for the record my opinion did a 180 this layer fucking rules

thoughts out in writing and throw them to the wind, get them out of my system so hopefully i’ll be less stressed today

idk i have to leave the bathroom now (i was shitting while writing this) but yeah that’s stuff that might happen lol

this is my cat his name is nuclear bombs

also if you’re wondering why i don’t use the weekends to draw, my dads house im at on weekends highkey feels like a surveillance state sometimes. plus like burnout and fatigue and pain and stuff

dunno who will read this, lowkey dont care? not in a mean way, the point of this was to get some of my

could be helpful for like. genuine therapy.

now, like most of my art missions, this is likely to fail. i’d also probably do it somewhere else and also have to work out some logistics like “hey what if i want to make a comic with a friend in it who already has a sona?”

but anyways.

made me want to do a similar thing, make short furry comics documenting like the best and worst things that have happened in my life as a way of venting those experiences, especially considering that i’ve been under a lot of social and psychological strain recently and talking about those things

anyways, the point i wanted to make in the first place is i’ve been reading the comics made by alteredpanel on tumblr www.tumblr.com/alteredpanel which uses cute furry comics as a way to journal the good and bad lived experiences of someone with DID.

i don’t have DID, but the comics have lowkey

trying to fit in some exercise means that like half those days i just end up working out while watching anime or youtube video essays

it stinks, but hopefully i can figure out a way to move out and closer to work, family dramas just making that extremely hard psychologically. plus logistics

unfortunately employment is kicking my ass. i work an hour away from my parents house so usually i have to wake up at 6, get ready in a hour, drive an hour, work from 8-5, then drive another hour, eat a respectful family dinner, clean said dinner, and then i got like an hour or two to do what i want

that one room where its a big box divided into thirds where each third is spinning and there are mannequins sticking to walls and infinitely respawning virtues on either side can kiss my ass tho

the power introduction was very hard but i’m willing to give it a pass as a tough love intro. it was fun

i am still describing a like 8-9/10 layer, for the record. everything else about it was great. was definitely still worth the wait, and i’m pretty confident it’ll grow on me.

act 8 where i do feel like i just had no idea what was going on at times bc the rooms just had too much stuff happening (8-3 especially). i played on brutal, but im more talking about the quantity of stuff happening, rather than difficulty. and that’s probably by design, just wasn’t as much for me.

also daily doodle #5 because i missed yesterday

#art #furryart

why was i so aggressive when writing this what the hell