Annnnnnnd no longer gaf about hazin either. i KNEW i folded too easy when people let shit slide the first couple times.

Then he screams and screams at work when shit doesn't go his way and he wonders why it took 3 years and a transfer out of our store to get a promotion.

Eye contact and intent when I feel it, my mother made sure of that. Ive been on survival mode since 8 years old.

Two starter sets and all the primarchs to tell me he didnt want to try Horus Heresy anymore.
He ignores or shits on all my ideas for kitbashes or paint jobs then wants me to listen to his like an awestruck child
Hes even yelled at me over my skills and used a paint tutorial guy to hide it, i know

Two trades hes screwed me on (the first he straight up got away with a bum deal, the second he delivered after a year, I had my side ready and handed over within a month. And he didnt even have to pay money in that one it was for shit he already had.)
And then waited till i spent $600+ on

And a child and im starting to grow weary as he tries to get a full on wargaming group going. Tbh at this point I feel like I should let him go and enjoy some One Page rules with my wife or sister instead. Cause really im losing my patience.

To quote 'Mirror' by Kendrick Lamar:
"I choose ME, Im sorry."
"You wont grow waiting for me."
"Sorry I didn't save the world, my friend. I was too busy building mine again."

Me.
Who also: regularly asks me to drop mutiple hundreds of dollars for warhammer starter sets and army trades and then cancels after the monies spent or makes me wait a whole year to make good on their half of the trades
Im sorry dude, we're both in shit, the difference I'm trying to fix myself

Me so like ig I gotta stop *checks notes*
Posting pictures of mediocre warhammer minis on facebook without any word besides what character it is

Later context: on the drive home that night he was complaining about miniature painting videos but made eye contact with me and got suddenly louder and said "you're making me feel inadequate, quIT SHOWING OFF" and im pretty sure he meant the guys in the video but he got so loud and looked right at

Cause you got me into 40k is just gonna make me not want to play.

The day before for 5 fucking hours. I WANTED TO SIT HOME AND RELAX AT HOME FOR THE FIRST TIME IN TWO WEEKS AND DIDNT WANT TO MAKE MY WIFE CHAUFFEUR ME AROUND CAUSE SHE STILL HAD ERRANDS.

ALSO YOU KNOW DAMN WELL YOU YELLING AT ME THE NIGHT BEFORE WAS AWKWARD AS HELL