idk. i needed it off my chest. im sorry to everyone ive ghosted and cut off for no reason. im starting to think that im subconsciously trying to rid myself of connections because im relating the extent of my isolation to closeness to nonexistence. or something idk i dont have a degree yet
September 6, 2026 at 2:59 AM
idk. i needed it off my chest. im sorry to everyone ive ghosted and cut off for no reason. im starting to think that im subconsciously trying to rid myself of connections because im relating the extent of my isolation to closeness to nonexistence. or something idk i dont have a degree yet
the ways in which i wish harm upon myself are things i wouldnt say to my worst fucking enemy. more than once in the last few months, i’ve wholeheartedly felt that i would rather die of a terminal illness as opposed to live out an entire lifetime in this world as i am. its fucking insane.
September 6, 2026 at 2:59 AM
the ways in which i wish harm upon myself are things i wouldnt say to my worst fucking enemy. more than once in the last few months, i’ve wholeheartedly felt that i would rather die of a terminal illness as opposed to live out an entire lifetime in this world as i am. its fucking insane.
but i am and i have no one to talk to because i dont want to talk to anyone. ive almost completely isolated myself (again!). i didnt talk to anyone all summer. 3 full months! my suicidal ideation has gotten to a point where my own thoughts are terrifying me. i have no thoughts of hurting myself, but
September 6, 2026 at 2:59 AM
but i am and i have no one to talk to because i dont want to talk to anyone. ive almost completely isolated myself (again!). i didnt talk to anyone all summer. 3 full months! my suicidal ideation has gotten to a point where my own thoughts are terrifying me. i have no thoughts of hurting myself, but
i truly and earnestly, within the depths of my soul, have said to myself "i dont want to talk to anyone or have any friends, it would make it easier for me to rot away and die quietly if no one would care." and it was!!! scary!!! i was like . Holy fucking shit dude. i cannot be this far gone.
September 6, 2026 at 2:59 AM
i truly and earnestly, within the depths of my soul, have said to myself "i dont want to talk to anyone or have any friends, it would make it easier for me to rot away and die quietly if no one would care." and it was!!! scary!!! i was like . Holy fucking shit dude. i cannot be this far gone.
i refuse to repeat the cycle so im just done w socials, im still on discord obvi jf. anyonr . wants to say hi. to little keiran
January 1, 2026 at 12:48 AM
i refuse to repeat the cycle so im just done w socials, im still on discord obvi jf. anyonr . wants to say hi. to little keiran
YOU ARE ONE OF MY FAVORITE MOOTS EVER I WILL CRY
November 7, 2025 at 8:19 PM
YOU ARE ONE OF MY FAVORITE MOOTS EVER I WILL CRY
ya!! in any case you deserve to be paid fairly, thats more important than anything ^_^
October 1, 2025 at 12:45 PM
ya!! in any case you deserve to be paid fairly, thats more important than anything ^_^
i usually dont commission ppl with rlly low prices cause it typically registers to me as them not being confident in their art which makes Me less confident as a buyer, but if ur mostly selling to ppl who already know you then it prob wouldnt be an issue
October 1, 2025 at 3:50 AM
i usually dont commission ppl with rlly low prices cause it typically registers to me as them not being confident in their art which makes Me less confident as a buyer, but if ur mostly selling to ppl who already know you then it prob wouldnt be an issue
not being able to js get rid of the main tl like u can on bsky and doomscrolling abt how fascism is here is ruining my life
October 1, 2025 at 3:42 AM
not being able to js get rid of the main tl like u can on bsky and doomscrolling abt how fascism is here is ruining my life
this gets its own post its an old vip ($300+) gacha that came back as a normal gacha and i got disgustingly lucky and finished it in 26 plays
August 30, 2025 at 5:27 PM
this gets its own post its an old vip ($300+) gacha that came back as a normal gacha and i got disgustingly lucky and finished it in 26 plays
mermaid shows? Yes Please
August 30, 2025 at 5:23 PM
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