Jessica
queensativa.bsky.social
Jessica
@queensativa.bsky.social
It’s me and my dog Lenny. He’s a rescue, that’s why he doesn’t have a cute name like Bubblegum or Pickles. After years of meditative dedication, I’ve come to hear what birds and bees and dogs have to say. I’ll share if they say anything funny.
Poured my cup within a 3/8th's an inch from the top and still have to carry it 20 feet. Made it!
October 6, 2026 at 12:03 AM
Standing in the doorway waiting for the groceries, I found myself doing the T-rex.
October 3, 2026 at 8:03 PM
T is for Texas,
And T is for Talarico too!
T is for Turning this
Great state of Texas Blue!

And vote Goodwin and Hinojosa too!
September 30, 2026 at 1:46 PM
Walking behind a gentleman blowing that sweet smoke, he apologized and I told him it wasn't an issue. We laughed and talked, and my dog commented on the "old smell". Old because it is not here anymore. He said I bring it back. I laughed. He doesn't know the legality of the situation.
September 18, 2026 at 8:48 PM
I've been watching "piano melodies with bird sounds" at work to keep my headset active. I listen to what the birds have to say. It's always simple things about the food they are eating. The curious thing is the clips don't match the background chirps. But the thoughts match the birds onscreen.
September 17, 2026 at 9:59 PM
My brother told me I could get a calking gun for $3. I told him not on Amazon; everything is $20. He said they are $6 at Wal-Mart. So i searched Amazon and the first result is $25, $19, 9.99. Found one for 7.99 but still. I had to scroll PAST all the $20 items first. I like the orange one $10.
September 9, 2026 at 10:51 PM
Labor Day: when I made $2.13 it was a required workday (or else!). Now that I make over $18, it's an "incentivized" overtime work day. It's also when my father died, my cat died, and a dog named Chewy died in my care. I labored hard for him during his final day. But the day has never been for me.
September 7, 2026 at 8:59 PM
If nonverbal autistics are telepathic because they don't engage the lingual logic centers, then perhaps that explains why I, as a functional verbal, hear people's thoughts when they are silent or on mute (on the TV). Because while it was just animals before, sometimes it's not just animals I hear.
September 2, 2026 at 11:40 PM
I tried to tickle the ivory and two D's didn't work. I tried harder, I tried C and E, and the flats. Nada. By instinct I grabbed the bottom as like to turn it over like a Monopoly board, with no intent upon the aggression of such an act. And as luck would have it, the D's came back. I was gentle.
August 27, 2026 at 9:58 PM
Self realization might not be out of the grasp of my dog, but may be a during-the-course-of-life thing. Just as the realizations of "outside" come only through actualization of being outside, not as a breakthrough, as a path of due course of experience itself. Realization may be baked into reality
August 18, 2026 at 5:09 AM
The age old question do dogs have potential for zen. So Lenny has moments of realization repeatedly, when he is outside he realized I am outside now, and gets over his sadness of desire and want momentarily, to enjoy being outside, to forget the wanting of outside),. But self realization, IDK...
August 18, 2026 at 4:47 AM
My dog witnessed weeds get sprayed, and two days later commented that they are old. That's his word for passing, or death. So when he killed a possum, it sat there not moving he wondered why it didn't chase. Some blood got on his harness and he said it smelled like old. I could smell it too.
July 29, 2026 at 10:09 AM
Rather than simulation theory, contemplate a holographic projection model. Inner light emanating, outer light shining down, reflecting off the membrane of self and its grating. The light spins counting time, outward illuminating space, as light of mind, the shadow of which is just behind the eyes
July 8, 2026 at 12:13 PM
My dog was sniffing the tail end of a wasp, getting so close I was panicking and hollering no. That wasp was extremely tolerant and didn't waste his mojo on my dog, thank goodness! He said he wanted to smell it; it smelled like [the] old house. I laughed. He's right.
July 8, 2026 at 11:05 AM
How do I know I'm actually hearing the dog's thoughts and not my own? I quit smoking flower and now my dog complains I don't blow him. I laughed so hard at that, because it's like "kids say the darnedest things"... because he means blow smoke. But you know what I thought when I heard it. LOL
July 2, 2026 at 3:36 AM
I used controlled breathing to deal with asthma, and controlled focused breathing is a practice that Sadhguru says there's a certain number of breaths per minute, can reveal the minds of plants, and a certain number of breaths per minute the mind of the universe. I may have tapped the mind of dog.
June 29, 2026 at 11:44 PM
Power went out at 10pm, so I sat outside with the dog until after 1. It sounds counterintuitive but we had to conserve indoor freshness by exhausting outside. He and I would had heated the place up. Sweat evaporates, so we stayed cooler, and the place wasn't too hot to fall asleep around 1:30am.
June 28, 2026 at 12:50 PM
I was banking on having decaf and quitting the jolt. Power went out about 10pm, so at 5 this morning, soy milk for breakfast with a hint of instant espresso and molasses. A vegan macchiato! Lightly chilled. :)
June 28, 2026 at 12:48 PM
Woke at 2:30 because Lenny's belly was audibly upset. Took him out, and got half the chores done before 8 hrs of work. Lunch leftovers for dinner, asleep by 6. And awake at midnight... is this morning or is it night? Out of coffee and the store opens when? Do I rise or sleep again?
June 27, 2026 at 6:36 AM
Learning the spirituality of the natural beings, even a dragonfly drinking from a bottle cap asks for something before it sips. Prays or makes a wish. My dog issues laments. The birds expect me to celebrate before I take anything from the earth. Do we envision the life we want preparing our food?
June 26, 2026 at 11:39 PM
A wasp of some sort was touching down on my dog, and persistently tried twice while we were walking. It wanted some of his hair, and since he's shedding it's already easy to get. I've seen them do it to us humans too, sneakily take a hair for some reason and fly off. How strange!
June 21, 2026 at 1:56 PM
Been listening to melodic piano with birds, just watching the clips. Listening to the birds' thoughts which I see rather than hear. As in, it is the video clips of birds, not the chirping in the track as that doesn't match. But it's when the audio is muted, that I can hear or tune into thoughts.
June 19, 2026 at 11:50 AM
Lenny was watching a squirrel do flips at the base of a tree and wondered how they do it. He knows the word paws, and I tell him all the time cats, squirrels, and possums have claws. So again I tried to tell him about claws and paws. Then he asked about the birds - 2 wings, 2 feet and can fly.
June 18, 2026 at 1:42 AM
Concerning the nature of learning, aside from a standard grading the flashcards get graded in nature of mastery. How much is remembered over time. What I've realized studying electricity is that understanding comes in waves like that too. So if AI is intelligent, it may also develop mastery.
June 14, 2026 at 1:37 PM
If we could learn pattern recognition like AI, and trust ourselves to generate predictive text, could the next evolution of man truly be telepathy and psychic powers for everyone?
June 12, 2026 at 11:27 PM