Carrying Dreams | Marrón M. Mendoza-Murphy
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《There is magic in this room, I believe in me and you, and your voice will shine right through.》| (Written by Ice) (MDNI)
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- post feh Marrón but on bsky I guess
- faterp/mvrp
- minor muse but I killed that dove so minors muns dni, minor muses are chill
- its Ice. Im gonna get rusty
- post feh Marrón but on bsky I guess
- faterp/mvrp
- minor muse but I killed that dove so minors muns dni, minor muses are chill
- its Ice. Im gonna get rusty
I mean, what else was I supposed to do...? I wanted to die but, not in a world that wasn't mine... so I kept going. And Harry helped a bunch— not Mihael, even if he's Harry. So if I died it would just... be unfair to them.
[Said in a plural way here.]
I don't think I'm that resilient otherwise...
[Said in a plural way here.]
I don't think I'm that resilient otherwise...
IT IS!! YOU'RE SO SMALL YET RESILIENT, IT'S ADMIRABLE!!!
September 17, 2026 at 4:55 PM
I mean, what else was I supposed to do...? I wanted to die but, not in a world that wasn't mine... so I kept going. And Harry helped a bunch— not Mihael, even if he's Harry. So if I died it would just... be unfair to them.
[Said in a plural way here.]
I don't think I'm that resilient otherwise...
[Said in a plural way here.]
I don't think I'm that resilient otherwise...
It— really isn't that big a deal!!
You've been through so much..
September 17, 2026 at 4:47 PM
It— really isn't that big a deal!!
... Zander...?
[Extremely worried now.]
[Extremely worried now.]
[Zander was utterly horrified.]
[His breathing stopped entirely.]
[His breathing stopped entirely.]
September 17, 2026 at 4:43 PM
... Zander...?
[Extremely worried now.]
[Extremely worried now.]
W-well, 5 for the heroes. For me it was fewer cause I was usually protected. I only got injured cause I was stupid and involved myself in things others couldn't. But I mean...
[Thinking.]
Frostbite, the rubble hitting, the Thórr incident, the heart issues from clogged magic circuits, my hand...+
[Thinking.]
Frostbite, the rubble hitting, the Thórr incident, the heart issues from clogged magic circuits, my hand...+
....
Marrón you needed five potions a day? How many times were you wounded..?
Marrón you needed five potions a day? How many times were you wounded..?
Well, I didn't make them usually for the heroes myself, if i conjured them it was an emergency and usually only for me... but for how many times a day...
[Thinking.]
... at least 5...?
[Thinking.]
... at least 5...?
September 17, 2026 at 4:40 PM
W-well, 5 for the heroes. For me it was fewer cause I was usually protected. I only got injured cause I was stupid and involved myself in things others couldn't. But I mean...
[Thinking.]
Frostbite, the rubble hitting, the Thórr incident, the heart issues from clogged magic circuits, my hand...+
[Thinking.]
Frostbite, the rubble hitting, the Thórr incident, the heart issues from clogged magic circuits, my hand...+
Well, I didn't make them usually for the heroes myself, if i conjured them it was an emergency and usually only for me... but for how many times a day...
[Thinking.]
... at least 5...?
[Thinking.]
... at least 5...?
How many times did you make those potions in a day on average?
We used to use them to heal heroes between battles... I've always been unsure of if it even worked outside of Askr. But if you even have energy that's... better than nothing.
[Little kitty smile.]
[Little kitty smile.]
September 17, 2026 at 3:51 PM
Well, I didn't make them usually for the heroes myself, if i conjured them it was an emergency and usually only for me... but for how many times a day...
[Thinking.]
... at least 5...?
[Thinking.]
... at least 5...?
We used to use them to heal heroes between battles... I've always been unsure of if it even worked outside of Askr. But if you even have energy that's... better than nothing.
[Little kitty smile.]
[Little kitty smile.]
Wow that gave me a lot of energy! It's like one of those gas station 5-hour energy drinks!
September 17, 2026 at 3:42 PM
We used to use them to heal heroes between battles... I've always been unsure of if it even worked outside of Askr. But if you even have energy that's... better than nothing.
[Little kitty smile.]
[Little kitty smile.]
