Ask for help and set up a donothon or something. I'm sorry.

Right now. I just wanna be better, I miss talking to people, I miss having hobbies and not letting this anxiety and stress control my life. I hope to get some answers or at least get on the path to recovery. I'll keep everyone posted and as much as I don't want to off the bat, I might have to

If I'm feeling better sometime next week maybe I'll try and make some very scuffed pngtuber streams on my laptop at least.

So, I have no idea when we'll be back, I want to come back, so badly but I don't think its going to happen, not until we figure a way out of this mess.

Thanks for understanding, hope the summer has been kind to you all. And thank you for everything so far. We'll be back, eventually, Hopefully. 6/6

Because of my health, I don't know. I'm not like other people where I can work or do things through the pain. Stress makes me have to sit in the bathroom for hours on end, I can't simply try to deal with it. 5/6

I know I miss streaming and part of me is so tempted to try and find a way to stream over my shitty laptop with png tubers once my health improves as we know it can run an elgato and my simple art program, but I don't know when that will be. 4/6

Simply put, we are not okay and have no one to turn to for help. I'd love to ask, but you all have done so much for us that I feel wrong after so much silence to even consider it. Even though I know I should, I'm just tired of asking especially when I can't offer anything back.3/6

I have been dealing with bad health complications due to stress, anxiety and chronic/medical conditions out of my control for the past months, and it only turned physical two weeks ago. Our car is also giving us issues and we're hoping an alternator we got will work to fix most of the issues... 2/6

Alek's pc is also doing the same issue it did earlier this year which we thought we fixe but its giving issues again. The game plan with that is we have one more long term friend visiting the end of the month that's going to help us try and fix his pc while they visit. Hopefully it works. 1/6

It sucks because We WANT to stream, I want to stream so badly, its always been a way for me to feel like I do things and help because I can't get a job because of this health bullshit. I can't do anything right it feels. Sorry.

I'm sorry this isnt the welcome post or update post you all wanted to see but i'm tired of acting like everything is alright, and you all deserve the truth. I'm not okay. I don't know when or if we'll be back because of my stupid endometriosis and probably undiagnosed depression and anxiety.

Between all the health issues shoving itself forward and the unwelcome stress, I just think im at my breaking point and I have no one to really turn to financially to help with this. Alek does his best but this economy sucks and living how we do sucks but we have little choice in the matter.

I'm tired of this pain i'm tired of the stress I'm tired of not being able to live my life, I'm tired of it all. I'm tired. I don't even have the energy for art or anything these days. Stress is the number one thing that flares my health up and its been at a all time high the past few weeks.

🔧 please omg! I wanna do the same when I start soon!!

Its literally supposed to storm ALL day according to three different weather apps and sites T o T/ hopefully it clears up in a few days with it being August now!! Till then, I'll share some stuff soon since I've been working on a lot of art on and off ♡