Onyx (Human Disaster)
@thekilljoyz.bsky.social
We're The Killjoys.
We love bones & knives | We're still in our MCR phase
Organizer for @livefromtheapocalypse.com
Performer/Actor
Writer
Fully feral
☕️ https://ko-fi.com/thekilljoyz
We love bones & knives | We're still in our MCR phase
Organizer for @livefromtheapocalypse.com
Performer/Actor
Writer
Fully feral
☕️ https://ko-fi.com/thekilljoyz
It was exactly a year ago today that things fully crumbled. We thought it was going to be a matter of weeks, maybe a few months, to pick up the pieces. A year later we're coming to terms with being disabled and having to figure out a whole new way of navigating the world.
September 16, 2026 at 11:45 AM
It was exactly a year ago today that things fully crumbled. We thought it was going to be a matter of weeks, maybe a few months, to pick up the pieces. A year later we're coming to terms with being disabled and having to figure out a whole new way of navigating the world.
Government officially agrees that we're disabled and that's been a lot to process. 😮💨
September 14, 2026 at 2:56 PM
Government officially agrees that we're disabled and that's been a lot to process. 😮💨
These white walls and white lines
Remind me of the bad times
Alone with you in reverie
Erase me, forget me
Remind me of the bad times
Alone with you in reverie
Erase me, forget me
blackbear - toxic energy (Official Lyric Video)
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September 7, 2026 at 12:00 PM
These white walls and white lines
Remind me of the bad times
Alone with you in reverie
Erase me, forget me
Remind me of the bad times
Alone with you in reverie
Erase me, forget me
Without saying your age, what is your favourite movie that came out when you were 20 years old?
September 2, 2026 at 10:20 PM
Without saying your age, what is your favourite movie that came out when you were 20 years old?
A chapter in and this book already has me in a chokehold. This is the religious trauma book I've been waiting for, clearly. 🙏
September 2, 2026 at 9:36 PM
A chapter in and this book already has me in a chokehold. This is the religious trauma book I've been waiting for, clearly. 🙏
Reposted by Onyx (Human Disaster)
One of the hardest things over the past year has been the realization that we're not in a place to engage with the content and themes in TTRPGs/LARPs that we used to love. We know that may change as we work on recovery but right now we need to be mindful of triggers and more cautious.
August 31, 2026 at 3:30 PM
One of the hardest things over the past year has been the realization that we're not in a place to engage with the content and themes in TTRPGs/LARPs that we used to love. We know that may change as we work on recovery but right now we need to be mindful of triggers and more cautious.
Got the plague, so we're watching let's plays of Alan Wake 2 and that's getting us wanting to write again.
August 31, 2026 at 2:37 PM
Got the plague, so we're watching let's plays of Alan Wake 2 and that's getting us wanting to write again.
Chronic fatigue and pain, autistic burnout, and trauma symptoms make an exhausting combination to live with 🫠 We are so tired of being exhausted and drained all the time. Bonus points for the fun of trying to explain to disability why all of these factors make it impossible to work right now.
August 28, 2026 at 11:38 PM
Chronic fatigue and pain, autistic burnout, and trauma symptoms make an exhausting combination to live with 🫠 We are so tired of being exhausted and drained all the time. Bonus points for the fun of trying to explain to disability why all of these factors make it impossible to work right now.
Very done with today and it’s not even noon 😮💨
August 25, 2026 at 3:47 PM
Very done with today and it’s not even noon 😮💨
It is starting to feel like autumn and we are ready 🙏
August 24, 2026 at 12:32 AM
It is starting to feel like autumn and we are ready 🙏
A boy, sleeping on a Mothman blanket with a ribcage pillow beside him.
August 23, 2026 at 1:58 PM
A boy, sleeping on a Mothman blanket with a ribcage pillow beside him.
A mood, a vibe, a time to scream.
Clue: Flames on the Side of My Face
Alt: Clue: A woman in a black dress saying, "It-it- the f- it-flam-flames. Flames on the side of my face." A man watches in the background looking concerned.
static.klipy.com
August 20, 2026 at 8:08 PM
A mood, a vibe, a time to scream.
Our name change went through the same day we saw MCR and if that isn't fated to be, we don't know what is. 🖤
August 20, 2026 at 12:28 AM
Our name change went through the same day we saw MCR and if that isn't fated to be, we don't know what is. 🖤
Saw MCR last night in DC and everything about the show was incredibly healing 🙏
August 19, 2026 at 3:35 PM
Saw MCR last night in DC and everything about the show was incredibly healing 🙏
Going dark for the foreseeable future. Catch y'all on the flipside.
August 12, 2026 at 12:21 AM
Going dark for the foreseeable future. Catch y'all on the flipside.
Feeling so much grief as the upcoming anniversary approaches. I didn't know that barely a month later everything would fall apart and a year later, people I shared a beautiful memory with would no longer be a part of my life.
August 11, 2026 at 7:38 PM
Feeling so much grief as the upcoming anniversary approaches. I didn't know that barely a month later everything would fall apart and a year later, people I shared a beautiful memory with would no longer be a part of my life.
It's been almost a year since things fully crumbled and that's hard to sit with. There has been so much loss and grief and old trauma resurfacing and new trauma happening. We're definitely in a better place than we were but there is still so much further to go and some days that feels exhausting.
August 9, 2026 at 12:36 PM
It's been almost a year since things fully crumbled and that's hard to sit with. There has been so much loss and grief and old trauma resurfacing and new trauma happening. We're definitely in a better place than we were but there is still so much further to go and some days that feels exhausting.
I'm so tired of being tired. 😮💨
August 8, 2026 at 7:00 PM
I'm so tired of being tired. 😮💨
🫠 Today sucks. I'd say "I'm going back to bed" but my body's decided that sleep is impossible so...
August 4, 2026 at 11:55 AM
🫠 Today sucks. I'd say "I'm going back to bed" but my body's decided that sleep is impossible so...
Trying to come to terms with the limitations from being mentally ill, chronically ill, and (currently at least) disabled is exhausting. 😮💨
July 31, 2026 at 1:54 PM
Trying to come to terms with the limitations from being mentally ill, chronically ill, and (currently at least) disabled is exhausting. 😮💨
Pulled four major arcana in our tarot reading this morning and we're sure that's completely fine... 🙃
July 27, 2026 at 1:48 PM
Pulled four major arcana in our tarot reading this morning and we're sure that's completely fine... 🙃
Today is a hard day and everything is feeling raw. There is so much grief and it is hard to hold.
July 20, 2026 at 11:56 AM
Today is a hard day and everything is feeling raw. There is so much grief and it is hard to hold.
Without saying your age what's your favourite movie that came out when you were 18 ?
Nightcrawler's Pity: X-Men Quote
Alt: Nightcrawler's Pity: X-Men Quote
static.klipy.com
July 19, 2026 at 7:00 PM
Without saying your age what's your favourite movie that came out when you were 18 ?
Every day we get a little more feral and a little hotter ✌️
July 18, 2026 at 6:49 PM
Every day we get a little more feral and a little hotter ✌️