Néstor Daniel Pérez-Molière
@ndpmoliere.bsky.social
...a broke-ass artist, a sex worker adjunct, a white-passing Latinx, an exiled Puerto Rican, a queer identifying, fat-bodied, and depressed individual...
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Hi! My name is Néstor and I’m a broke-ass artist, a sex worker adjunct, a white-passing Latinx, an exiled Puerto Rican, a queer identifying, fat-bodied, and depressed individual.
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Wednesday, December 25th, 2024
Outtake
blurred
the portrait with my sister
came out, clouded
camera had its own plan
to unsharp
yet it came out with a sensation
two unemotional figures
expressing
a sensation of distance
Outtake
blurred
the portrait with my sister
came out, clouded
camera had its own plan
to unsharp
yet it came out with a sensation
two unemotional figures
expressing
a sensation of distance
May 19, 2026 at 9:03 PM
Wednesday, December 25th, 2024
Outtake
blurred
the portrait with my sister
came out, clouded
camera had its own plan
to unsharp
yet it came out with a sensation
two unemotional figures
expressing
a sensation of distance
Outtake
blurred
the portrait with my sister
came out, clouded
camera had its own plan
to unsharp
yet it came out with a sensation
two unemotional figures
expressing
a sensation of distance
Tuesday, December 24th, 2024
Christmas Eve
The father has been in the hospital
for three weeks; heart attack.
Not looking good, no longer coherent
vascular dementia, bedridden.
Christmas Eve
The father has been in the hospital
for three weeks; heart attack.
Not looking good, no longer coherent
vascular dementia, bedridden.
May 16, 2026 at 1:28 PM
Tuesday, December 24th, 2024
Christmas Eve
The father has been in the hospital
for three weeks; heart attack.
Not looking good, no longer coherent
vascular dementia, bedridden.
Christmas Eve
The father has been in the hospital
for three weeks; heart attack.
Not looking good, no longer coherent
vascular dementia, bedridden.
Monday, December 23rd, 2024
Expats
That day I walked into a barbershop in Santurce. That day the barber available was you. That day you were a gringo expat working a Puerto Rican job. That day you and I interacted and developed chemistry.
Expats
That day I walked into a barbershop in Santurce. That day the barber available was you. That day you were a gringo expat working a Puerto Rican job. That day you and I interacted and developed chemistry.
May 14, 2026 at 9:22 PM
Monday, December 23rd, 2024
Expats
That day I walked into a barbershop in Santurce. That day the barber available was you. That day you were a gringo expat working a Puerto Rican job. That day you and I interacted and developed chemistry.
Expats
That day I walked into a barbershop in Santurce. That day the barber available was you. That day you were a gringo expat working a Puerto Rican job. That day you and I interacted and developed chemistry.
Sunday, December 22nd, 2024
Daylight Savings Time
darkness dissipates
coldness evaporates
away with the stiffness
as the shell of ice cracks
and brightness outpours
Daylight Savings Time
darkness dissipates
coldness evaporates
away with the stiffness
as the shell of ice cracks
and brightness outpours
May 12, 2026 at 6:26 PM
Sunday, December 22nd, 2024
Daylight Savings Time
darkness dissipates
coldness evaporates
away with the stiffness
as the shell of ice cracks
and brightness outpours
Daylight Savings Time
darkness dissipates
coldness evaporates
away with the stiffness
as the shell of ice cracks
and brightness outpours
Saturday, December 21st, 2024
Homage
Baking polvorones has always been a labor of love. I pay homage to my ancestresses. My grandmother taught this recipe to my mother, who in turn taught me. But this is not your traditional polvorón recipe.
Homage
Baking polvorones has always been a labor of love. I pay homage to my ancestresses. My grandmother taught this recipe to my mother, who in turn taught me. But this is not your traditional polvorón recipe.
May 11, 2026 at 1:20 PM
Saturday, December 21st, 2024
Homage
Baking polvorones has always been a labor of love. I pay homage to my ancestresses. My grandmother taught this recipe to my mother, who in turn taught me. But this is not your traditional polvorón recipe.
Homage
Baking polvorones has always been a labor of love. I pay homage to my ancestresses. My grandmother taught this recipe to my mother, who in turn taught me. But this is not your traditional polvorón recipe.