[Watching.]
Ah— ok.
Ah— ok.
[He chugs that shit immediately.]
September 17, 2026 at 3:33 PM
[Watching.]
Ah— ok.
Ah— ok.
Do you, um... o-oh wait—
[Reaching for his pocket, taking out a notepad and pen. He scribbles out something, then channels mana through. The paper and words become the usual fantasy elixir he makes.]
Here... you need the energy for the day...
[Reaching for his pocket, taking out a notepad and pen. He scribbles out something, then channels mana through. The paper and words become the usual fantasy elixir he makes.]
Here... you need the energy for the day...
... Better someone else than me. That lady is a ferocious beast. 💦 She put me through 25 different wrestling moves..
My bones hurt.. I think I sprained and broke stuff..
Uhhhhhghh
My bones hurt.. I think I sprained and broke stuff..
Uhhhhhghh
September 17, 2026 at 3:17 PM
Do you, um... o-oh wait—
[Reaching for his pocket, taking out a notepad and pen. He scribbles out something, then channels mana through. The paper and words become the usual fantasy elixir he makes.]
Here... you need the energy for the day...
[Reaching for his pocket, taking out a notepad and pen. He scribbles out something, then channels mana through. The paper and words become the usual fantasy elixir he makes.]
Here... you need the energy for the day...
Oh, I uh—
[Pausing. He normally rayshifts into Chaldea from home, and vanishes whenever he goes to sleep in Chaldea to awake at home. But he felt shaking while sleeping. He didn't leave? Or maybe he did get sent back and couldn't remember but also felt an earthquake?]
Y-yeah... I did.
[Pausing. He normally rayshifts into Chaldea from home, and vanishes whenever he goes to sleep in Chaldea to awake at home. But he felt shaking while sleeping. He didn't leave? Or maybe he did get sent back and couldn't remember but also felt an earthquake?]
Y-yeah... I did.
[He's got bandages wrapped up every which way on his body.]
Morning.. you feel that shaking earlier? I got a feeling that it was Kuku up to no good again..
[He takes his tea.]
Morning.. you feel that shaking earlier? I got a feeling that it was Kuku up to no good again..
[He takes his tea.]
Morning...
[Tea.]
[Tea.]
September 17, 2026 at 3:01 PM
Oh, I uh—
[Pausing. He normally rayshifts into Chaldea from home, and vanishes whenever he goes to sleep in Chaldea to awake at home. But he felt shaking while sleeping. He didn't leave? Or maybe he did get sent back and couldn't remember but also felt an earthquake?]
Y-yeah... I did.
[Pausing. He normally rayshifts into Chaldea from home, and vanishes whenever he goes to sleep in Chaldea to awake at home. But he felt shaking while sleeping. He didn't leave? Or maybe he did get sent back and couldn't remember but also felt an earthquake?]
Y-yeah... I did.
Morning...
[Tea.]
[Tea.]
September 17, 2026 at 2:41 PM
Morning...
[Tea.]
[Tea.]
Mmgh...
[Rubbing his eyes. Normally when he falls asleep in Chaldea, he is sent back to his proper time. Whatever was going on was likely interfering with his ability to go home. But he's not yet realized this. After all, he's not a morning person.]
Morning...
[Rubbing his eyes. Normally when he falls asleep in Chaldea, he is sent back to his proper time. Whatever was going on was likely interfering with his ability to go home. But he's not yet realized this. After all, he's not a morning person.]
Morning...
September 17, 2026 at 1:39 PM
Mmgh...
[Rubbing his eyes. Normally when he falls asleep in Chaldea, he is sent back to his proper time. Whatever was going on was likely interfering with his ability to go home. But he's not yet realized this. After all, he's not a morning person.]
Morning...
[Rubbing his eyes. Normally when he falls asleep in Chaldea, he is sent back to his proper time. Whatever was going on was likely interfering with his ability to go home. But he's not yet realized this. After all, he's not a morning person.]
Morning...
