Elusia
@pillowbard.me
Elu/Lucy | 37 | NB | She/They
Fox-ish vTuber sometimes (http://www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard)
Semi-casual FFXIV player (Aether/Faerie - Lucy Palomia)
Burnt out retail worker
Bad at this social thing
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Fox-ish vTuber sometimes (http://www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard)
Semi-casual FFXIV player (Aether/Faerie - Lucy Palomia)
Burnt out retail worker
Bad at this social thing
Avatar🎨: @whymaige.bsky.social
Banner🎨: @andonoz.bsky.social
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Elusia
@pillowbard.me
· Jan 16
Support Elusia
Help with moving forward
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I'm slowly working on fixing things in my life - debt cleanup, moving out of Texas, etc. - and... it's gonna take awhile.
I won't force anyone to help, but if for any reason people do want to help move things along a little quicker, I do have a Ko-Fi set up.
ko-fi.com/pillowbard
I won't force anyone to help, but if for any reason people do want to help move things along a little quicker, I do have a Ko-Fi set up.
ko-fi.com/pillowbard
I may as well get in one stream during SUBtember
Ace Combat 8 showed up earlier than I thought, so let's have a look at it, I suppose.
www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Ace Combat 8 showed up earlier than I thought, so let's have a look at it, I suppose.
www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Pillowbard - Live on Twitch
Lucy takes the the skies [Ace Combat 8] | Streaming ace combat 8: wings of theve.
www.twitch.tv
September 28, 2026 at 11:46 PM
I may as well get in one stream during SUBtember
Ace Combat 8 showed up earlier than I thought, so let's have a look at it, I suppose.
www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Ace Combat 8 showed up earlier than I thought, so let's have a look at it, I suppose.
www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
It may legitimately be time to start asking for help. Work is starting to push me in a way that... well, it's bad for my mental health
But I'm too far gone to just quit without a lot of help.
But I'm too far gone to just quit without a lot of help.
I'm slowly working on fixing things in my life - debt cleanup, moving out of Texas, etc. - and... it's gonna take awhile.
I won't force anyone to help, but if for any reason people do want to help move things along a little quicker, I do have a Ko-Fi set up.
ko-fi.com/pillowbard
I won't force anyone to help, but if for any reason people do want to help move things along a little quicker, I do have a Ko-Fi set up.
ko-fi.com/pillowbard
Support Elusia
Help with moving forward
ko-fi.com
September 22, 2026 at 5:24 PM
It may legitimately be time to start asking for help. Work is starting to push me in a way that... well, it's bad for my mental health
But I'm too far gone to just quit without a lot of help.
But I'm too far gone to just quit without a lot of help.
Let's just throw this out there now. There's 4 games I want to at least try and stream (or finish) by year's end (years end? Not sure.):
Lies of P (my "close enough" spooky October plan)
Pragmata
System Shock 2 Remastered
Castlevania: Belmont's Curse (my other spooky October plan)
Lies of P (my "close enough" spooky October plan)
Pragmata
System Shock 2 Remastered
Castlevania: Belmont's Curse (my other spooky October plan)
September 18, 2026 at 2:44 PM
Let's just throw this out there now. There's 4 games I want to at least try and stream (or finish) by year's end (years end? Not sure.):
Lies of P (my "close enough" spooky October plan)
Pragmata
System Shock 2 Remastered
Castlevania: Belmont's Curse (my other spooky October plan)
Lies of P (my "close enough" spooky October plan)
Pragmata
System Shock 2 Remastered
Castlevania: Belmont's Curse (my other spooky October plan)
I don't see anything happening tonight, so let's get an overdue stream in
I've been itching to play Rockman 4 Minus Infinity again. Let's see how much I can remember.
www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
I've been itching to play Rockman 4 Minus Infinity again. Let's see how much I can remember.
www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Pillowbard - Live on Twitch
Lucy searches for Shadow Man yet again | Streaming mega man 4.
www.twitch.tv
September 18, 2026 at 12:53 AM
I don't see anything happening tonight, so let's get an overdue stream in
I've been itching to play Rockman 4 Minus Infinity again. Let's see how much I can remember.
www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
I've been itching to play Rockman 4 Minus Infinity again. Let's see how much I can remember.
www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
I'd celebrate since vTuber Lucy is part fox, but I'm starting to wear down from... well, everything
![National Fox Day
[Calendar Symbol] September 17 - Observed every year](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:etxhkq4xwpg75tsibore2pml/bafkreie3cvzrg7zlaangk4fd227cdz3haohdvaeo5ck2atetpdfl7s45qa)
September 17, 2026 at 10:18 PM
I'd celebrate since vTuber Lucy is part fox, but I'm starting to wear down from... well, everything
I'm still trying to decide a "spooky" game for October if I get to it (right now I'm leaning towards either Castlevania: Lament of Innocence or Lies of P, pending 2 specific things). That said, I have a very important test stream I may do after my planned trip: seeing how a stream fares on Linux.
