Can meaning completely escape "happiness"?

“世界越来越美了。我独自一人，却很自在。我别无所求，只想被阳光晒透。我渴望成熟。准备好死去，准备好重生。” —— Herman Hesse

It’s funny how certain lines you once thought nothing of can come to mean so much when you're reminded of them years later.

Making an attempt at interpreting Liebestraum because after discovering that it was referenced in Evan's 终于此爱, the piece felt extra special, extra meaningful to me.

Just artistically beautiful 🥹🤌

Sometimes when I try to really wrap my head around the scale of Evan's ambitions and ideals, I get a little intimidated. Yeah it's weird cos I admire his conviction but then I start analysing if my trust in him would ever waver if I were in mc's shoes.

Hypothetically speaking, would meeting Evan earlier in his life help ease his suffering, or would your presence ultimately be more of a liability than a source of support?

Listening to this story is raising my blood pressure. How the heck did this show rack up so many views?!

Lnn and Sariel reminding us to look after ourselves👍

Ooh pretty looking tea sets in Sariel's bday collab!

Oh man, poor Evan can't even catch a break in his latest au. His 5 senses are gradually deteriorating in the main story and now Officer Evan reveals that his sense of taste is diminished as a consequence of childhood malnutrition 😢

I always get a quiet thrill whenever we get internal monologues included in the card stories; they have a way of putting me in a particularly pensive mood.

Speaking of birthdays, I really liked the music composition of Sariel's 2023 bday event. The melody sounds so calming and soothing lalalalala~

The professionalism and dedication that cn voice actors bring to their craft 🙂‍↕️

An excerpt of 啊杰老师's 10th anniversary interview

"你要去调动自己那中语感，这种语感不是说只是一个表面的一个技术。好多话我觉得我的很多听众，你如果是真的，就是说听进去了，你会觉得我的那个话，其实我不是说随便就那么说说的，我是真的，我是站在那个角色的那个角度上，从他的心情，心理出发，把这句话调动出来，这也是我追求的。"

Most bg audio dramas I find on Maoer have this annoying habit of abandoning their productions partway through the story. Like c'mon what's the point of publishing them in the first place if the story is going to remain unfinished indefinitely 🙄

Migrating my tweets over to here. X has been acting obnoxiously lately, and my account has been suspended for no apparent reason at all 😒

Stay safe out there folks!

The writing, combined with the music in this section, has a very immersive almost dreamlike quality to it. *nods appreciatively*