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@sleepedhead.bsky.social
21 y/o idiot who relapsed . lol ! (he/it, vent acc, edsky)
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relapsed bc of work + general stress . 2020 edtwt veteran who has no idea how this side of bsky works ngl
21, not fatphobic, probably wont share stats for a while bc im embarrassed lols
moots ? question mark ?
#edsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky
relapsed bc of work + general stress . 2020 edtwt veteran who has no idea how this side of bsky works ngl
21, not fatphobic, probably wont share stats for a while bc im embarrassed lols
moots ? question mark ?
#edsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky
also sorry for not posting i havent really been restricting like i should be these past two days and i felt too guilty to post about it at all . like im not even doing myself any favors for it im just delaying when i can be happy in my body for once
October 2, 2026 at 1:26 AM
also sorry for not posting i havent really been restricting like i should be these past two days and i felt too guilty to post about it at all . like im not even doing myself any favors for it im just delaying when i can be happy in my body for once
surely its not a normal thing to want to k1ll myself every time i clock out/ near the end of my shift and then feel fine 85% of the time when i get home
i mean i dont feel fine right now but thats just because i think im getting into a depressive episode
i mean i dont feel fine right now but thats just because i think im getting into a depressive episode
October 2, 2026 at 1:25 AM
surely its not a normal thing to want to k1ll myself every time i clock out/ near the end of my shift and then feel fine 85% of the time when i get home
i mean i dont feel fine right now but thats just because i think im getting into a depressive episode
i mean i dont feel fine right now but thats just because i think im getting into a depressive episode
bleghhhhhhhh i dont wanna work tomorrowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww (has no excuses not to go) (needs the money) (tired) (literally free restriction bc im too busy thinking about busting my ass to be hungry all day + it burns off soooo many cals)
September 29, 2026 at 1:25 PM
bleghhhhhhhh i dont wanna work tomorrowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww (has no excuses not to go) (needs the money) (tired) (literally free restriction bc im too busy thinking about busting my ass to be hungry all day + it burns off soooo many cals)
went to doctor today turns out my shoulder's inflammed @-@
its gonna be a Bitch to do literally anything for a while esp while im waiting on the meds they perscribed me to be ready
if i end up needing to take them w food ill explode btw
its gonna be a Bitch to do literally anything for a while esp while im waiting on the meds they perscribed me to be ready
if i end up needing to take them w food ill explode btw
September 28, 2026 at 7:41 PM
went to doctor today turns out my shoulder's inflammed @-@
its gonna be a Bitch to do literally anything for a while esp while im waiting on the meds they perscribed me to be ready
if i end up needing to take them w food ill explode btw
its gonna be a Bitch to do literally anything for a while esp while im waiting on the meds they perscribed me to be ready
if i end up needing to take them w food ill explode btw
i DId get mysterious call from unknown number around my area that Couldve been my boss + i overate But ☝️other than that day off has been vaguely glorious
tbh i just napped all day and rewatched s1 of 1nv1ncible i missed my darlings more than i thought
tbh i just napped all day and rewatched s1 of 1nv1ncible i missed my darlings more than i thought
i feel like a coward for calling in but ive been in so much pain these last two shifts that id basically be useless if i went in today . like my effeciency rating sucked ass bc i was slow + customers coming up to me
plus i felt like i could barely move last night before and after my shfit
plus i felt like i could barely move last night before and after my shfit
September 28, 2026 at 2:09 AM
i DId get mysterious call from unknown number around my area that Couldve been my boss + i overate But ☝️other than that day off has been vaguely glorious
tbh i just napped all day and rewatched s1 of 1nv1ncible i missed my darlings more than i thought
tbh i just napped all day and rewatched s1 of 1nv1ncible i missed my darlings more than i thought
im the dumbest bitch on the planet actually
