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@thesecretpuppy.bsky.social
hi it's bee i've been thinking about making a secret personal account for a while so hi
if i don't know you i'll block you yay !
if i don't know you i'll block you yay !
me: (gets one little bit of my information wrong)
everybody in the youtube comments: the person who did this research is a fucking hack and is lying to everyone and spreading misinformation on purpose and they're a fucking idiot for not mentioning a video that came out months after their research
everybody in the youtube comments: the person who did this research is a fucking hack and is lying to everyone and spreading misinformation on purpose and they're a fucking idiot for not mentioning a video that came out months after their research
October 6, 2026 at 5:32 AM
me: (gets one little bit of my information wrong)
everybody in the youtube comments: the person who did this research is a fucking hack and is lying to everyone and spreading misinformation on purpose and they're a fucking idiot for not mentioning a video that came out months after their research
everybody in the youtube comments: the person who did this research is a fucking hack and is lying to everyone and spreading misinformation on purpose and they're a fucking idiot for not mentioning a video that came out months after their research
You ever have a day where everything feels simultaneously overstimulating but also understimulating at the same time . What the heck do you do about that
October 5, 2026 at 6:13 PM
You ever have a day where everything feels simultaneously overstimulating but also understimulating at the same time . What the heck do you do about that
Vancouver needs to open up a maid cafe so I can get a job I'm actually qualified for
October 2, 2026 at 7:23 PM
Vancouver needs to open up a maid cafe so I can get a job I'm actually qualified for
If I see one more ai video game story going around I'm going to start maiming and maiming and maiming and maiming and maiming
October 2, 2026 at 3:13 PM
If I see one more ai video game story going around I'm going to start maiming and maiming and maiming and maiming and maiming
This new horror game I've been working on kicks ass so far and also it's like 60% vent art by volume
October 1, 2026 at 7:08 AM
This new horror game I've been working on kicks ass so far and also it's like 60% vent art by volume
I'm just thankful that both times I got covid I never got the taste loss thing. I love food so fucking much I genuinely don't know how I'd cope
October 1, 2026 at 6:40 AM
I'm just thankful that both times I got covid I never got the taste loss thing. I love food so fucking much I genuinely don't know how I'd cope
(girl who hasn't been sleeping well all week voice) so like . I'm gonna feel stable snd content one day right? 😇
September 30, 2026 at 5:55 PM
(girl who hasn't been sleeping well all week voice) so like . I'm gonna feel stable snd content one day right? 😇
So like. If you have covid . and you cant afford to keep ordering food. uh. how do you get more food
September 29, 2026 at 11:36 PM
So like. If you have covid . and you cant afford to keep ordering food. uh. how do you get more food
Wakes up at 6am and is immediately hit with anxious thoughts
Falls back asleep and has a dream combining several anxieties at once
Wakes up at 12 and is still tired
I can tell this is gonna be a good day
Falls back asleep and has a dream combining several anxieties at once
Wakes up at 12 and is still tired
I can tell this is gonna be a good day
September 28, 2026 at 7:20 PM
Wakes up at 6am and is immediately hit with anxious thoughts
Falls back asleep and has a dream combining several anxieties at once
Wakes up at 12 and is still tired
I can tell this is gonna be a good day
Falls back asleep and has a dream combining several anxieties at once
Wakes up at 12 and is still tired
I can tell this is gonna be a good day
Woke up 5 hours early and my brain was like "you're not busy? you aren't doing anything right now? okay cool, I'd like to talk to you about this problem you've already addressed." bro STOP its FINE
September 28, 2026 at 1:35 PM
Woke up 5 hours early and my brain was like "you're not busy? you aren't doing anything right now? okay cool, I'd like to talk to you about this problem you've already addressed." bro STOP its FINE
RAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (yelled cutely)
September 28, 2026 at 6:25 AM
RAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (yelled cutely)
Just took a test and its covid yippeee
September 28, 2026 at 1:32 AM
Just took a test and its covid yippeee
Any time I have a positive intneraction with a stranger in public I'm like . What really ? Even though I'm trans?
September 27, 2026 at 9:22 PM
Any time I have a positive intneraction with a stranger in public I'm like . What really ? Even though I'm trans?
