Sometimes I try to be the good guy, contact you, think about you, ask you about your day, think about you while I jerk off cause your hot… but when I try to open up and want to give you a day of my time than I expect you to be interested in me as well. Why lead me on and hurt my feelings.

Today marks a day of me expressing myself. How my life has gone down hill. No, not by financial or job wise but from love. I forgotten to love myself and how to be at peace with myself. I have been so focus on other people and try so hard to get recognized that I have forgot who I am.