Friday, December 20th, 2024
Rejoice
since childhood
time is better spent
at the beach
where the tide
kindly remembers us
and pelicans
bear witness
before we learned
the weight of ourselves
Rejoice
since childhood
time is better spent
at the beach
where the tide
kindly remembers us
and pelicans
bear witness
before we learned
the weight of ourselves
May 10, 2026 at 1:02 PM
Friday, December 20th, 2024
Rejoice
since childhood
time is better spent
at the beach
where the tide
kindly remembers us
and pelicans
bear witness
before we learned
the weight of ourselves
Rejoice
since childhood
time is better spent
at the beach
where the tide
kindly remembers us
and pelicans
bear witness
before we learned
the weight of ourselves
Thursday, December 19th, 2024
Bloodshot
rorschach
inside my eye
indecipherable
blood pressure
or high altitude
burst capillaries
a quiet explosion
deep dark
bloody maroon
worrisome
unsettlingly
Bloodshot
rorschach
inside my eye
indecipherable
blood pressure
or high altitude
burst capillaries
a quiet explosion
deep dark
bloody maroon
worrisome
unsettlingly
May 9, 2026 at 1:27 PM
Thursday, December 19th, 2024
Bloodshot
rorschach
inside my eye
indecipherable
blood pressure
or high altitude
burst capillaries
a quiet explosion
deep dark
bloody maroon
worrisome
unsettlingly
Bloodshot
rorschach
inside my eye
indecipherable
blood pressure
or high altitude
burst capillaries
a quiet explosion
deep dark
bloody maroon
worrisome
unsettlingly
Wednesday, December 18th, 2024
Towards a Gay Communism
Towards a Gay Communism
May 8, 2026 at 7:17 PM
Wednesday, December 18th, 2024
Towards a Gay Communism
Towards a Gay Communism
Tuesday, December 17th, 2024
Overweight Fees
I shall place my body in this suitcase.
Naked, because of the overweight fees.
I will enter and emerge somewhere else.
Always a surprise, becomes the destination.
Although I’ve been to Puerto Rico, home,
countless times, it is always an adventure.
Overweight Fees
I shall place my body in this suitcase.
Naked, because of the overweight fees.
I will enter and emerge somewhere else.
Always a surprise, becomes the destination.
Although I’ve been to Puerto Rico, home,
countless times, it is always an adventure.
May 7, 2026 at 5:18 PM
Tuesday, December 17th, 2024
Overweight Fees
I shall place my body in this suitcase.
Naked, because of the overweight fees.
I will enter and emerge somewhere else.
Always a surprise, becomes the destination.
Although I’ve been to Puerto Rico, home,
countless times, it is always an adventure.
Overweight Fees
I shall place my body in this suitcase.
Naked, because of the overweight fees.
I will enter and emerge somewhere else.
Always a surprise, becomes the destination.
Although I’ve been to Puerto Rico, home,
countless times, it is always an adventure.
Monday, December 16th, 2024
Paradigmata
your account reading $1.03
this political climate
the monkey brain at 3am
disagreeing with your sister
someone suggesting you are fat
Paradigmata
your account reading $1.03
this political climate
the monkey brain at 3am
disagreeing with your sister
someone suggesting you are fat
May 6, 2026 at 6:14 PM
Monday, December 16th, 2024
Paradigmata
your account reading $1.03
this political climate
the monkey brain at 3am
disagreeing with your sister
someone suggesting you are fat
Paradigmata
your account reading $1.03
this political climate
the monkey brain at 3am
disagreeing with your sister
someone suggesting you are fat
Saturday, December 14th, 2024
An Echo Skips a Name
internally
no sense of security
what is harmless?
what is harmful?
chronically
numbed out
potential danger,
making me feel alive
terribly
I must be
why else
would they treat me like that?
An Echo Skips a Name
internally
no sense of security
what is harmless?
what is harmful?
chronically
numbed out
potential danger,
making me feel alive
terribly
I must be
why else
would they treat me like that?
May 5, 2026 at 9:06 PM
Saturday, December 14th, 2024
An Echo Skips a Name
internally
no sense of security
what is harmless?
what is harmful?
chronically
numbed out
potential danger,
making me feel alive
terribly
I must be
why else
would they treat me like that?
An Echo Skips a Name
internally
no sense of security
what is harmless?
what is harmful?
chronically
numbed out
potential danger,
making me feel alive
terribly
I must be
why else
would they treat me like that?
