Troy Rosenbaum
@nil-ith.bsky.social
Guitarist for Crowning the Goddess/ Multiclassed Leftist/empath/halfelven wizard/druid/dark lord/ ancient deity of madness and God-Emperor of Noidsville
It makes me sick just how you discard such beauty, it leaves me gasping and clutching to my hope
March 21, 2026 at 12:31 AM
It makes me sick just how you discard such beauty, it leaves me gasping and clutching to my hope
Most days I just wish that I'll never wake up, that's real. It feels like nothing will ever be fulfilled, not until the very end
February 27, 2026 at 10:33 PM
Most days I just wish that I'll never wake up, that's real. It feels like nothing will ever be fulfilled, not until the very end
Like a dessert of self-destruction on a never ending bender of "finding one's self" lol I crack myself up sometimes
February 26, 2026 at 11:26 PM
Like a dessert of self-destruction on a never ending bender of "finding one's self" lol I crack myself up sometimes
To suffer the earth without you
February 23, 2026 at 3:16 PM
To suffer the earth without you
A simple no would have done more for you than total silence. At least the resentment would have faded with your memory right then and there.
December 25, 2025 at 11:11 AM
A simple no would have done more for you than total silence. At least the resentment would have faded with your memory right then and there.
That feeling you have when you're angry with yourself for ever thinking that you could be happy. What a joke
November 12, 2025 at 11:18 AM
That feeling you have when you're angry with yourself for ever thinking that you could be happy. What a joke
Know that my resolve is greater than anything you could ever say to me
October 1, 2025 at 11:32 PM
Know that my resolve is greater than anything you could ever say to me
Just looking for the answers to life's greatest questions. like do chickens have lips? Or will they ever make coochie flavored zyn pouches?
September 29, 2025 at 8:21 PM
Just looking for the answers to life's greatest questions. like do chickens have lips? Or will they ever make coochie flavored zyn pouches?
Still goes hard despite not being the heaviest song on the new album youtu.be/SoOIl0SThrU?...
Underoath - Teeth (Official Music Video)
YouTube video by Underoath
youtu.be
September 19, 2025 at 1:00 AM
Still goes hard despite not being the heaviest song on the new album youtu.be/SoOIl0SThrU?...
I'd rather give you the time and space to heal on your own even if you have zero desire to heal with me
September 17, 2025 at 10:54 PM
I'd rather give you the time and space to heal on your own even if you have zero desire to heal with me
I should just shut up about all the things I feel, it's not like it goes anywhere
September 12, 2025 at 1:15 AM
I should just shut up about all the things I feel, it's not like it goes anywhere
Wow he bled like a sieve.... I'm extremely worried about the political fallout from that.
September 10, 2025 at 9:48 PM
Wow he bled like a sieve.... I'm extremely worried about the political fallout from that.
You ever feel lost and without direction but know where all the paths will lead? That's where I am. Even with some semblance of security all feels fleeting
September 6, 2025 at 12:51 AM
You ever feel lost and without direction but know where all the paths will lead? That's where I am. Even with some semblance of security all feels fleeting
Nothing ever feels close enough, but this is pretty damn close - youtu.be/2t1ebsi_gcg?...
Currents - Delusion [Audio]
YouTube video by Degeneration Metal
youtu.be
September 5, 2025 at 2:01 AM
Nothing ever feels close enough, but this is pretty damn close - youtu.be/2t1ebsi_gcg?...
Alright, life is hard and my friend has it even harder, I'm going to be even more of a ghost on here than I have been because I need fucking time away from everything. At least my jobs make me feel amazing. And the people in my life are awesome human beings that deserve soo much more than this
August 25, 2025 at 9:49 PM
Alright, life is hard and my friend has it even harder, I'm going to be even more of a ghost on here than I have been because I need fucking time away from everything. At least my jobs make me feel amazing. And the people in my life are awesome human beings that deserve soo much more than this
I ran into someone I hoped I'd never see again. A person who has failed as a father to the two lives he helped bring into this hell hole world and wants nothing to do with them. It took everything to not punch them in the fucking face.
August 16, 2025 at 1:17 AM
I ran into someone I hoped I'd never see again. A person who has failed as a father to the two lives he helped bring into this hell hole world and wants nothing to do with them. It took everything to not punch them in the fucking face.
Heavily considering just leaving the country, like what the fuck am I still doing here?
August 14, 2025 at 10:00 AM
Heavily considering just leaving the country, like what the fuck am I still doing here?
I am so tired of feeling fucking worthless, and alone, I'm tired of feeling anything at all. I just want to go home. I don't even want this new job, I don't want to be here anymore. Every step I take feels like I'm running a marathon in the wrong direction. i can't do it anymore, it's too much
July 9, 2025 at 12:10 PM
I am so tired of feeling fucking worthless, and alone, I'm tired of feeling anything at all. I just want to go home. I don't even want this new job, I don't want to be here anymore. Every step I take feels like I'm running a marathon in the wrong direction. i can't do it anymore, it's too much
I made the attempt, you don't want me around that's fine. I won't force you to do anything you don't want to do and I will not agonize over your choice. I wish you well, but never again, not in this lifetime, not for anyone. The walls I built to protect me will remain standing, never to fall again
July 7, 2025 at 3:23 AM
I made the attempt, you don't want me around that's fine. I won't force you to do anything you don't want to do and I will not agonize over your choice. I wish you well, but never again, not in this lifetime, not for anyone. The walls I built to protect me will remain standing, never to fall again
Can confirm it does have the same effect, wish I knew this months ago
July 5, 2025 at 12:20 PM
Can confirm it does have the same effect, wish I knew this months ago
Was not expecting to like Kpop Demon Hunters. Very cute and loved the anime style mashed up with 3d models. And yes I do listen to music that isn't just blast beats and detuned guitars playing the most punishing shit possible
July 4, 2025 at 11:08 AM
Was not expecting to like Kpop Demon Hunters. Very cute and loved the anime style mashed up with 3d models. And yes I do listen to music that isn't just blast beats and detuned guitars playing the most punishing shit possible
Something to brighten the day in contrast to the gloom -
July 2, 2025 at 11:56 PM
Something to brighten the day in contrast to the gloom -
Awake at odd hours dressed in funerary blacks
July 2, 2025 at 8:43 AM
Awake at odd hours dressed in funerary blacks