The Crashout Zone
@schlafmangel.bsky.social
Rain's mental illness rant & vent alt account
where i go to wallow and not feel bad about it
quantity of posts can vary a lot. possible tmi, depression talk, general bad vibes ahead. only follow if ur reeeally sure
where i go to wallow and not feel bad about it
quantity of posts can vary a lot. possible tmi, depression talk, general bad vibes ahead. only follow if ur reeeally sure
how could i cancel these time consuming social plans im a terrible person everyone hates me now surely
October 5, 2026 at 6:18 PM
how could i cancel these time consuming social plans im a terrible person everyone hates me now surely
save me creature documentary
September 30, 2026 at 6:52 PM
save me creature documentary
i spent maybe 1.5 hours tops not rotting in bed today.. and that only because i need to eat in order to live. currently collecting all my spoons to make it to the bathroom and brush my teeth at least. perhaps i go to bed at 9
September 26, 2026 at 6:16 PM
i spent maybe 1.5 hours tops not rotting in bed today.. and that only because i need to eat in order to live. currently collecting all my spoons to make it to the bathroom and brush my teeth at least. perhaps i go to bed at 9
IM BEING PERCEIVED BY COOL PEOPLE HELP I FORGET SOMEONE BEING ON BSKY MEANS THEY CAN /NOTICE MY EXISTENCE/ THIS IS VERY OVERWHELMING
September 20, 2026 at 5:30 PM
IM BEING PERCEIVED BY COOL PEOPLE HELP I FORGET SOMEONE BEING ON BSKY MEANS THEY CAN /NOTICE MY EXISTENCE/ THIS IS VERY OVERWHELMING
they should make it illegal to be out and busy for more than 12 hours oml
September 18, 2026 at 4:10 PM
they should make it illegal to be out and busy for more than 12 hours oml
set my alarm to hopefully wake up early enough to wash my hair in the morning but theres a 25% chance i wont have enough will to live at that point in time to get up until i absolutely definitely Have To and the anxiety outweighs the asleepness
September 17, 2026 at 9:53 PM
set my alarm to hopefully wake up early enough to wash my hair in the morning but theres a 25% chance i wont have enough will to live at that point in time to get up until i absolutely definitely Have To and the anxiety outweighs the asleepness
man. 5 days before the period strikes again i feel like shit
September 17, 2026 at 9:42 PM
man. 5 days before the period strikes again i feel like shit
i need to sleep for 1000 years now i need it so bad
August 28, 2026 at 2:36 PM
i need to sleep for 1000 years now i need it so bad
saw someone tag a specific squick of mine on a fic today and im????? shook? i didnt know you could do that?? no one ever tags it it didnt even occur to me????? eternal gratitude to that author ily forever
August 26, 2026 at 4:58 PM
saw someone tag a specific squick of mine on a fic today and im????? shook? i didnt know you could do that?? no one ever tags it it didnt even occur to me????? eternal gratitude to that author ily forever
im so fucking tired every time i make progress at life it all ends up falling apart again and im back in my cycle of stress and avoidance and barely scraping by with my last shreds of will to live
August 23, 2026 at 7:55 PM
im so fucking tired every time i make progress at life it all ends up falling apart again and im back in my cycle of stress and avoidance and barely scraping by with my last shreds of will to live
i think i'd be at least 50% less stressed and pissed off all the time if i didnt have to come home every day to dodging the stressed and pissed off people in the house.
