The brief moment of delusion I had this morning that my hives were gone was magical.....sadly it was very brief.

Did I have almost a full Anaphylaxtic reaction to someone's perfume? Maybe, am I gonna go to the Er to tell them Im still lightheaded with swollen tonsils? Absolutely not, not in this economy.

The urge to scratch my stitches is driving me batty.... and the rest of my skin joining the rebellion should have been expected.

Waiting in preop...my toes are cold

Only 78 more days and my foot shall get... sorta fixed. Yaaaaay time to be in crippling medical debt!

-screams into the void- So....thankfully getting my shite fixed won't cost me as much as I was horrifically worried about.....by the tune of a whole 5k less. Oh thank the lord's and ladies that it won't be as terrible as I thought it would be!

"Oh let me go to the doctor maybe it will be an easy fix!"

-gets slapped with two foot surgeries on the same foot and the knowledge that my foot is just built bad in general-

"Nevermind...."

I talk a lot of smack for someone who is afraid to call their doctors.

Me trying to write: wow this sure is hot garbo time to delete the whole thing and start again.

Why do pants suck so hard?

@reecka.bsky.social my bro....I miss your face <3 I hope that you have an amazing day and yes I will also text you this I just wanted to put this here as well in case it doesn't go through.

Oh look....my weather telling everything was right....time to bundle up and remember to take my cane with me even if I wanna chunk it in the street. I gotta take care of these rice crispy ankles that are snap crackle popping.

So...having a chronic illness is weird and you go through phases where you accept that its a thing and then you circle back to "I don't have this, they must be wrong".