It's okay :') I'll figure stuff out ❤️ Thank you so much for checking in on me

I don't think it would, nobody at work knows we are dating. We sit pretty far from each other since our cubicles are in different teams. I just think it would be awkward and we would start eating lunch separately.

I am not sure honestly. It definitely feels that way... My standards for him have changed. I cant help but feel that he needs to fix this or I should leave him. It's just stressful :(

What I mean is growing separately and having different lives. But deciding to conjoin and love one another. It can feel difficult when I don't think he's even trying to impress me or improve.

It sucks because I verbalized this to him. His excuse was "well this is my first relationship" (it's been 3 years) AND "sorry I'm not growing at the pace you want me to". The last one really pissed me off. I thought partners are meant to coexist, but sadly I think it came down to codependence.

BOOYAH!! 😝

Certain characteristics he has are so unnattractive: isn't amazing with hygiene, dresses lazily, doesn't care about his health, cant advocate for himself, doesn't yearn for change. I realized we are probably incompatible. No offense, but I really am out of his league. What a shitty thing to realize.

He played a huge part in my life. While I struggled with insecurity and constantly sought out love and affection, he gave it to me. Unlike my past relationships, he was patient and stood with me through all of my meltdowns and psych ward visits.

I thought that I'd my life with him. Now I can't even see that. Granted the sex is good and I enjoy his company, I don't want to marry him anymore.

While I'm still very insecure and suffer with abandonment issues, I don't think I'm the same desperately clingy person I was 3 years ago.

Sup lustea

I will let you know how it goes 😈

I've made enough estrogen comments that I play off as "jokes"... he's gunna get suspicious of me...

HONESTLY HE RLLY IS ❤️ He is my wife....I love my wife

I've been trying to repress my attraction to men because why would I WILLINGLY be attracted to them? (Lmfaoo) Sadly sexuality doesn't work like that and is against my will. I'm glad to be with my current partner tho, he makes me so happy (I need him to become my gf so bad..)

Omg we both had the bi-ification in middle school