the art is not arting today hhhhh fucking help
yk when enough time has passed that you accepted and learned to live with the fact that this one real bad thing happened before, so you pretty much don't think about it
but then for whatever reason you get reminded of it and everything just flashes before your eyes again?
...yeah, that. Ugh.
but then for whatever reason you get reminded of it and everything just flashes before your eyes again?
...yeah, that. Ugh.
May 22, 2026 at 3:47 AM
yk when enough time has passed that you accepted and learned to live with the fact that this one real bad thing happened before, so you pretty much don't think about it
but then for whatever reason you get reminded of it and everything just flashes before your eyes again?
...yeah, that. Ugh.
but then for whatever reason you get reminded of it and everything just flashes before your eyes again?
...yeah, that. Ugh.
uppdatte
drawb is... surprisingly finished
what the actual fuck, did I really do that
tbf sketch was from like yesterday but damn
won't show the complete cuz mischievous plans hehe >:3
but I'll say, a lot of these squiggly lines for some reason
kinda annoyed but eh
drawb is... surprisingly finished
what the actual fuck, did I really do that
tbf sketch was from like yesterday but damn
won't show the complete cuz mischievous plans hehe >:3
but I'll say, a lot of these squiggly lines for some reason
kinda annoyed but eh
May 21, 2026 at 9:43 PM
uppdatte
drawb is... surprisingly finished
what the actual fuck, did I really do that
tbf sketch was from like yesterday but damn
won't show the complete cuz mischievous plans hehe >:3
but I'll say, a lot of these squiggly lines for some reason
kinda annoyed but eh
drawb is... surprisingly finished
what the actual fuck, did I really do that
tbf sketch was from like yesterday but damn
won't show the complete cuz mischievous plans hehe >:3
but I'll say, a lot of these squiggly lines for some reason
kinda annoyed but eh