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Mari 🔪🦋
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· Oct 17
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You may love the world, but it won't love you back
September 14, 2026 at 6:31 PM
You may love the world, but it won't love you back
This is always such a terribly difficult month for me. Wake me up when it's all over...
September 8, 2026 at 12:16 PM
This is always such a terribly difficult month for me. Wake me up when it's all over...
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I know that the truth’s a lot to ask… #arknights 🐺
August 26, 2026 at 6:09 PM
I know that the truth’s a lot to ask… #arknights 🐺
Therapist says I submit to everything people want/want to do to me/want me to do. To be honest, yeah, probably. Aren't I a convenient person.
August 29, 2026 at 5:30 AM
Therapist says I submit to everything people want/want to do to me/want me to do. To be honest, yeah, probably. Aren't I a convenient person.
Once this year is over I'll be able to do what needs to be done
August 26, 2026 at 2:44 PM
Once this year is over I'll be able to do what needs to be done
And why am I feeling so light-headed now when I ate several times despite the unpleasantness
August 24, 2026 at 12:00 AM
And why am I feeling so light-headed now when I ate several times despite the unpleasantness
(I'll put here the yuri that I think is "too much" for main)
Sentimental Journey.
Sentimental Journey.
August 23, 2026 at 11:09 PM
(I'll put here the yuri that I think is "too much" for main)
Sentimental Journey.
Sentimental Journey.
Tip: It's bad to drink a jug of beer in a single sitting
August 23, 2026 at 12:16 AM
Tip: It's bad to drink a jug of beer in a single sitting
Eating was a mistake blergh blergh-- I hate it
August 17, 2026 at 12:27 AM
Eating was a mistake blergh blergh-- I hate it
Finally got prescribed antidepressants. They really assured me it doesn't cause weight gain which makes me suspicious of it causing weight gain though
August 7, 2026 at 11:18 PM
Finally got prescribed antidepressants. They really assured me it doesn't cause weight gain which makes me suspicious of it causing weight gain though
You could think about a door for a hundred years and it would stay closed
August 7, 2026 at 9:27 PM
You could think about a door for a hundred years and it would stay closed
I just need to remember how awful it all was. I have a vision of how things were that's not true.
August 3, 2026 at 10:37 PM
I just need to remember how awful it all was. I have a vision of how things were that's not true.
I've had negative appetite for the last couple of weeks. It's not even a self image thing, that would be easier to manage. I just feel so troubled by Many Things that food makes me so nauseous, like a wave of repulsion.
August 3, 2026 at 4:09 PM
I've had negative appetite for the last couple of weeks. It's not even a self image thing, that would be easier to manage. I just feel so troubled by Many Things that food makes me so nauseous, like a wave of repulsion.
I will become the first human person to only ever exist in this exact moment in time. There's no me before this or after.
July 28, 2026 at 1:53 PM
I will become the first human person to only ever exist in this exact moment in time. There's no me before this or after.
Anything that reminds me of anything makes me wanna throw up
July 28, 2026 at 1:52 PM
Anything that reminds me of anything makes me wanna throw up
Eating was a mistake ough........
July 2, 2026 at 11:51 PM
Eating was a mistake ough........
My therapist asking me how I'm doing and replying with "huh, okay" to my answer
April 6, 2026 at 9:28 PM
My therapist asking me how I'm doing and replying with "huh, okay" to my answer
affirmations: you are not real, you don’t have feelings, you don’t want anything, this will be over soon
April 2, 2026 at 8:03 PM
affirmations: you are not real, you don’t have feelings, you don’t want anything, this will be over soon
But for how long will I immediately feel like vomiting after eating
February 20, 2026 at 1:17 AM
But for how long will I immediately feel like vomiting after eating
I don't remember the last time I felt so awful
February 15, 2026 at 5:23 PM
I don't remember the last time I felt so awful
No longer annoyed but now even more sad
January 25, 2026 at 12:11 AM
No longer annoyed but now even more sad