I think I can safely say my original plan for October streams won't happen (I don't see myself getting through Ace Combat 2-7 in time to mess with 8). I would kinda lose a week anyway with a planned trip.
That said, I may have in mind a... not really spooky game, but something that could work.
That said, I may have in mind a... not really spooky game, but something that could work.
September 13, 2026 at 10:21 PM
I'm still trying to decide a "spooky" game for October if I get to it (right now I'm leaning towards either Castlevania: Lament of Innocence or Lies of P, pending 2 specific things). That said, I have a very important test stream I may do after my planned trip: seeing how a stream fares on Linux.
This may be a shorter stream, but we'll see
It's CrossWorlds festival time once again. Maybe this time without hearing Infinite's theme (it was only once last time, a new personal low)?
www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
It's CrossWorlds festival time once again. Maybe this time without hearing Infinite's theme (it was only once last time, a new personal low)?
www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Pillowbard - Live on Twitch
Lucy turns the counter on again (Sonic CrossWorlds Festival) | Streaming sonic racing: crossworlds.
twitch.tv
September 11, 2026 at 10:29 PM
This may be a shorter stream, but we'll see
It's CrossWorlds festival time once again. Maybe this time without hearing Infinite's theme (it was only once last time, a new personal low)?
www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
It's CrossWorlds festival time once again. Maybe this time without hearing Infinite's theme (it was only once last time, a new personal low)?
www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Oh boy, this is a kinda special stream tonight
I may have managed to get a Retroid Pocket Nova, and I'm testing it out a bit. Will Metroid Samus Returns finally run smoothly with this thing (or maybe Ace Combat 2 after a bit)? May as well find out.
www.twitch.tv/pillowbard
I may have managed to get a Retroid Pocket Nova, and I'm testing it out a bit. Will Metroid Samus Returns finally run smoothly with this thing (or maybe Ace Combat 2 after a bit)? May as well find out.
www.twitch.tv/pillowbard
Pillowbard - Live on Twitch
Lucy tries not to break the graphics card | Streaming metroid: samus returns.
twitch.tv
September 4, 2026 at 9:45 PM
Oh boy, this is a kinda special stream tonight
I may have managed to get a Retroid Pocket Nova, and I'm testing it out a bit. Will Metroid Samus Returns finally run smoothly with this thing (or maybe Ace Combat 2 after a bit)? May as well find out.
www.twitch.tv/pillowbard
I may have managed to get a Retroid Pocket Nova, and I'm testing it out a bit. Will Metroid Samus Returns finally run smoothly with this thing (or maybe Ace Combat 2 after a bit)? May as well find out.
www.twitch.tv/pillowbard
I think I can safely say my original plan for October streams won't happen (I don't see myself getting through Ace Combat 2-7 in time to mess with 8). I would kinda lose a week anyway with a planned trip.
That said, I may have in mind a... not really spooky game, but something that could work.
That said, I may have in mind a... not really spooky game, but something that could work.
August 30, 2026 at 10:57 PM
I think I can safely say my original plan for October streams won't happen (I don't see myself getting through Ace Combat 2-7 in time to mess with 8). I would kinda lose a week anyway with a planned trip.
That said, I may have in mind a... not really spooky game, but something that could work.
That said, I may have in mind a... not really spooky game, but something that could work.
Pillowbard - Live on Twitch
Lucy fires up another randomizer | Streaming super metroid.
twitch.tv
August 30, 2026 at 12:55 AM
Oh lord, a good few new followers since I last looked here
Um.. hi there! At this point I mostly use this account to mention when I stream, which... may be a little infrequent with work starting the usual 8 month holiday stress (also work wi-fi freaks out trying to look at this account).
Um.. hi there! At this point I mostly use this account to mention when I stream, which... may be a little infrequent with work starting the usual 8 month holiday stress (also work wi-fi freaks out trying to look at this account).
August 28, 2026 at 12:28 PM
Oh lord, a good few new followers since I last looked here
Um.. hi there! At this point I mostly use this account to mention when I stream, which... may be a little infrequent with work starting the usual 8 month holiday stress (also work wi-fi freaks out trying to look at this account).
Um.. hi there! At this point I mostly use this account to mention when I stream, which... may be a little infrequent with work starting the usual 8 month holiday stress (also work wi-fi freaks out trying to look at this account).
