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@lostprincess999.bsky.social
Just a venting account. 🖤
I just started my period and I thought that would help the stress a little bit, but no. I woke up to the itchy stress hives again this morning. I'm trying to just lay in bed and not think about anything today. I keep having to fight back tears. I am so so so so tired of these hives dude.
September 9, 2026 at 4:58 PM
I just started my period and I thought that would help the stress a little bit, but no. I woke up to the itchy stress hives again this morning. I'm trying to just lay in bed and not think about anything today. I keep having to fight back tears. I am so so so so tired of these hives dude.
I wanna 💀 so badly. But then I look at my child and I know they wouldn't understand. They would want their parent so bad and I just don't have the heart to take that away from them. I hate myself, I hate my life. But I love them so much. I can't take me away from them.
September 9, 2026 at 4:34 AM
I wanna 💀 so badly. But then I look at my child and I know they wouldn't understand. They would want their parent so bad and I just don't have the heart to take that away from them. I hate myself, I hate my life. But I love them so much. I can't take me away from them.
Tomorrow I'm going to spend the entire day in bed. I can already tell I'm falling into a deep one this time. It doesn't matter, no one will care.
September 9, 2026 at 1:43 AM
Tomorrow I'm going to spend the entire day in bed. I can already tell I'm falling into a deep one this time. It doesn't matter, no one will care.
I haven't felt pretty in years. The pounds have just added on. I haven't taken a photo of myself in months, I hate the way my neck looks. I haven't put makeup on because what's the fucking point? I'm so disgusted and fat and gross I hate myself
September 9, 2026 at 1:36 AM
I haven't felt pretty in years. The pounds have just added on. I haven't taken a photo of myself in months, I hate the way my neck looks. I haven't put makeup on because what's the fucking point? I'm so disgusted and fat and gross I hate myself
This is right in my feels. When he went to go do laundry the other day I was so relieved that he left but he just put the laundry in the washer and came back home. I can't wait for tomorrow when he goes to work.
September 8, 2026 at 11:47 PM
This is right in my feels. When he went to go do laundry the other day I was so relieved that he left but he just put the laundry in the washer and came back home. I can't wait for tomorrow when he goes to work.
I really do want this to work but everything he does makes me so upset. I know I should just let him leave so we can both move on. But I am selfish and don't want to be alone.
September 8, 2026 at 10:50 PM
I really do want this to work but everything he does makes me so upset. I know I should just let him leave so we can both move on. But I am selfish and don't want to be alone.
He can go one day without being drunk. Last night I told him he's cut off because he started getting that whiney sluring voice that I cannot stand.
He just burnt the fuck out of his hand cooking bc he's fucking drunk so you know what he does? Drink MORE!
He just burnt the fuck out of his hand cooking bc he's fucking drunk so you know what he does? Drink MORE!
September 8, 2026 at 10:16 PM
He can go one day without being drunk. Last night I told him he's cut off because he started getting that whiney sluring voice that I cannot stand.
He just burnt the fuck out of his hand cooking bc he's fucking drunk so you know what he does? Drink MORE!
He just burnt the fuck out of his hand cooking bc he's fucking drunk so you know what he does? Drink MORE!
Even if we've "started over" I still have to manage this whole family. You still haven't made the phone calls you were supposed to make 4 weeks ago and because I refuse to remind you it'll never get done.
My body is actually in pain from all the stress I've been under. I feel sick all of the time.
My body is actually in pain from all the stress I've been under. I feel sick all of the time.
September 8, 2026 at 8:52 PM
Even if we've "started over" I still have to manage this whole family. You still haven't made the phone calls you were supposed to make 4 weeks ago and because I refuse to remind you it'll never get done.
My body is actually in pain from all the stress I've been under. I feel sick all of the time.
My body is actually in pain from all the stress I've been under. I feel sick all of the time.
It's not that I don't love you anymore. I do, but after so long of begging and so long after being ignored. It's not the same. I can't feel the same way I did when we first met. You made me who I am today and if you don't like that person. You should have thought about that before this happened.
September 8, 2026 at 8:40 PM
It's not that I don't love you anymore. I do, but after so long of begging and so long after being ignored. It's not the same. I can't feel the same way I did when we first met. You made me who I am today and if you don't like that person. You should have thought about that before this happened.