(( feeling myself fading. Gonna share some ancient Ice art though of Marrón and fsn Harry learning he has magic circuits before I go to sleep though. Because im normal about them (based off a thread from 2023)
September 17, 2026 at 5:46 AM
(( feeling myself fading. Gonna share some ancient Ice art though of Marrón and fsn Harry learning he has magic circuits before I go to sleep though. Because im normal about them (based off a thread from 2023)
... I should probably call Rory something more respectful thinking on it huh...? He's my boss now after all...
(💭 Can I admit I don't know his last name though...?)
(💭 Can I admit I don't know his last name though...?)
September 17, 2026 at 5:23 AM
... I should probably call Rory something more respectful thinking on it huh...? He's my boss now after all...
(💭 Can I admit I don't know his last name though...?)
(💭 Can I admit I don't know his last name though...?)
Mm... Shirou taught me once the spell he uses to map objects out. And it's... actually been helpful to understand how things kinda work for the envisioning part of my origin but... I cant help but be jealous of you still having those specific eyes of analysis... I feel like it'd help me out.
Yep. It's what pairs best with my abilities, after all. Magic tends towards synergy. You rarely find a magus who uses lots of completely unrelated spells, there's usually unifying elements that enhance their effectiveness.
Huh... so just a different source there... guess thats why they look a little different too...
[Hand over his mouth, thinking.]
Same type, analysis? Or...?
[Hand over his mouth, thinking.]
Same type, analysis? Or...?
September 17, 2026 at 5:19 AM
Mm... Shirou taught me once the spell he uses to map objects out. And it's... actually been helpful to understand how things kinda work for the envisioning part of my origin but... I cant help but be jealous of you still having those specific eyes of analysis... I feel like it'd help me out.
Huh... so just a different source there... guess thats why they look a little different too...
[Hand over his mouth, thinking.]
Same type, analysis? Or...?
[Hand over his mouth, thinking.]
Same type, analysis? Or...?
From what I know of your Harry, a fairly similar way.
[ Tapping the photonic crystal with his index knuckle. ]
When this thing fused into prefrontal cortex, it rewired the magic circuits in my skull and attached some of them to my optic nerves. One of many "optimizations" courtesy of BB.
[ Tapping the photonic crystal with his index knuckle. ]
When this thing fused into prefrontal cortex, it rewired the magic circuits in my skull and attached some of them to my optic nerves. One of many "optimizations" courtesy of BB.
[Which is why he isn't mentioning it! He hates when his brothers fight.]
Hey, you also have mystic eyes like them, right...? How'd you get yours, Mihael?
Hey, you also have mystic eyes like them, right...? How'd you get yours, Mihael?
September 17, 2026 at 5:06 AM
Huh... so just a different source there... guess thats why they look a little different too...
[Hand over his mouth, thinking.]
Same type, analysis? Or...?
[Hand over his mouth, thinking.]
Same type, analysis? Or...?
[Which is why he isn't mentioning it! He hates when his brothers fight.]
Hey, you also have mystic eyes like them, right...? How'd you get yours, Mihael?
Hey, you also have mystic eyes like them, right...? How'd you get yours, Mihael?
[ If he know Haraldr unlocked the ability to use fireballs and shit after touching the Root he would be so mad. ]
Much stays the same as much changes... Hal and Harry both were the same...
[Mumbling, fiddling with the ball bearings he swiped.]
[Mumbling, fiddling with the ball bearings he swiped.]
September 17, 2026 at 4:46 AM
[Which is why he isn't mentioning it! He hates when his brothers fight.]
Hey, you also have mystic eyes like them, right...? How'd you get yours, Mihael?
Hey, you also have mystic eyes like them, right...? How'd you get yours, Mihael?
Much stays the same as much changes... Hal and Harry both were the same...
[Mumbling, fiddling with the ball bearings he swiped.]
[Mumbling, fiddling with the ball bearings he swiped.]
September 17, 2026 at 4:42 AM
Much stays the same as much changes... Hal and Harry both were the same...
[Mumbling, fiddling with the ball bearings he swiped.]
[Mumbling, fiddling with the ball bearings he swiped.]
Um... I know how to use a sword, and a lance, and an axe... and I... can use magic. In theory, in tandem with the tools Hal gave me too. Though being fair, my main weapon for a long time was essentially just... a gun. I can hold myself in a fight, but...