Comparing this year's birthday selfie to last year's . I did just straight up get cuter and hotter and I think that's awesome. Also wow my hair's grown a lot in a year
September 27, 2026 at 8:01 PM
Comparing this year's birthday selfie to last year's . I did just straight up get cuter and hotter and I think that's awesome. Also wow my hair's grown a lot in a year
One of the things that feels like. most sad and upsetting about whatever this anxiety/ocd shit is is trying to not let it feel like it defines me. When even on good days I usually have these awful anxious thoughts bubbling in the background it's hard to believe sometimes it's not in control of me
September 27, 2026 at 6:14 PM
One of the things that feels like. most sad and upsetting about whatever this anxiety/ocd shit is is trying to not let it feel like it defines me. When even on good days I usually have these awful anxious thoughts bubbling in the background it's hard to believe sometimes it's not in control of me
oh wait that's why i feel like shit and am posting so much . normally this is the type of day where i would go out to a forest or sit by the river but due to being sick i'm stuck indoors
September 27, 2026 at 6:52 AM
oh wait that's why i feel like shit and am posting so much . normally this is the type of day where i would go out to a forest or sit by the river but due to being sick i'm stuck indoors
i need to make tiktoks about being a hot transfem gamedev maybe if i objectify myself people will give me money
somehow having my follower count more than triple in a month has only resulted in me making an extra $5 on patreon . so at this point like. how do you actually make a living as an internet artist
September 27, 2026 at 6:42 AM
i need to make tiktoks about being a hot transfem gamedev maybe if i objectify myself people will give me money
god the weird fucking conflicting cocktail of feelings that comes with having a post Do Well on social media
September 27, 2026 at 6:21 AM
god the weird fucking conflicting cocktail of feelings that comes with having a post Do Well on social media
since the start of the year i have discovered:
-im probably therian or some shit
-i might be plural or something
-i might be autistic
-i probably have OCD
-im probably on the ace spectrum
i'm ready for the personal discoveries to slow down a little maybe that would be nice its been a lot thanks :)
-im probably therian or some shit
-i might be plural or something
-i might be autistic
-i probably have OCD
-im probably on the ace spectrum
i'm ready for the personal discoveries to slow down a little maybe that would be nice its been a lot thanks :)
"year of authenticity" was an awesome idea except now i keep having new shit show up and figuring out new things about myself and lowkey it's getting fucking exhausting. Latest thing is it's highly plausible that I have OCD
September 27, 2026 at 4:11 AM
since the start of the year i have discovered:
-im probably therian or some shit
-i might be plural or something
-i might be autistic
-i probably have OCD
-im probably on the ace spectrum
i'm ready for the personal discoveries to slow down a little maybe that would be nice its been a lot thanks :)
-im probably therian or some shit
-i might be plural or something
-i might be autistic
-i probably have OCD
-im probably on the ace spectrum
i'm ready for the personal discoveries to slow down a little maybe that would be nice its been a lot thanks :)
I don't really have any anxiety about BEING sick but i think the energy thats been sapped away from me has made it harder for me to tune it out
September 27, 2026 at 3:29 AM
I don't really have any anxiety about BEING sick but i think the energy thats been sapped away from me has made it harder for me to tune it out
The thing that finally pushed me to make this account was how many comments that post received that felt just so . Empty . And also i got a comment from a tr*mp supporter. Fucking nightmare world that Anybody can just see anything you make if you want to share it
September 27, 2026 at 3:23 AM
The thing that finally pushed me to make this account was how many comments that post received that felt just so . Empty . And also i got a comment from a tr*mp supporter. Fucking nightmare world that Anybody can just see anything you make if you want to share it
"year of authenticity" was an awesome idea except now i keep having new shit show up and figuring out new things about myself and lowkey it's getting fucking exhausting. Latest thing is it's highly plausible that I have OCD
September 27, 2026 at 3:04 AM
"year of authenticity" was an awesome idea except now i keep having new shit show up and figuring out new things about myself and lowkey it's getting fucking exhausting. Latest thing is it's highly plausible that I have OCD
It's been a hard as fuck year in ways I haven't gone into detail about on main and with the insane success of that one project I'm becoming increasingly uncomfortable talking about my personal life on main so I'm making a secret personal account
September 27, 2026 at 2:57 AM
It's been a hard as fuck year in ways I haven't gone into detail about on main and with the insane success of that one project I'm becoming increasingly uncomfortable talking about my personal life on main so I'm making a secret personal account