yes i did omad today for once however comma it was something i Know was a stupid amount of cals and i Knew i ate too much im too scared to log it in my cal tracker . and yet ill see the number on the scale anyways so what am i scared for yknow
yes i did omad today for once however comma it was something i Know was a stupid amount of cals and i Knew i ate too much im too scared to log it in my cal tracker . and yet ill see the number on the scale anyways so what am i scared for yknow
September 28, 2026 at 2:05 AM
im the dumbest bitch on the planet actually
yes i did omad today for once however comma it was something i Know was a stupid amount of cals and i Knew i ate too much im too scared to log it in my cal tracker . and yet ill see the number on the scale anyways so what am i scared for yknow
yes i did omad today for once however comma it was something i Know was a stupid amount of cals and i Knew i ate too much im too scared to log it in my cal tracker . and yet ill see the number on the scale anyways so what am i scared for yknow
i feel like a coward for calling in but ive been in so much pain these last two shifts that id basically be useless if i went in today . like my effeciency rating sucked ass bc i was slow + customers coming up to me
plus i felt like i could barely move last night before and after my shfit
plus i felt like i could barely move last night before and after my shfit
September 27, 2026 at 1:04 PM
i feel like a coward for calling in but ive been in so much pain these last two shifts that id basically be useless if i went in today . like my effeciency rating sucked ass bc i was slow + customers coming up to me
plus i felt like i could barely move last night before and after my shfit
plus i felt like i could barely move last night before and after my shfit
im kinda embarrassed too bc why am i crushing on two of my coworkers when im fucking humongous . im playing myself if i think theyll ever like me back i must be thinner first
also im not out at work so they dont know im guy-adjacent .... oops
also im not out at work so they dont know im guy-adjacent .... oops
September 27, 2026 at 1:54 AM
im kinda embarrassed too bc why am i crushing on two of my coworkers when im fucking humongous . im playing myself if i think theyll ever like me back i must be thinner first
also im not out at work so they dont know im guy-adjacent .... oops
also im not out at work so they dont know im guy-adjacent .... oops
it Did suck btw
like 2 hours into my shift my brain kept telling me to find a way to cvt
thank fuck i dont keep a blade on me anymore
at least i put in a time off request for tomorrow idk if itll be approved or not since i kinda did it a bit late today
like 2 hours into my shift my brain kept telling me to find a way to cvt
thank fuck i dont keep a blade on me anymore
at least i put in a time off request for tomorrow idk if itll be approved or not since i kinda did it a bit late today
today sucks i think
probably gonna call out for tmrw and just take it to rest i feel like Shit
i do feel kinda bad bc really the only form of exercise i get is from my job but also i am in so much pain i Cannot bro
probably gonna call out for tmrw and just take it to rest i feel like Shit
i do feel kinda bad bc really the only form of exercise i get is from my job but also i am in so much pain i Cannot bro
September 27, 2026 at 1:52 AM
it Did suck btw
like 2 hours into my shift my brain kept telling me to find a way to cvt
thank fuck i dont keep a blade on me anymore
at least i put in a time off request for tomorrow idk if itll be approved or not since i kinda did it a bit late today
like 2 hours into my shift my brain kept telling me to find a way to cvt
thank fuck i dont keep a blade on me anymore
at least i put in a time off request for tomorrow idk if itll be approved or not since i kinda did it a bit late today
ex fucking cuse me
atp i think my manager forgot im part time
schedule for two weeks from now came in . hey why am i working another 40 hour week 5 shifts in a row .
atp i think my manager forgot im part time
schedule for two weeks from now came in . hey why am i working another 40 hour week 5 shifts in a row .
September 27, 2026 at 1:43 AM
ex fucking cuse me
atp i think my manager forgot im part time
schedule for two weeks from now came in . hey why am i working another 40 hour week 5 shifts in a row .
atp i think my manager forgot im part time
schedule for two weeks from now came in . hey why am i working another 40 hour week 5 shifts in a row .
