mmhh yeah, who doesnt wanna join the ai slop game.

thats great work by my counsellor isnt it? making me nihilistic af bc of a phone call...

i just have to call again to ask about my appointment bc they said itd be sent by email last week and i still dont have it.

i dont get to be supported but no support is too little too... my counsellor doesnt understand and neither do i... so why even keep going... i dont see a reason anymore... nobody cares either...

and he told me that id be barred if i didnt manage to handle this in the aforementioned 3 month window... but now i have to move houses too and they said theyd contact me... and yet all i could think of is "well if im apparently this inept then why even go on..."

idk why i have such problems doing things... but knowing im going to be barred from any disability stuff if i dont do anything in a 3month window is not helping me... i already did everything too, i just need an appointment and they havent told me yet...

if im stuck... then maybe just quitting would be best... who even cares anymore atp...

its just too late for me to be anything better than what i had hoped for. and its probably all my fault that its so fucked too...

maybe i rly am stuck in one place forever... i mean im 27 and have not managed to move out, not bc its soo cool here, but because i have not been taught to be self-sufficient and now ppl expect me to be like i just magically know how...