other-raed.bsky.social
@other-raed.bsky.social
He/Him/30's/Bi/MX 🇲🇽/ESP/ENG/🚫AI GTFO
RPG gamer/ Amateur Cosplayer/ Not so Expert Cook but still i studied for this/Personal account for rants and ramblings, personal progress and health.
RPG gamer/ Amateur Cosplayer/ Not so Expert Cook but still i studied for this/Personal account for rants and ramblings, personal progress and health.
One of those days you are....looow don't want to workout also really want to quit my job,i need a new change~ also i think i need another therapist this one never responds x.x just sent me a message about my appointment and a month ago i had a crisis and just left in "Seen"
October 6, 2026 at 7:10 PM
One of those days you are....looow don't want to workout also really want to quit my job,i need a new change~ also i think i need another therapist this one never responds x.x just sent me a message about my appointment and a month ago i had a crisis and just left in "Seen"
Trying to interact with paisanos or latinos, it's a hit or miss in this media, some of them are really polite and good person and some of them are rude and a bit of assholes *sigh* i have to learn not everyone is good
October 6, 2026 at 5:10 AM
Trying to interact with paisanos or latinos, it's a hit or miss in this media, some of them are really polite and good person and some of them are rude and a bit of assholes *sigh* i have to learn not everyone is good
1 more month to turn 35
October 5, 2026 at 8:53 PM
1 more month to turn 35
Gotta say i am thankful to everyone who encouraged me to keep going to workout, my results has been constant and really good lately i saw myself in the mirror and every time i am surprised with the changes~
October 5, 2026 at 4:22 PM
Gotta say i am thankful to everyone who encouraged me to keep going to workout, my results has been constant and really good lately i saw myself in the mirror and every time i am surprised with the changes~
Wanted to let something out, i am bisexual so it means i like women too (sounds obviously) i started to lean in to men cuz i had too terrible experiences with women during my younger years as bad verbal treats and humilliation cuz my appearance so it's too hard for me interact with women
October 3, 2026 at 8:22 PM
Wanted to let something out, i am bisexual so it means i like women too (sounds obviously) i started to lean in to men cuz i had too terrible experiences with women during my younger years as bad verbal treats and humilliation cuz my appearance so it's too hard for me interact with women
Jocktober huh...? That is a bit...risque...let's see~
October 1, 2026 at 1:18 AM
Jocktober huh...? That is a bit...risque...let's see~
Last Biceptember~ *leaves*
September 30, 2026 at 4:21 PM
Last Biceptember~ *leaves*
Really thinking seriously about quitting this fucking job.
September 29, 2026 at 10:24 PM
Really thinking seriously about quitting this fucking job.
Biceptember still~
*runs away*
*runs away*
September 29, 2026 at 4:10 PM
Biceptember still~
*runs away*
*runs away*
What a day...no electricity just arrived early ended my routine earlier and still no electricity to enjoy my day off....fucking shit...
September 28, 2026 at 10:38 PM
What a day...no electricity just arrived early ended my routine earlier and still no electricity to enjoy my day off....fucking shit...
Biceptember
September 28, 2026 at 6:22 PM
Biceptember
Biceptember~?
September 27, 2026 at 4:08 PM
Biceptember~?
Biceptember again?
👉👈
I have been weirdly losing weight and muscle mass stupid depression
👉👈
I have been weirdly losing weight and muscle mass stupid depression
September 26, 2026 at 8:17 PM
Biceptember again?
👉👈
I have been weirdly losing weight and muscle mass stupid depression
👉👈
I have been weirdly losing weight and muscle mass stupid depression
Forgot it was biceptember
September 26, 2026 at 4:03 AM
Forgot it was biceptember
Sometimes i recognize i reached some goals but for what cost, i need energy lately i hope the new dose works more fast as before
September 22, 2026 at 8:01 AM
Sometimes i recognize i reached some goals but for what cost, i need energy lately i hope the new dose works more fast as before
Cw: my butt
These were photos i took in March i need to see the results of how do i look now (i need to do some calorie cut again)
Yep very skimpy still feel embarrassed about these but i won't never ever post them in my personal real life social medias (cuz criticism) also i deleted them xD.