Let's just do another Super Metroid map rando, yeah? Maybe something will come up to do along the way.
twitch.tv/Pillowbard
twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Pillowbard - Live on Twitch
Lucy's just does whatever (again) | Streaming super metroid.
twitch.tv
August 23, 2026 at 9:03 PM
Let's just do another Super Metroid map rando, yeah? Maybe something will come up to do along the way.
twitch.tv/Pillowbard
twitch.tv/Pillowbard
After trying to mess with it for a few days, I showed off an alt outfit for the model today (though I have another tweak to make later). I'm happy with this one so far.
August 21, 2026 at 5:07 AM
After trying to mess with it for a few days, I showed off an alt outfit for the model today (though I have another tweak to make later). I'm happy with this one so far.
... I got nothing. I want to do stuff, but I don't want to push friends into doing anything.
Just gonna play another Super Metroid map randomizer, and go from there.
twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Just gonna play another Super Metroid map randomizer, and go from there.
twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Pillowbard - Live on Twitch
Lucy's just does whatever | Streaming super metroid.
twitch.tv
August 20, 2026 at 10:22 PM
... I got nothing. I want to do stuff, but I don't want to push friends into doing anything.
Just gonna play another Super Metroid map randomizer, and go from there.
twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Just gonna play another Super Metroid map randomizer, and go from there.
twitch.tv/Pillowbard
I don't know what to do today, so let's just spin a wheel and see what happens for a stream
twitch.tv/Pillowbard
twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Pillowbard - Live on Twitch
Lucy doesn't know what to do | Streaming just chatting.
twitch.tv
August 16, 2026 at 1:45 PM
I don't know what to do today, so let's just spin a wheel and see what happens for a stream
twitch.tv/Pillowbard
twitch.tv/Pillowbard
My previous planned stream ideas may go back on hold again for now. The annual holiday work stress is starting up earlier than usual thanks to other things coming up at the store.
August 15, 2026 at 2:14 PM
My previous planned stream ideas may go back on hold again for now. The annual holiday work stress is starting up earlier than usual thanks to other things coming up at the store.
I may as well stream what I'm playing
Been in a mood to play Metroid: Samus Returns again, so just going back through it to re-unlock the other difficulties.
www.twitch.tv/pillowbard
Been in a mood to play Metroid: Samus Returns again, so just going back through it to re-unlock the other difficulties.
www.twitch.tv/pillowbard
Pillowbard - Live on Twitch
Lucy blows up a planet again | Streaming metroid: samus returns.
www.twitch.tv
August 9, 2026 at 3:15 PM
I may as well stream what I'm playing
Been in a mood to play Metroid: Samus Returns again, so just going back through it to re-unlock the other difficulties.
www.twitch.tv/pillowbard
Been in a mood to play Metroid: Samus Returns again, so just going back through it to re-unlock the other difficulties.
www.twitch.tv/pillowbard
Never mind on this idea. I'll figure out a different follower goal eventually.
Since I said it during my stream tonight, I'll go with this for now
If I reach 150 followers on Twitch, I'll play chapter 1 of Deltarune for the first time.
For every 10 after that, I'll add a chapter.
If I reach 200 before Chapter 7's out, I'll do the rest 24+ hours after they're out.
If I reach 150 followers on Twitch, I'll play chapter 1 of Deltarune for the first time.
For every 10 after that, I'll add a chapter.
If I reach 200 before Chapter 7's out, I'll do the rest 24+ hours after they're out.
August 7, 2026 at 7:19 PM
Never mind on this idea. I'll figure out a different follower goal eventually.
I have games to wrap up on stream. Let's take care of that (maybe, hopefully).
Final part of Splatoon Raiders post-game, then finally doing that epilogue for Undertale. We'll see after that.
twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Final part of Splatoon Raiders post-game, then finally doing that epilogue for Undertale. We'll see after that.
twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Pillowbard - Live on Twitch
Lucy wraps up loose ends (maybe) | Streaming splatoon raiders.
twitch.tv
August 7, 2026 at 4:51 PM
I have games to wrap up on stream. Let's take care of that (maybe, hopefully).
