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@sleepingsoundly420.bsky.social
i don't know what i want to be called here yet, check back later
he/him only, 24 y/o, 🔞NO MINORS/BLANK ACCOUNTS🔞
cw: hypno, wg, intox, venting/desire
please be patient with me
he/him only, 24 y/o, 🔞NO MINORS/BLANK ACCOUNTS🔞
cw: hypno, wg, intox, venting/desire
please be patient with me
i need something that will keep me alive that's actually sustainable
August 31, 2026 at 4:41 PM
i need something that will keep me alive that's actually sustainable
maybe i need more professional help. or another doctor. i don't know what it is but i think something truly is deeply wrong with me.
July 18, 2026 at 1:51 PM
maybe i need more professional help. or another doctor. i don't know what it is but i think something truly is deeply wrong with me.
existence is embarrassing.
July 18, 2026 at 1:44 PM
existence is embarrassing.
fragile fragile fragile fragile
July 18, 2026 at 1:40 PM
fragile fragile fragile fragile
it's probably not normal to cry after being talked to with just very very slight affectionate intent but oops
July 15, 2026 at 7:54 PM
it's probably not normal to cry after being talked to with just very very slight affectionate intent but oops
overwhelming urge to be seen as small and pudgy
June 30, 2026 at 11:49 PM
overwhelming urge to be seen as small and pudgy
anyway lately i've been thinking a lot about how all my kinks / my general relationship with kink is connected to my inherit desire for rest. rest and recovery has become to sought after and "taboo" i've accidentally started conflicting it with carnal desire.
June 29, 2026 at 10:32 PM
anyway lately i've been thinking a lot about how all my kinks / my general relationship with kink is connected to my inherit desire for rest. rest and recovery has become to sought after and "taboo" i've accidentally started conflicting it with carnal desire.
computuh...where is all the cute cuddly gentle hypnokink...please
June 29, 2026 at 10:18 PM
computuh...where is all the cute cuddly gentle hypnokink...please
if i'm asked one more stupid ass question in this weather i'm just gonna devolve into a caveman and start biting and clubbing people on the head
June 19, 2026 at 7:37 PM
if i'm asked one more stupid ass question in this weather i'm just gonna devolve into a caveman and start biting and clubbing people on the head
the worst part about the summer is i genuinely struggle to sleep unless my room is freezing. i can't sleep without the weight/pressure my blankets have
June 13, 2026 at 12:32 AM
the worst part about the summer is i genuinely struggle to sleep unless my room is freezing. i can't sleep without the weight/pressure my blankets have
hormonalllllll... :(
June 10, 2026 at 10:16 PM
hormonalllllll... :(
i dunno maybe when i get older i'll find some sort of peace with myself. for now i remain confused and out of place.
June 3, 2026 at 3:09 PM
i dunno maybe when i get older i'll find some sort of peace with myself. for now i remain confused and out of place.
i can't tell if it's just because i'm that depressed but i feel incredibly disconnected from pride month this year. it just feels like there's no actual part of my identity worth celebrating.
June 3, 2026 at 3:03 PM
i can't tell if it's just because i'm that depressed but i feel incredibly disconnected from pride month this year. it just feels like there's no actual part of my identity worth celebrating.
something something witty joke about preferring gay gluttony month over pride month something something
June 2, 2026 at 9:28 PM
something something witty joke about preferring gay gluttony month over pride month something something
desperately need this fucked up hellscape economy to stop being such because i want to move out and live in a place where i don't feel like a failure and disappointment
May 30, 2026 at 5:51 PM
desperately need this fucked up hellscape economy to stop being such because i want to move out and live in a place where i don't feel like a failure and disappointment
when the comfort food and alcohol starts tasting like wanting to be hugged and paid attention to
May 30, 2026 at 12:07 AM
when the comfort food and alcohol starts tasting like wanting to be hugged and paid attention to
desire that is perhaps born out of envy and confusion but it is desire nonetheless
May 27, 2026 at 1:30 AM
desire that is perhaps born out of envy and confusion but it is desire nonetheless
sometimes the yearning for physical affection / attention manifests in the form of pinching the brim of your nose and groaning as if you have an excruciating headache
May 27, 2026 at 1:19 AM
sometimes the yearning for physical affection / attention manifests in the form of pinching the brim of your nose and groaning as if you have an excruciating headache
unrelated, but holy shit i need to see a dentist. fucking hell
May 21, 2026 at 11:50 PM
unrelated, but holy shit i need to see a dentist. fucking hell
i wish i was just able to lay down and indulge myself when i get sad but i feel like i always need to be listening behind my door to make sure everyone's ok
May 21, 2026 at 11:43 PM
i wish i was just able to lay down and indulge myself when i get sad but i feel like i always need to be listening behind my door to make sure everyone's ok
i want people to feel maternal urges towards me sometimes
April 30, 2026 at 2:55 PM
i want people to feel maternal urges towards me sometimes
been writing in a journal for my therapist so that we have concrete topics to talk about (which is helpful!) but then i'll re-read some entries before i make new ones and i get kinda nervous because i write so so much
April 29, 2026 at 12:38 AM
been writing in a journal for my therapist so that we have concrete topics to talk about (which is helpful!) but then i'll re-read some entries before i make new ones and i get kinda nervous because i write so so much
i really need to give myself some grace but. god. it really does feel embarrassing when i fantasize about wanting the literal bare minimum of affection. like i get genuinely so overwhelmed if i think about someone being gentle with me for a bit too long.
April 23, 2026 at 3:04 AM
i really need to give myself some grace but. god. it really does feel embarrassing when i fantasize about wanting the literal bare minimum of affection. like i get genuinely so overwhelmed if i think about someone being gentle with me for a bit too long.
they should invent a job that doesn't make you dread the next day you start shaking and heaving
April 11, 2026 at 9:40 PM
they should invent a job that doesn't make you dread the next day you start shaking and heaving
i wish i could stop feeling helpless in the despair way and start feeling helpless in the fun sexy way
April 9, 2026 at 9:09 PM
i wish i could stop feeling helpless in the despair way and start feeling helpless in the fun sexy way