im actually an idiot
binged on homemade pizza momma made bc i wasnt thinking + i was hurting too much to think
not only is it dumb for me to eat too much but its also crazy late ,,, idk if itll be digested by the time i sleep so i just caused myself to gain for no damn reason probably
binged on homemade pizza momma made bc i wasnt thinking + i was hurting too much to think
not only is it dumb for me to eat too much but its also crazy late ,,, idk if itll be digested by the time i sleep so i just caused myself to gain for no damn reason probably
September 27, 2026 at 1:37 AM
im actually an idiot
binged on homemade pizza momma made bc i wasnt thinking + i was hurting too much to think
not only is it dumb for me to eat too much but its also crazy late ,,, idk if itll be digested by the time i sleep so i just caused myself to gain for no damn reason probably
binged on homemade pizza momma made bc i wasnt thinking + i was hurting too much to think
not only is it dumb for me to eat too much but its also crazy late ,,, idk if itll be digested by the time i sleep so i just caused myself to gain for no damn reason probably
today sucks i think
probably gonna call out for tmrw and just take it to rest i feel like Shit
i do feel kinda bad bc really the only form of exercise i get is from my job but also i am in so much pain i Cannot bro
probably gonna call out for tmrw and just take it to rest i feel like Shit
i do feel kinda bad bc really the only form of exercise i get is from my job but also i am in so much pain i Cannot bro
September 26, 2026 at 7:59 PM
today sucks i think
probably gonna call out for tmrw and just take it to rest i feel like Shit
i do feel kinda bad bc really the only form of exercise i get is from my job but also i am in so much pain i Cannot bro
probably gonna call out for tmrw and just take it to rest i feel like Shit
i do feel kinda bad bc really the only form of exercise i get is from my job but also i am in so much pain i Cannot bro
gave up on the knee braces bc they felt tight as hell (bc i gained since i bought them ! lol !) But i did take some pain meds this morning and if it doesnt work im So Fucked bro
gonna try n sleep w my knee braces on too see if thatll help at all
also going in monday at a clinic to get my right shoulder looked at bc it was bothering me Bad all shift
idk if it was just me imagining it bc i was so worried but i couldve sworn my pinkie n ring fingers felt a lil numb
also going in monday at a clinic to get my right shoulder looked at bc it was bothering me Bad all shift
idk if it was just me imagining it bc i was so worried but i couldve sworn my pinkie n ring fingers felt a lil numb
September 26, 2026 at 1:16 PM
gave up on the knee braces bc they felt tight as hell (bc i gained since i bought them ! lol !) But i did take some pain meds this morning and if it doesnt work im So Fucked bro
really feeling like im employed now
was in so much pain all day i was nauseous + tempted to cry at the end of my shift and if the 3 ibuprofens i took dont help me then i genuinely have no idea how tf im supposed to survive these next two shifts
was in so much pain all day i was nauseous + tempted to cry at the end of my shift and if the 3 ibuprofens i took dont help me then i genuinely have no idea how tf im supposed to survive these next two shifts
September 26, 2026 at 12:54 AM
really feeling like im employed now
was in so much pain all day i was nauseous + tempted to cry at the end of my shift and if the 3 ibuprofens i took dont help me then i genuinely have no idea how tf im supposed to survive these next two shifts
was in so much pain all day i was nauseous + tempted to cry at the end of my shift and if the 3 ibuprofens i took dont help me then i genuinely have no idea how tf im supposed to survive these next two shifts
i kinda miss how dedicated i was when i was younger
like id do 20+ hour fasts all the time n try and get 20k steps every day and work out after school all while eating like Max 500 cals
i think if i did that now id genuinely die or just become bedridden
like id do 20+ hour fasts all the time n try and get 20k steps every day and work out after school all while eating like Max 500 cals
i think if i did that now id genuinely die or just become bedridden
September 25, 2026 at 12:45 PM
i kinda miss how dedicated i was when i was younger
like id do 20+ hour fasts all the time n try and get 20k steps every day and work out after school all while eating like Max 500 cals
i think if i did that now id genuinely die or just become bedridden
like id do 20+ hour fasts all the time n try and get 20k steps every day and work out after school all while eating like Max 500 cals
i think if i did that now id genuinely die or just become bedridden
but 👆 at least i lost 3 lbs in a day shoutout honeymoon phase
oh pixels in my phone idk how we're gonna get through this one
this morning sucks ass i do Not wanna work brooooo oh my god i must explode
this morning sucks ass i do Not wanna work brooooo oh my god i must explode
September 25, 2026 at 12:40 PM
but 👆 at least i lost 3 lbs in a day shoutout honeymoon phase
oh pixels in my phone idk how we're gonna get through this one
this morning sucks ass i do Not wanna work brooooo oh my god i must explode
this morning sucks ass i do Not wanna work brooooo oh my god i must explode
September 25, 2026 at 12:35 PM
oh pixels in my phone idk how we're gonna get through this one
this morning sucks ass i do Not wanna work brooooo oh my god i must explode
this morning sucks ass i do Not wanna work brooooo oh my god i must explode
accepting my award for biggest fucking idiot in the universe