August 21, 2026 at 4:50 PM
i think i'd be at least 50% less stressed and pissed off all the time if i didnt have to come home every day to dodging the stressed and pissed off people in the house.
how do they get the camera
INTO the ant nest
INTO the ant nest
August 17, 2026 at 9:07 PM
how do they get the camera
INTO the ant nest
INTO the ant nest
the nature documentary experience:
> wow nature is so beautiful
> brb crying about the polar bears
> wow nature is so beautiful
> brb crying about the wandering albatrosses
> wow nature is so beautiful
> brb crying about the walruses
> wow nature is so beautiful
> brb crying about the polar bears
> wow nature is so beautiful
> brb crying about the wandering albatrosses
> wow nature is so beautiful
> brb crying about the walruses
August 17, 2026 at 8:22 PM
the nature documentary experience:
> wow nature is so beautiful
> brb crying about the polar bears
> wow nature is so beautiful
> brb crying about the wandering albatrosses
> wow nature is so beautiful
> brb crying about the walruses
> wow nature is so beautiful
> brb crying about the polar bears
> wow nature is so beautiful
> brb crying about the wandering albatrosses
> wow nature is so beautiful
> brb crying about the walruses
brain being bad again. gonna watch documentaries about the creatures to feel better about life
August 17, 2026 at 6:18 PM
brain being bad again. gonna watch documentaries about the creatures to feel better about life
usually my solution to late night sleep deprived spiraling is going tf to sleep but? usually my tactic for sleeping is reading hualian fluff. and that isnt working. which just makes me spiral more
August 3, 2026 at 9:18 PM
usually my solution to late night sleep deprived spiraling is going tf to sleep but? usually my tactic for sleeping is reading hualian fluff. and that isnt working. which just makes me spiral more
feeling a lot less obsessed with hualian than usual right now.. reading fics doesnt spark the same joy.... which im pretty sure is nothing and will go away tomorrow but man it is scary
August 3, 2026 at 9:09 PM
feeling a lot less obsessed with hualian than usual right now.. reading fics doesnt spark the same joy.... which im pretty sure is nothing and will go away tomorrow but man it is scary
two nightmares on two consecutive nights my subconscious hates me
July 18, 2026 at 9:59 AM
two nightmares on two consecutive nights my subconscious hates me
mmmmmmmmm yeah im not sleeping today am i
June 27, 2026 at 10:20 PM
mmmmmmmmm yeah im not sleeping today am i
why cant i just get like. normal regular person mood swings before my period instead of full on losing my will to live??? seems a bit excessive i dunno
June 19, 2026 at 9:55 PM
why cant i just get like. normal regular person mood swings before my period instead of full on losing my will to live??? seems a bit excessive i dunno
im gonna reread lay your wager
June 19, 2026 at 9:52 PM
im gonna reread lay your wager
writes 4 different vent-ish posts and banishes each of them to This Sounds Too Concerning It Stays In Drafts
well wtf did i even make this account for then
well wtf did i even make this account for then
June 19, 2026 at 9:45 PM
writes 4 different vent-ish posts and banishes each of them to This Sounds Too Concerning It Stays In Drafts
well wtf did i even make this account for then
well wtf did i even make this account for then
ive only just realised making art for a fic that ended up very popular and loved (as it deserves) means thousands of people perceived the art this is horrible mortifying i need to die in a ditch immediately oh god
June 16, 2026 at 6:31 PM
ive only just realised making art for a fic that ended up very popular and loved (as it deserves) means thousands of people perceived the art this is horrible mortifying i need to die in a ditch immediately oh god
i can block people i can do that its okay i can preserve my sanity i am not evil for blocking people it is mutually beneficial for both of us i can block people i can do it its fine its okay its morally neutral i dont have to feel bad for moderating my social circle its fine its fine its fine its
May 20, 2026 at 7:28 AM
i can block people i can do that its okay i can preserve my sanity i am not evil for blocking people it is mutually beneficial for both of us i can block people i can do it its fine its okay its morally neutral i dont have to feel bad for moderating my social circle its fine its fine its fine its
its incredible how many people seemingly follow accounts with no research whatsoever
like fam. i go against YOUR dni why are you in my house
like fam. i go against YOUR dni why are you in my house
May 20, 2026 at 6:10 AM
its incredible how many people seemingly follow accounts with no research whatsoever
like fam. i go against YOUR dni why are you in my house
like fam. i go against YOUR dni why are you in my house
....
i should reread lay your wager
i should reread lay your wager
May 14, 2026 at 9:07 PM
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i should reread lay your wager
i should reread lay your wager