I miss my Columbus FGC folks a lot, I haven’t managed to find the same tribe down here. There are locals but they’re all pretty far from me. I might try going out to them soon once things settle.

My current job is 3rd shift, so it’s been an adjustment going into work at 9:30PM and getting off at 6AM. But I like it, really easy and cool work.

I don’t plan on being in Nashville forever. I really wanna go back to Pittsburgh tbh. It’s my hometown and I miss it

I did get SUPER into Pokemon Go after moving here, in an attempt to be more active but also get out and explore (and entertain myself). What I didn’t expect was to find myself now meshed into a community of ~20 of us who meet up to play pokemon go often. Made some great friends!

Anyway random thoughts. Still trans of course, but still pre-transition. Didn’t have insurance for years and my current insurance is expensive. So it’ll take a bit still. Money sucks.

I didn’t play video games for about a couple years, so I got a lot to catch up on still

Anyway I just figured it would help to let people know I’m not dead. Honestly I tweet about the same as I always did I’m just over on my locked account nowadays. I don’t really like that on an account like this I can be exposed to people I don’t even know replying to my thoughts

The people close to me know this but my friends are probably the only reason why I’m still around today. I received so much love and help and kindness that it got me to keep going. I owe them a lot.

But it’s definitely something that haunts me. So much happened in that time period that I can’t take back. I see the trauma in my daily life. I’m so afraid to spend money on anything, spending money to take care of myself, because I don’t want to go through everything again.

Anyway I’ve since moved to Nashville, in early 2025 I opened up to my parents about my situation and they had me move back in with them. I’ve managed to get fully back on my feet since then, I’m living in my own apartment again since March of this year. I feel good!

I got offered a room at a friend of a friend’s place in Pittsburgh for a bit, which given my circumstances I drove my car out there and gave it a shot. I was naive to think that I could’ve figured out how to get back on my feet in such a short time. A lot of regrets there too.

that continued for a long time. I ruined friendships with people I had known since middle school, ran out of money, and slowly but surely got to the point in 2024 where I was evicted from my apartment and became homeless. I lived out of my car for a while. Genuinely rock bottom.

So awesome..

I’ve kinda enjoyed just kinda keeping to myself and my people while occasionally popping out to say something

#NUTSartparty