rui of sunshine
@ruiofsunshine.bsky.social
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i like vocaloid, anime girls and cutting myself but this account is mostly unfiltered vitriol and pure garbage
i like vocaloid, anime girls and cutting myself but this account is mostly unfiltered vitriol and pure garbage
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always an adult in a child’s body or a child in an adults body, never my age
i’m so lonely i feel like i’m already dead this sucks
August 15, 2026 at 2:23 AM
i’m so lonely i feel like i’m already dead this sucks
last night i told someone i liked him to his face and he said “that’s crazy work”
August 8, 2026 at 1:21 AM
last night i told someone i liked him to his face and he said “that’s crazy work”
it’s funny how i get pissed at people when they don’t feel like hanging out with me and to “punish” them i… refuse to hang out with them
July 30, 2026 at 8:49 AM
it’s funny how i get pissed at people when they don’t feel like hanging out with me and to “punish” them i… refuse to hang out with them
you don’t love me, because if you did, you would know what kind of words hurt me. and even if you do know, you say it anyway. so, you don’t love me.
July 26, 2026 at 5:30 AM
you don’t love me, because if you did, you would know what kind of words hurt me. and even if you do know, you say it anyway. so, you don’t love me.
today someone noticed a mosquito in the elevator (we all live on the 10+ floor) and it brought down the mood immediately and everyone felt uncomfortable and wanted to leave asap… i really hope im not like a mosquito in an elevator…
July 22, 2026 at 2:17 PM
today someone noticed a mosquito in the elevator (we all live on the 10+ floor) and it brought down the mood immediately and everyone felt uncomfortable and wanted to leave asap… i really hope im not like a mosquito in an elevator…
there’s something so wrong with me
July 22, 2026 at 8:03 AM
there’s something so wrong with me
“do i feel nauseous because im not eating enough, or am i not eating enough because i feel nauseous,” the long-awaited sequel to “do i feel nauseous because i’m anxious, or do i feel anxious because i feel nauseous”
July 20, 2026 at 12:42 PM
“do i feel nauseous because im not eating enough, or am i not eating enough because i feel nauseous,” the long-awaited sequel to “do i feel nauseous because i’m anxious, or do i feel anxious because i feel nauseous”
throwback to when i TAed for high school bio and my teacher sucked at literally everything except for drawing frogs
July 20, 2026 at 11:05 AM
throwback to when i TAed for high school bio and my teacher sucked at literally everything except for drawing frogs
kind of thing i took pictures of instead of actual people when i got my first real phone. i think this is from the boston museum of science maybe? i was 15 or 16… 4 years ago!
July 20, 2026 at 11:01 AM
kind of thing i took pictures of instead of actual people when i got my first real phone. i think this is from the boston museum of science maybe? i was 15 or 16… 4 years ago!
found in Chengdu
July 20, 2026 at 10:54 AM
found in Chengdu
crying isn’t cathartic enough anymore i need to beat the shit out of someone
July 20, 2026 at 10:45 AM
crying isn’t cathartic enough anymore i need to beat the shit out of someone
can’t handle monotony, can’t handle change, basically i can’t handle being alive at all
July 20, 2026 at 10:45 AM
can’t handle monotony, can’t handle change, basically i can’t handle being alive at all
i’m so jealous of people who think the world is meant for them
July 20, 2026 at 10:45 AM
i’m so jealous of people who think the world is meant for them
found this trying to figure out what a dutch accent sounds like
July 20, 2026 at 10:45 AM
found this trying to figure out what a dutch accent sounds like
hhhhnnnggghhhh my period is not only three days early but also stole my whole goddamn appetite
come to think of it maybe he’s been eating dinner for the past hour. forgot other people do that
come to think of it maybe he’s been eating dinner for the past hour. forgot other people do that
July 20, 2026 at 10:38 AM
hhhhnnnggghhhh my period is not only three days early but also stole my whole goddamn appetite
come to think of it maybe he’s been eating dinner for the past hour. forgot other people do that
come to think of it maybe he’s been eating dinner for the past hour. forgot other people do that
why is it that after you send the most nerve-wracking, weirdest texts to your crush that he decides not to respond for an hour
July 20, 2026 at 10:35 AM
why is it that after you send the most nerve-wracking, weirdest texts to your crush that he decides not to respond for an hour
it’s actually insane the things i post into this very public website. good thing i have ZERO followers!!!
July 19, 2026 at 12:18 PM
it’s actually insane the things i post into this very public website. good thing i have ZERO followers!!!
welp i’ve moved on from doomed yuri to doomed straightri
July 19, 2026 at 12:15 PM
welp i’ve moved on from doomed yuri to doomed straightri
nothing is better than realizing a lot of your friends suck!! and actually the problem is NOT you!!!!
July 19, 2026 at 12:14 PM
nothing is better than realizing a lot of your friends suck!! and actually the problem is NOT you!!!!
the struggle of being hot when you wanna be CUTE. i wanna be a approachable kidnappable baby bunny not a resting bitch face femme fatale >﹏<
July 18, 2026 at 5:55 AM
the struggle of being hot when you wanna be CUTE. i wanna be a approachable kidnappable baby bunny not a resting bitch face femme fatale >﹏<
can anyone tell me why i was given an amazing ass but only 1/2 of one boob
July 16, 2026 at 8:25 AM
can anyone tell me why i was given an amazing ass but only 1/2 of one boob
i’m the shiniest and most beautiful rat in this race
July 13, 2026 at 5:21 AM
i’m the shiniest and most beautiful rat in this race
i just realized there’s like literally no reason for me to be as unhappy and self loathing as i am
July 11, 2026 at 12:28 AM
i just realized there’s like literally no reason for me to be as unhappy and self loathing as i am
THE PERSON I THOUGHT WAS A STRAIGHT GIRL CRUSH HAS A GIRLFRIEND ???
July 10, 2026 at 7:51 AM
THE PERSON I THOUGHT WAS A STRAIGHT GIRL CRUSH HAS A GIRLFRIEND ???