Friday, December 13th, 2025
Instructions for Testicular Trauma
The first step is to undress. You must lift your arms as you lift your shirt over your head. Do this process slowly as you may end up tangled. Let go of the shirt once the wrists come out.
Instructions for Testicular Trauma
The first step is to undress. You must lift your arms as you lift your shirt over your head. Do this process slowly as you may end up tangled. Let go of the shirt once the wrists come out.
May 5, 2026 at 8:37 PM
Friday, December 13th, 2025
Instructions for Testicular Trauma
The first step is to undress. You must lift your arms as you lift your shirt over your head. Do this process slowly as you may end up tangled. Let go of the shirt once the wrists come out.
Instructions for Testicular Trauma
The first step is to undress. You must lift your arms as you lift your shirt over your head. Do this process slowly as you may end up tangled. Let go of the shirt once the wrists come out.
Thursday, December 12th, 2024
Memento
My love,
Thank you for blessing me
with these flowers.
Memento
My love,
Thank you for blessing me
with these flowers.
May 2, 2026 at 4:50 PM
Thursday, December 12th, 2024
Memento
My love,
Thank you for blessing me
with these flowers.
Memento
My love,
Thank you for blessing me
with these flowers.
Wednesday, December 11th, 2024
Maladies
Three pills for the aimless man…
Seven for the lord in his middle years…
Eight for a mortal man, doomed to die…
One for the plant lord on his couch throne…
Maladies
Three pills for the aimless man…
Seven for the lord in his middle years…
Eight for a mortal man, doomed to die…
One for the plant lord on his couch throne…
May 1, 2026 at 3:25 PM
Wednesday, December 11th, 2024
Maladies
Three pills for the aimless man…
Seven for the lord in his middle years…
Eight for a mortal man, doomed to die…
One for the plant lord on his couch throne…
Maladies
Three pills for the aimless man…
Seven for the lord in his middle years…
Eight for a mortal man, doomed to die…
One for the plant lord on his couch throne…
Tuesday, December 10th, 2024
Aromatherapy
A waft of jasmine permeates…
It rains a misty shroud,
everything outside, dead.
A beacon in the dark months,
its aroma caresses
and i’m carried,
drifted into a daze;
body softened,
mind serene.
A waft of jasmine permeates…
Aromatherapy
A waft of jasmine permeates…
It rains a misty shroud,
everything outside, dead.
A beacon in the dark months,
its aroma caresses
and i’m carried,
drifted into a daze;
body softened,
mind serene.
A waft of jasmine permeates…
April 30, 2026 at 10:10 PM
Tuesday, December 10th, 2024
Aromatherapy
A waft of jasmine permeates…
It rains a misty shroud,
everything outside, dead.
A beacon in the dark months,
its aroma caresses
and i’m carried,
drifted into a daze;
body softened,
mind serene.
A waft of jasmine permeates…
Aromatherapy
A waft of jasmine permeates…
It rains a misty shroud,
everything outside, dead.
A beacon in the dark months,
its aroma caresses
and i’m carried,
drifted into a daze;
body softened,
mind serene.
A waft of jasmine permeates…
Monday, December 9th, 2024
Cow
…I felt skinny as my belly dangled…
something is wrong with me or I don’t matter
are the hallmark of shame we never respond
to self-criticism by shoving away we have
endured past experiences of being
injured without trusted loved ones or peers
Cow
…I felt skinny as my belly dangled…
something is wrong with me or I don’t matter
are the hallmark of shame we never respond
to self-criticism by shoving away we have
endured past experiences of being
injured without trusted loved ones or peers
December 13, 2025 at 8:10 PM
Monday, December 9th, 2024
Cow
…I felt skinny as my belly dangled…
something is wrong with me or I don’t matter
are the hallmark of shame we never respond
to self-criticism by shoving away we have
endured past experiences of being
injured without trusted loved ones or peers
Cow
…I felt skinny as my belly dangled…
something is wrong with me or I don’t matter
are the hallmark of shame we never respond
to self-criticism by shoving away we have
endured past experiences of being
injured without trusted loved ones or peers
Sunday, December 8th, 2024
Disco Fever
As music blares out the speakers,
Los Fabulosos Cadillacs joyfully sing:
“Y que el silencio se convierta en carnaval!”