Final part of Splatoon Raiders post-game, then finally doing that epilogue for Undertale. We'll see after that.
twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Final part of Splatoon Raiders post-game, then finally doing that epilogue for Undertale. We'll see after that.
twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Stream time, I think
Let's see how the Switch 2 version of FF14 fares. Still have the Twitch giveaway going - 3 gift subs to any FF14 stream gets a code for a unicorn mount.
twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Let's see how the Switch 2 version of FF14 fares. Still have the Twitch giveaway going - 3 gift subs to any FF14 stream gets a code for a unicorn mount.
twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Pillowbard - Live on Twitch
Lucy tries out FFXIV on the Switch 2 (3 gift subs = free mount code) | Streaming final fantasy xiv online.
twitch.tv
August 4, 2026 at 9:07 PM
Stream time, I think
Let's see how the Switch 2 version of FF14 fares. Still have the Twitch giveaway going - 3 gift subs to any FF14 stream gets a code for a unicorn mount.
twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Let's see how the Switch 2 version of FF14 fares. Still have the Twitch giveaway going - 3 gift subs to any FF14 stream gets a code for a unicorn mount.
twitch.tv/Pillowbard
So, I was originally gonna try streaming the Switch 2 version of FFXIV after my shift today
... I still might, but only so people can see the difference.
The game's playable, but you can very much tell it runs poorly.
... I still might, but only so people can see the difference.
The game's playable, but you can very much tell it runs poorly.
August 4, 2026 at 10:31 AM
So, I was originally gonna try streaming the Switch 2 version of FFXIV after my shift today
... I still might, but only so people can see the difference.
The game's playable, but you can very much tell it runs poorly.
... I still might, but only so people can see the difference.
The game's playable, but you can very much tell it runs poorly.
Let's just go back to the grind in Splatoon Raiders, yeah?
Post-game grinding and maybe the final challenge eventually if I can handle it.
www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Post-game grinding and maybe the final challenge eventually if I can handle it.
www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Pillowbard - Live on Twitch
Lucy turns up the spice (Splatoon Raiders post-game) | Streaming splatoon raiders.
www.twitch.tv
August 2, 2026 at 6:30 PM
Let's just go back to the grind in Splatoon Raiders, yeah?
Post-game grinding and maybe the final challenge eventually if I can handle it.
www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Post-game grinding and maybe the final challenge eventually if I can handle it.
www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Last night's stream was... something, that's for sure
Ended up finishing both the CrossWorlds festival and the Splatoon Raiders story for others. Might mess with the post-game marathon for the latter game today.
www.twitch.tv/pillowbard/c...
Ended up finishing both the CrossWorlds festival and the Splatoon Raiders story for others. Might mess with the post-game marathon for the latter game today.
www.twitch.tv/pillowbard/c...
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August 2, 2026 at 1:58 PM
Last night's stream was... something, that's for sure
Ended up finishing both the CrossWorlds festival and the Splatoon Raiders story for others. Might mess with the post-game marathon for the latter game today.
www.twitch.tv/pillowbard/c...
Ended up finishing both the CrossWorlds festival and the Splatoon Raiders story for others. Might mess with the post-game marathon for the latter game today.
www.twitch.tv/pillowbard/c...
Alright, stream time, or something
It's festival time again for Sonic CrossWorlds. How many times will Infinite manage to play this go around? Let's find out.
www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
It's festival time again for Sonic CrossWorlds. How many times will Infinite manage to play this go around? Let's find out.
www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Pillowbard - Live on Twitch
Lucy starts the Infinite counter again (Sonic CrossWorlds) | Streaming sonic racing: crossworlds.
www.twitch.tv
August 2, 2026 at 2:00 AM
Alright, stream time, or something
It's festival time again for Sonic CrossWorlds. How many times will Infinite manage to play this go around? Let's find out.
www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
It's festival time again for Sonic CrossWorlds. How many times will Infinite manage to play this go around? Let's find out.
www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Ended up just playing Splatoon Raiders, and finished the entire back half of the game. Was a fun time.
I thought I was done streaming the game, as the rest of post-game looked like a grind and an endless dungeon... except the dungeon has an end point, *then* it's endless.
So maybe one more stream.
I thought I was done streaming the game, as the rest of post-game looked like a grind and an endless dungeon... except the dungeon has an end point, *then* it's endless.
So maybe one more stream.
I have like 4 things to stream today, so let's get to it I guess
Going back to Splatoon Raiders for a bit, but may also mess with the CrossWorlds festival... or more Nightreign... or more FF14. We'll see.
www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Going back to Splatoon Raiders for a bit, but may also mess with the CrossWorlds festival... or more Nightreign... or more FF14. We'll see.
www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Pillowbard - Live on Twitch
Lucy does whatever today | Streaming splatoon raiders.
www.twitch.tv
August 1, 2026 at 4:11 AM
Ended up just playing Splatoon Raiders, and finished the entire back half of the game. Was a fun time.
I thought I was done streaming the game, as the rest of post-game looked like a grind and an endless dungeon... except the dungeon has an end point, *then* it's endless.
So maybe one more stream.
I thought I was done streaming the game, as the rest of post-game looked like a grind and an endless dungeon... except the dungeon has an end point, *then* it's endless.
So maybe one more stream.