I'll send you the conversation jajdja

I wish
Today's been a rollercoaster. In the morning I cried because I love him very much and I felt overwhelmed with my love and this afternoon I cried because he doesn't love me back and he doesn't want to see me on Friday, I feel dumb

You're not??? Being rude is okay, but you're not a terrible person
I can be really egocentric sometimes, we all have our flaws but that doesn't make us horrible