I went to bed at 4 am after a very long and busy day. fatigue was starting to bring out impulses in me, my control over my own mind slipping. in the end, I decided to let go and let whatever was moving under the surface out. the last thing I remember before falling asleep is grinning a rictus grin.

today i failed the Turing test. trust me when i say it explains a lot. it excuses a lot too. the inhumane.

creating a bsky account on her suggestion, only for a follow from me to cause a fear response in her. how am I meant to take that?