These were photos i took in March i need to see the results of how do i look now (i need to do some calorie cut again)
Yep very skimpy still feel embarrassed about these but i won't never ever post them in my personal real life social medias (cuz criticism) also i deleted them xD.
September 21, 2026 at 7:08 PM
Cw: my butt
These were photos i took in March i need to see the results of how do i look now (i need to do some calorie cut again)
Yep very skimpy still feel embarrassed about these but i won't never ever post them in my personal real life social medias (cuz criticism) also i deleted them xD.
These were photos i took in March i need to see the results of how do i look now (i need to do some calorie cut again)
Yep very skimpy still feel embarrassed about these but i won't never ever post them in my personal real life social medias (cuz criticism) also i deleted them xD.
I need to give a total breather a full rest day, thinking seriously to call in sick during the week to rest properly, trying to not decay lower it's getting a bir struggling x.x i don't want to mentally collapse at work for the 5th time in this year.
September 20, 2026 at 6:04 PM
I need to give a total breather a full rest day, thinking seriously to call in sick during the week to rest properly, trying to not decay lower it's getting a bir struggling x.x i don't want to mentally collapse at work for the 5th time in this year.
I have more flex pics but this are a bit more revealing in march i had ny highest peak body but i was not eating well
September 19, 2026 at 9:47 PM
I have more flex pics but this are a bit more revealing in march i had ny highest peak body but i was not eating well
I need to stop my clean bulk, dehydrate a little and shave again too see my results so well.
September 19, 2026 at 5:58 PM
I need to stop my clean bulk, dehydrate a little and shave again too see my results so well.
I am well being spamming, ranting, rambling about my problems i am really sorry but these years i have been curating from social media, social circles and people who harmed me before and i have very few friends i barely meet so i am more lonelier now, lately now everyone is trying to rely on AI
September 17, 2026 at 8:48 PM
I am well being spamming, ranting, rambling about my problems i am really sorry but these years i have been curating from social media, social circles and people who harmed me before and i have very few friends i barely meet so i am more lonelier now, lately now everyone is trying to rely on AI
I hate high and lows mood swings all the day~ i wish the things get settled again~
September 17, 2026 at 8:30 AM
I hate high and lows mood swings all the day~ i wish the things get settled again~
I hope the med dose adjustment works
September 16, 2026 at 11:55 PM
I hope the med dose adjustment works
Now i look like a 82kg guy but i am still this guy
👉👈
Apologies for being such a showoff
This is a recent change by the time learning to aknowledge myself physically, mentally and orientation was a recent thing i have been asimilating recently i get very low cuz it was too much burden to hold.
👉👈
Apologies for being such a showoff
This is a recent change by the time learning to aknowledge myself physically, mentally and orientation was a recent thing i have been asimilating recently i get very low cuz it was too much burden to hold.
September 15, 2026 at 8:43 PM
Now i look like a 82kg guy but i am still this guy
👉👈
Apologies for being such a showoff
This is a recent change by the time learning to aknowledge myself physically, mentally and orientation was a recent thing i have been asimilating recently i get very low cuz it was too much burden to hold.
👉👈
Apologies for being such a showoff
This is a recent change by the time learning to aknowledge myself physically, mentally and orientation was a recent thing i have been asimilating recently i get very low cuz it was too much burden to hold.
Well depression has been as i said very bad these days, work has been a mess, the feeling of this depression it's weird not feeling ˢᵘⁱᶜⁱᵈᵃˡ (fucking gladly) at all just feeling weirdly lonely and empty without energy or losing it so fast...
September 15, 2026 at 8:18 AM
Well depression has been as i said very bad these days, work has been a mess, the feeling of this depression it's weird not feeling ˢᵘⁱᶜⁱᵈᵃˡ (fucking gladly) at all just feeling weirdly lonely and empty without energy or losing it so fast...
Summer mornings are not my favorite at all~
September 14, 2026 at 8:11 PM
Summer mornings are not my favorite at all~