I dance in this small, dark living room;
my plants, hesitant dance partners.
“No te quedes que acá fuera es carnaval!”
Disco Fever
As music blares out the speakers,
Los Fabulosos Cadillacs joyfully sing:
“Y que el silencio se convierta en carnaval!”
I dance in this small, dark living room;
my plants, hesitant dance partners.
“No te quedes que acá fuera es carnaval!”
October 30, 2025 at 4:54 PM
Sunday, December 8th, 2024
Disco Fever
As music blares out the speakers,
Los Fabulosos Cadillacs joyfully sing:
“Y que el silencio se convierta en carnaval!”
I dance in this small, dark living room;
my plants, hesitant dance partners.
“No te quedes que acá fuera es carnaval!”
Disco Fever
As music blares out the speakers,
Los Fabulosos Cadillacs joyfully sing:
“Y que el silencio se convierta en carnaval!”
I dance in this small, dark living room;
my plants, hesitant dance partners.
“No te quedes que acá fuera es carnaval!”
Saturday, December 7th, 2024
Ode to My Feet
Oh, ugly looking things.
I love you so much.
You take me everywhere
while I reach a cardio high;
my heart palpitates with joy.
Ode to My Feet
Oh, ugly looking things.
I love you so much.
You take me everywhere
while I reach a cardio high;
my heart palpitates with joy.
October 28, 2025 at 3:40 PM
Saturday, December 7th, 2024
Ode to My Feet
Oh, ugly looking things.
I love you so much.
You take me everywhere
while I reach a cardio high;
my heart palpitates with joy.
Ode to My Feet
Oh, ugly looking things.
I love you so much.
You take me everywhere
while I reach a cardio high;
my heart palpitates with joy.
Thursday, December 5th, 2024
Horoscope
“People are happy to know you,”
read my horoscope today.
My brain immediately went like:
“Whom did it speak to and verify?”
“Could you show me proof, today?”
“How does it know they are happy?”
Horoscope
“People are happy to know you,”
read my horoscope today.
My brain immediately went like:
“Whom did it speak to and verify?”
“Could you show me proof, today?”
“How does it know they are happy?”
October 27, 2025 at 7:21 PM
Thursday, December 5th, 2024
Horoscope
“People are happy to know you,”
read my horoscope today.
My brain immediately went like:
“Whom did it speak to and verify?”
“Could you show me proof, today?”
“How does it know they are happy?”
Horoscope
“People are happy to know you,”
read my horoscope today.
My brain immediately went like:
“Whom did it speak to and verify?”
“Could you show me proof, today?”
“How does it know they are happy?”
Wednesday, December 4th, 2024
Paradise
Green thumb;
more like green fingers.
I thrive inside a planted terrarium.
A balanced ecosystem,
teetering.
It could become a mausoleum.
If I can’t care for my green friends,
how can I care for myself?
Paradise
Green thumb;
more like green fingers.
I thrive inside a planted terrarium.
A balanced ecosystem,
teetering.
It could become a mausoleum.
If I can’t care for my green friends,
how can I care for myself?
July 20, 2025 at 9:49 PM
Wednesday, December 4th, 2024
Paradise
Green thumb;
more like green fingers.
I thrive inside a planted terrarium.
A balanced ecosystem,
teetering.
It could become a mausoleum.
If I can’t care for my green friends,
how can I care for myself?
Paradise
Green thumb;
more like green fingers.
I thrive inside a planted terrarium.
A balanced ecosystem,
teetering.
It could become a mausoleum.
If I can’t care for my green friends,
how can I care for myself?
Tuesday, December 3rd, 2024
The Quest
I searched for Joy today.
At first, I felt lost.
I looked around my apartment;
behind the couch, in the cupboard.
The dust bunnies told me
they hadn’t seen her.
The Quest
I searched for Joy today.
At first, I felt lost.
I looked around my apartment;
behind the couch, in the cupboard.
The dust bunnies told me
they hadn’t seen her.
July 3, 2025 at 6:10 PM
Tuesday, December 3rd, 2024
The Quest
I searched for Joy today.
At first, I felt lost.
I looked around my apartment;
behind the couch, in the cupboard.
The dust bunnies told me
they hadn’t seen her.
The Quest
I searched for Joy today.
At first, I felt lost.
I looked around my apartment;
behind the couch, in the cupboard.
