I’ve lost parts of myself trying to survive things I never talk about. These days, I’m just trying to make something honest out of the pieces I have left.
I like good music, and people who can be themselves. I overthink, disappear when life gets loud, and somehow always come back with more thoughts.
Just here to meet some interesting people and see where the conversations go.
It teaches you to love,
then gives you reasons to let go.
It fills your hands with people,
then slowly turns them into memories.
Somewhere between growing up
and growing tired,
you realize
nothing stays.
It teaches you to love,
then gives you reasons to let go.
It fills your hands with people,
then slowly turns them into memories.
Somewhere between growing up
and growing tired,
you realize
nothing stays.
But I think sadness will find you too,
It sneaks up on you in darkness,
Just when you think you’ve made it through,
It opens holes in what was solid ground,
The kind you never know are there,
Until you go to take another step.
But I think sadness will find you too,
It sneaks up on you in darkness,
Just when you think you’ve made it through,
It opens holes in what was solid ground,
The kind you never know are there,
Until you go to take another step.
I feel like dying through the darkness...
I try to be brave, but no...
I need friends...but I don't...
I always walk alone...in school and anywhere...
I feel like an invisible girl...
I Wish, I Dream.
I feel like dying through the darkness...
I try to be brave, but no...
I need friends...but I don't...
I always walk alone...in school and anywhere...
I feel like an invisible girl...
I Wish, I Dream.
My mind has become a place
I’m afraid to visit alone.
Every thought digs deeper,
every memory leaves a bruise.
I carry a storm behind my eyes
and smile like nobody can hear it.
The worst part isn’t being broken
it’s how normal I’ve become
at hiding the pieces.
My mind has become a place
I’m afraid to visit alone.
Every thought digs deeper,
every memory leaves a bruise.
I carry a storm behind my eyes
and smile like nobody can hear it.
The worst part isn’t being broken
it’s how normal I’ve become
at hiding the pieces.
how much pain a heart can bury
before it starts calling the grave
a place of rest.
Still, somewhere beneath all that darkness,
something in me whispers
not today.
how much pain a heart can bury
before it starts calling the grave
a place of rest.
Still, somewhere beneath all that darkness,
something in me whispers
not today.
when it ran wild.
Nobody came closer
when it fell.
That is the cruel thing about strength
people love your power
until they have to witness your ruin.
when it ran wild.
Nobody came closer
when it fell.
That is the cruel thing about strength
people love your power
until they have to witness your ruin.
Maybe that’s why some nights feel so strange.
Like someone is standing behind my eyes, remembering everything I’m trying to forget.
Maybe that’s why some nights feel so strange.
Like someone is standing behind my eyes, remembering everything I’m trying to forget.
I like good music, and people who can be themselves. I overthink, disappear when life gets loud, and somehow always come back with more thoughts.
Just here to meet some interesting people and see where the conversations go.
I like good music, and people who can be themselves. I overthink, disappear when life gets loud, and somehow always come back with more thoughts.
Just here to meet some interesting people and see where the conversations go.
I’ve become good at saying “I’m fine”
with a heart that knows I’m lying.
I carry things I never speak about,
smile through days that quietly break me,
and still show up
even when a part of me
wishes someone would notice
I’m not okay.
I’ve become good at saying “I’m fine”
with a heart that knows I’m lying.
I carry things I never speak about,
smile through days that quietly break me,
and still show up
even when a part of me
wishes someone would notice
I’m not okay.