miss “dead libido”
@lexanehr.bsky.social
20 / lesbian / multifandom / artist (sometimes) / gamer / she/her 🏳️⚧️ / @Lexa_Nehr on Twitter / also on Tumblr / 🇵🇭
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miss “dead libido”
@lexanehr.bsky.social
· Aug 18
proper introduction
hi, im lexa, aka nehr. i am an artist from southeast asia and i love elder scrolls, pokemon, cyberpunk, spore, etc.
im multifandom but i focus on elder scroll related stuff (at least here), and may branch out to other rpgs and maybe dnd? still learning dnd but yeah.
hi, im lexa, aka nehr. i am an artist from southeast asia and i love elder scrolls, pokemon, cyberpunk, spore, etc.
im multifandom but i focus on elder scroll related stuff (at least here), and may branch out to other rpgs and maybe dnd? still learning dnd but yeah.
sometimes I just want to end it all till I remember they'll put me in a suit on the grave, cut my hair, and deadname me. I cannot die yet. I have to keep pushing forward no matter how bleak it is
September 17, 2026 at 8:27 AM
sometimes I just want to end it all till I remember they'll put me in a suit on the grave, cut my hair, and deadname me. I cannot die yet. I have to keep pushing forward no matter how bleak it is
im not giving up on making my mom understand. its not over
September 17, 2026 at 5:00 AM
im not giving up on making my mom understand. its not over
also expect me to probably overdo the vhs/crt effect with any edgerunners art i make
September 16, 2026 at 5:40 PM
also expect me to probably overdo the vhs/crt effect with any edgerunners art i make
hopefully nobody noticed i forgot to draw the upper body and made it look like he has a long ass neck
September 16, 2026 at 5:38 PM
hopefully nobody noticed i forgot to draw the upper body and made it look like he has a long ass neck
i think ill need a break with elder scrolls stuff hopefully yall dont mind that. next one might be talia yang
September 16, 2026 at 5:35 PM
i think ill need a break with elder scrolls stuff hopefully yall dont mind that. next one might be talia yang
"Losing yourself, that's worse than death." #Cyberpunk #Edgerunners
September 16, 2026 at 5:26 PM
"Losing yourself, that's worse than death." #Cyberpunk #Edgerunners
i just realized. my life is bleak. my parents are shit. if things don't get better, i can just kill myself.
September 16, 2026 at 4:47 PM
i just realized. my life is bleak. my parents are shit. if things don't get better, i can just kill myself.
worst case scenario if i look hot enough in years time i whore out on twitter for money
September 16, 2026 at 4:28 PM
worst case scenario if i look hot enough in years time i whore out on twitter for money
is it wrong to want to be a girl? i don't understand why i'm not allowed to be one. tcd
September 16, 2026 at 4:07 PM
is it wrong to want to be a girl? i don't understand why i'm not allowed to be one. tcd
i really hate the circumstances of my life. i genuinely feel like a prisoner yet so free at the same time
September 16, 2026 at 3:45 PM
i really hate the circumstances of my life. i genuinely feel like a prisoner yet so free at the same time
Things have never been so over and so back at the same time.
September 16, 2026 at 3:21 PM
Things have never been so over and so back at the same time.
Things are bleak and this thing will only last me a year. But I must remain hopeful.
September 16, 2026 at 3:15 PM
Things are bleak and this thing will only last me a year. But I must remain hopeful.
Anyway I’m breaking that promise immediately. And peep this
My mom says if my transition were to ever get me hospitalized, she wouldn’t bring me to the hospital out of embarrassment…
And we’re the mentally ill ones sure…
My mom says if my transition were to ever get me hospitalized, she wouldn’t bring me to the hospital out of embarrassment…
And we’re the mentally ill ones sure…
My mother and I spoke. Long story short, what I’ve been doing (my transition) is very stressful to her and that she doesn’t want to die from stress, and that I should prioritize my future and education and whatever I’m doing “can wait” and made me pinky promise that I’ll stop…
September 16, 2026 at 3:02 PM
Anyway I’m breaking that promise immediately. And peep this
My mom says if my transition were to ever get me hospitalized, she wouldn’t bring me to the hospital out of embarrassment…
And we’re the mentally ill ones sure…
My mom says if my transition were to ever get me hospitalized, she wouldn’t bring me to the hospital out of embarrassment…
And we’re the mentally ill ones sure…
My mother and I spoke. Long story short, what I’ve been doing (my transition) is very stressful to her and that she doesn’t want to die from stress, and that I should prioritize my future and education and whatever I’m doing “can wait” and made me pinky promise that I’ll stop…
September 16, 2026 at 3:01 PM
My mother and I spoke. Long story short, what I’ve been doing (my transition) is very stressful to her and that she doesn’t want to die from stress, and that I should prioritize my future and education and whatever I’m doing “can wait” and made me pinky promise that I’ll stop…
edgerunners 2 next month im so hyped
September 16, 2026 at 9:01 AM
edgerunners 2 next month im so hyped
Great. The delivery guy handed my parcel to my dad and my moms not happy about me buying shit without permission. Now I’ll have to make up some excuse. Mans did not follow the strict instructions I gave
September 16, 2026 at 6:47 AM
Great. The delivery guy handed my parcel to my dad and my moms not happy about me buying shit without permission. Now I’ll have to make up some excuse. Mans did not follow the strict instructions I gave
I just realized, hogwarts legacy came out around the same time I realized I was trans lmao
September 16, 2026 at 4:45 AM
I just realized, hogwarts legacy came out around the same time I realized I was trans lmao
My uncle’s showing his age he’s just watching ai slop now 😔
September 16, 2026 at 2:43 AM
My uncle’s showing his age he’s just watching ai slop now 😔
I gotta lock in soon or my credibility as an artist disappears
September 15, 2026 at 7:26 PM
I gotta lock in soon or my credibility as an artist disappears
Maybe if I draw suggestive artwork again, that’ll get my motivation back
September 15, 2026 at 7:19 PM
Maybe if I draw suggestive artwork again, that’ll get my motivation back
I think the constant power outages the past month is what fried my display tablet’s cables so I can’t use it anymore. Whatever, it was running on fumes anyway
September 15, 2026 at 7:16 PM
I think the constant power outages the past month is what fried my display tablet’s cables so I can’t use it anymore. Whatever, it was running on fumes anyway
Trans girls be like “hi my name is Luna/Lilith/Alice/Vivian (NO SHADE)/Ava/Lily/Hazel/Evelyn/Juno/Emily
September 15, 2026 at 6:37 PM
Trans girls be like “hi my name is Luna/Lilith/Alice/Vivian (NO SHADE)/Ava/Lily/Hazel/Evelyn/Juno/Emily
My art lowkey got so ass since I got demotivated
September 15, 2026 at 6:13 PM
My art lowkey got so ass since I got demotivated