cant sleep n i have work tmrw n i Cannot be too tired to work bro i have enough shit going on that could be detrimental as-is
cant sleep n i have work tmrw n i Cannot be too tired to work bro i have enough shit going on that could be detrimental as-is
September 25, 2026 at 4:30 AM
accepting my award for biggest fucking idiot in the universe
cant sleep n i have work tmrw n i Cannot be too tired to work bro i have enough shit going on that could be detrimental as-is
cant sleep n i have work tmrw n i Cannot be too tired to work bro i have enough shit going on that could be detrimental as-is
thing is idk if ill be able to work it bc my shoulder is Pissed at me
lil scared to go to a doctor abt it bc like what if i cant get off of work for it but also like i could just ask to go on one kf my off days next week n if they tell me to not work for a while i wont ig
lil scared to go to a doctor abt it bc like what if i cant get off of work for it but also like i could just ask to go on one kf my off days next week n if they tell me to not work for a while i wont ig
allen we are SO fucked (sore as hell n its only day one of four shifts in a row) (at least pay day will be glorious !!!!!! (copium))
September 25, 2026 at 1:27 AM
thing is idk if ill be able to work it bc my shoulder is Pissed at me
lil scared to go to a doctor abt it bc like what if i cant get off of work for it but also like i could just ask to go on one kf my off days next week n if they tell me to not work for a while i wont ig
lil scared to go to a doctor abt it bc like what if i cant get off of work for it but also like i could just ask to go on one kf my off days next week n if they tell me to not work for a while i wont ig
allen we are SO fucked (sore as hell n its only day one of four shifts in a row) (at least pay day will be glorious !!!!!! (copium))
September 25, 2026 at 1:25 AM
allen we are SO fucked (sore as hell n its only day one of four shifts in a row) (at least pay day will be glorious !!!!!! (copium))
bloodshed CANCELED
originally was shadowing for the first 2 hours of my shift but i Finally got my own workphone today .... ofc on the day we dont really need more people bc its kinda slow but still fuckin finally
originally was shadowing for the first 2 hours of my shift but i Finally got my own workphone today .... ofc on the day we dont really need more people bc its kinda slow but still fuckin finally
im gonna be Pissed if i still have to shadow tmrw bc of my manager not having my work phone ready its been Days girl Please we need more people on the floor And if i end up shadowing one of the two people i hated shadowing for again there will be bloodshed on the horizon . dunno for who yet
September 24, 2026 at 8:28 PM
bloodshed CANCELED
originally was shadowing for the first 2 hours of my shift but i Finally got my own workphone today .... ofc on the day we dont really need more people bc its kinda slow but still fuckin finally
originally was shadowing for the first 2 hours of my shift but i Finally got my own workphone today .... ofc on the day we dont really need more people bc its kinda slow but still fuckin finally
im actually gonna explode i think
noticed today that i should probably move where i weigh myself (defaulted to same spot i used in 2020-21) bc theres a rug halfway covering it so i moved my scale off of it n to the side . hey why did that add SO MANY POUNDS . HELLO .
noticed today that i should probably move where i weigh myself (defaulted to same spot i used in 2020-21) bc theres a rug halfway covering it so i moved my scale off of it n to the side . hey why did that add SO MANY POUNDS . HELLO .
September 24, 2026 at 12:50 PM
im actually gonna explode i think
noticed today that i should probably move where i weigh myself (defaulted to same spot i used in 2020-21) bc theres a rug halfway covering it so i moved my scale off of it n to the side . hey why did that add SO MANY POUNDS . HELLO .
noticed today that i should probably move where i weigh myself (defaulted to same spot i used in 2020-21) bc theres a rug halfway covering it so i moved my scale off of it n to the side . hey why did that add SO MANY POUNDS . HELLO .
bleghhhhh i feel like shit this morning i dont wanna go to work (guy who says this every day he wakes up scheduled to work that day:)
September 24, 2026 at 11:46 AM
bleghhhhh i feel like shit this morning i dont wanna go to work (guy who says this every day he wakes up scheduled to work that day:)
it doesnt help that i already know im gonna eat like shit tmrw (already planned out breakfast + what im getting for lunch) but im letting it slide bc a.) literally 2nd day restricting tmrw b.) 4 shifts in a row & its not like im not gonna burn it all off working n e ways
feeling bloated and gross as if i didnt kinda ask for it (omad w/ greasy ass pizza while im on my period) (ignore that it was stupid high calorie for no good reason at least it was the only thing ive ate today)
September 23, 2026 at 11:11 PM
it doesnt help that i already know im gonna eat like shit tmrw (already planned out breakfast + what im getting for lunch) but im letting it slide bc a.) literally 2nd day restricting tmrw b.) 4 shifts in a row & its not like im not gonna burn it all off working n e ways
feeling bloated and gross as if i didnt kinda ask for it (omad w/ greasy ass pizza while im on my period) (ignore that it was stupid high calorie for no good reason at least it was the only thing ive ate today)
September 23, 2026 at 11:07 PM
feeling bloated and gross as if i didnt kinda ask for it (omad w/ greasy ass pizza while im on my period) (ignore that it was stupid high calorie for no good reason at least it was the only thing ive ate today)