September 17, 2026 at 4:00 AM
Um... I know how to use a sword, and a lance, and an axe... and I... can use magic. In theory, in tandem with the tools Hal gave me too. Though being fair, my main weapon for a long time was essentially just... a gun. I can hold myself in a fight, but...
[Snaps out of his dissociation regarding the cold.]
... ah. Normal day...
... ah. Normal day...
September 17, 2026 at 3:44 AM
[Snaps out of his dissociation regarding the cold.]
... ah. Normal day...
... ah. Normal day...
(( this is 7 posts long and its still the short version
(( its been vaguely discussed, but Marrón winding up in Chaldea is a bit complicated. Without it getting super complicated it goes as follows:
Marrón is originally from the sciadv world, and on october 4th 2017 he downloads fire emblem heroes to his phone while waiting to be picked up from school. +
Marrón is originally from the sciadv world, and on october 4th 2017 he downloads fire emblem heroes to his phone while waiting to be picked up from school. +
September 17, 2026 at 2:19 AM
(( this is 7 posts long and its still the short version
(( its been vaguely discussed, but Marrón winding up in Chaldea is a bit complicated. Without it getting super complicated it goes as follows:
Marrón is originally from the sciadv world, and on october 4th 2017 he downloads fire emblem heroes to his phone while waiting to be picked up from school. +
Marrón is originally from the sciadv world, and on october 4th 2017 he downloads fire emblem heroes to his phone while waiting to be picked up from school. +
September 17, 2026 at 2:17 AM
(( its been vaguely discussed, but Marrón winding up in Chaldea is a bit complicated. Without it getting super complicated it goes as follows:
Marrón is originally from the sciadv world, and on october 4th 2017 he downloads fire emblem heroes to his phone while waiting to be picked up from school. +
Marrón is originally from the sciadv world, and on october 4th 2017 he downloads fire emblem heroes to his phone while waiting to be picked up from school. +
Reposted by Carrying Dreams | Marrón M. Mendoza-Murphy
Hm...
The first stop for you guys is Russia right? Below freezing temperatures, inhuman demonic beasts, icy cold weather, bad food, and most importantly sub-zero climate right?
The first stop for you guys is Russia right? Below freezing temperatures, inhuman demonic beasts, icy cold weather, bad food, and most importantly sub-zero climate right?
September 17, 2026 at 1:34 AM
Hm...
The first stop for you guys is Russia right? Below freezing temperatures, inhuman demonic beasts, icy cold weather, bad food, and most importantly sub-zero climate right?
The first stop for you guys is Russia right? Below freezing temperatures, inhuman demonic beasts, icy cold weather, bad food, and most importantly sub-zero climate right?
...
[Eyes widening.]
H-hang on, wait, w-wait Russia—?
[Scratching at his arms nervously. Looking down like there's supposed to be /something/ there.]
... these... aren't the clothes f-for that...
[Eyes widening.]
H-hang on, wait, w-wait Russia—?
[Scratching at his arms nervously. Looking down like there's supposed to be /something/ there.]
... these... aren't the clothes f-for that...
September 17, 2026 at 1:37 AM
...
[Eyes widening.]
H-hang on, wait, w-wait Russia—?
[Scratching at his arms nervously. Looking down like there's supposed to be /something/ there.]
... these... aren't the clothes f-for that...
[Eyes widening.]
H-hang on, wait, w-wait Russia—?
[Scratching at his arms nervously. Looking down like there's supposed to be /something/ there.]
... these... aren't the clothes f-for that...
(( see the joke is theyre different people now but Marrón would rather kill himself than pass out or just miss it during it. Because he was 11 for a decade so to him its all kinda muddled of 10 years really being a long time ago even if he recognizes that
September 17, 2026 at 1:23 AM
(( see the joke is theyre different people now but Marrón would rather kill himself than pass out or just miss it during it. Because he was 11 for a decade so to him its all kinda muddled of 10 years really being a long time ago even if he recognizes that
[🤎⤵️ with Zander and Ritsuka-kun about their apparent lack of punctuality and inability to stay awake almost a decade ago.]
September 17, 2026 at 1:10 AM
[🤎⤵️ with Zander and Ritsuka-kun about their apparent lack of punctuality and inability to stay awake almost a decade ago.]