The dust bunnies told me
they hadn’t seen her.
Monday, December 2nd, 2024
A Man on His Couch
Just lie on the couch.
All day.
Binge the show.
Empty the fridge.
Finish the bottle.
It’s all okay.
Just give up.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Maybe,
you’ll find the strength to restart.
A Man on His Couch
Just lie on the couch.
All day.
Binge the show.
Empty the fridge.
Finish the bottle.
It’s all okay.
Just give up.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Maybe,
you’ll find the strength to restart.
June 30, 2025 at 10:53 PM
Monday, December 2nd, 2024
A Man on His Couch
Just lie on the couch.
All day.
Binge the show.
Empty the fridge.
Finish the bottle.
It’s all okay.
Just give up.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Maybe,
you’ll find the strength to restart.
A Man on His Couch
Just lie on the couch.
All day.
Binge the show.
Empty the fridge.
Finish the bottle.
It’s all okay.
Just give up.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Maybe,
you’ll find the strength to restart.
Sunday, December 1st, 2024
BMI
According to my BMI,
I am morbidly obese.
My 275 pounds of flesh
should be 160 of bone.
Never in my adult life
have I weighed 160 pounds,
but the BMI calculator insists
that 160 is the normal
I should reach.
BMI
According to my BMI,
I am morbidly obese.
My 275 pounds of flesh
should be 160 of bone.
Never in my adult life
have I weighed 160 pounds,
but the BMI calculator insists
that 160 is the normal
I should reach.
June 27, 2025 at 5:59 PM
Sunday, December 1st, 2024
BMI
According to my BMI,
I am morbidly obese.
My 275 pounds of flesh
should be 160 of bone.
Never in my adult life
have I weighed 160 pounds,
but the BMI calculator insists
that 160 is the normal
I should reach.
BMI
According to my BMI,
I am morbidly obese.
My 275 pounds of flesh
should be 160 of bone.
Never in my adult life
have I weighed 160 pounds,
but the BMI calculator insists
that 160 is the normal
I should reach.
Saturday, November 30th, 2024
Clenched Teeth
Night comes,
just as drowsiness settles in.
Every noise-
the creaking of wood,
a car blasting music,
an unexpected far-off cry
stirs up a kind of storm in my brain,
a sudden, swirling whirlpool,
in which my mind
and the whole world are swept.
Clenched Teeth
Night comes,
just as drowsiness settles in.
Every noise-
the creaking of wood,
a car blasting music,
an unexpected far-off cry
stirs up a kind of storm in my brain,
a sudden, swirling whirlpool,
in which my mind
and the whole world are swept.
June 24, 2025 at 9:57 PM
Saturday, November 30th, 2024
Clenched Teeth
Night comes,
just as drowsiness settles in.
Every noise-
the creaking of wood,
a car blasting music,
an unexpected far-off cry
stirs up a kind of storm in my brain,
a sudden, swirling whirlpool,
in which my mind
and the whole world are swept.
Clenched Teeth
Night comes,
just as drowsiness settles in.
Every noise-
the creaking of wood,
a car blasting music,
an unexpected far-off cry
stirs up a kind of storm in my brain,
a sudden, swirling whirlpool,
in which my mind
and the whole world are swept.
Friday, November 29th, 2024
Thunder Thighs
My pants ripped today.
Out in public,
but no one noticed.
I wrapped my hoodie
around my waist.
Always the inseam.
These thunder thighs?
A gift from my mother.
The endless rustle
of flesh against fabric
devours every pair.
Thunder Thighs
My pants ripped today.
Out in public,
but no one noticed.
I wrapped my hoodie
around my waist.
Always the inseam.
These thunder thighs?
A gift from my mother.
The endless rustle
of flesh against fabric
devours every pair.
June 21, 2025 at 3:03 PM
Friday, November 29th, 2024
Thunder Thighs
My pants ripped today.
Out in public,
but no one noticed.
I wrapped my hoodie
around my waist.
Always the inseam.
These thunder thighs?
A gift from my mother.
The endless rustle
of flesh against fabric
devours every pair.
Thunder Thighs
My pants ripped today.
Out in public,
but no one noticed.
I wrapped my hoodie
around my waist.
Always the inseam.
These thunder thighs?
A gift from my mother.
The endless rustle
of flesh against fabric
devours every pair.