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@theverakellers.bsky.social
• (i hate it here so I will go to secret gardens in my mind) • she/they • ‘92 liner • (sometimes) bts writer • ot7
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shoutout to the girl i talked to at la day 2 while in the bathroom line and she told me she’s going to the exhibition at sfmoma bc she was from the bay area and then excitedly asked if i was going but i told her i wasn’t from around there and can’t make another trip out west in quick succession 😭
September 30, 2026 at 4:27 AM
shoutout to the girl i talked to at la day 2 while in the bathroom line and she told me she’s going to the exhibition at sfmoma bc she was from the bay area and then excitedly asked if i was going but i told her i wasn’t from around there and can’t make another trip out west in quick succession 😭
this so embarrassing why did i say this alsjnsbfbd
do you ever think about how you became friends with a oomf bc of their writing like two years ago and what if you never meet them bc distance is real and okay it’s not that big of a deal bc online friendships are still real but like sometimes you really want to hang out with them but distance!
September 24, 2026 at 11:38 PM
this so embarrassing why did i say this alsjnsbfbd
do you ever think about how you became friends with a oomf bc of their writing like two years ago and what if you never meet them bc distance is real and okay it’s not that big of a deal bc online friendships are still real but like sometimes you really want to hang out with them but distance!
September 24, 2026 at 12:01 AM
do you ever think about how you became friends with a oomf bc of their writing like two years ago and what if you never meet them bc distance is real and okay it’s not that big of a deal bc online friendships are still real but like sometimes you really want to hang out with them but distance!
my period is definitely making me feel bummy bc i cried over something lame and it doesn’t help that i miss bts and i miss how one of my friendships isn’t the same as it used to be and i miss it and also old feelings that i thought i pushed away popped up and fbajksjfjgnjf anywho i’m just bummed
September 16, 2026 at 11:44 PM
my period is definitely making me feel bummy bc i cried over something lame and it doesn’t help that i miss bts and i miss how one of my friendships isn’t the same as it used to be and i miss it and also old feelings that i thought i pushed away popped up and fbajksjfjgnjf anywho i’m just bummed
successfully made my second ever ribbon skirt for the last day of the north american leg of the arirang tour!
September 8, 2026 at 10:51 PM
successfully made my second ever ribbon skirt for the last day of the north american leg of the arirang tour!
dear bts,
“been trying to tell you this
i was supposed to tell you this
this is all for you”
(la day 1, 2 & 4)
“been trying to tell you this
i was supposed to tell you this
this is all for you”
(la day 1, 2 & 4)
September 8, 2026 at 4:54 AM
dear bts,
“been trying to tell you this
i was supposed to tell you this
this is all for you”
(la day 1, 2 & 4)
“been trying to tell you this
i was supposed to tell you this
this is all for you”
(la day 1, 2 & 4)
me the last couple of days: spare a ticket or two for la day 3&4? 😭
September 4, 2026 at 5:24 AM
me the last couple of days: spare a ticket or two for la day 3&4? 😭
i sat next to the sweetest army last night at the show, she was a baby army just from march and i gave her a freebie bracelet and she was like “you have no idea how much this means to me” and we talked about how bts got us through v dark places and ugh it made my heart happy
September 2, 2026 at 8:05 PM
i sat next to the sweetest army last night at the show, she was a baby army just from march and i gave her a freebie bracelet and she was like “you have no idea how much this means to me” and we talked about how bts got us through v dark places and ugh it made my heart happy
i already have tickets for la day 1&2 but i’m still looking for day 3&4 and i am STRESSED
August 31, 2026 at 4:26 AM
i already have tickets for la day 1&2 but i’m still looking for day 3&4 and i am STRESSED
anyway, i made a ribbon skirt (my first!) for the arlington concerts and let me tell you it’s definitely a first attempt so don’t look at it too hard aodjnsbf
August 19, 2026 at 4:21 AM
anyway, i made a ribbon skirt (my first!) for the arlington concerts and let me tell you it’s definitely a first attempt so don’t look at it too hard aodjnsbf
my account was suspended like a month ago and i just got it back omg
on the bright side i saw bts this past weekend
on the bright side i saw bts this past weekend
August 19, 2026 at 4:12 AM
my account was suspended like a month ago and i just got it back omg
on the bright side i saw bts this past weekend
on the bright side i saw bts this past weekend
idk this lyric is totally namgi coded
June 30, 2026 at 7:00 PM
idk this lyric is totally namgi coded
someone was handing out single bts oreos in ziplock bags as freebies at the busan concert showing in theaters and if i got a single cookie in a ziplock bag on a normal day out in the world i would be “this is sus” but it was from an army during a concert viewing so it’s fine 💀
June 14, 2026 at 5:30 AM
someone was handing out single bts oreos in ziplock bags as freebies at the busan concert showing in theaters and if i got a single cookie in a ziplock bag on a normal day out in the world i would be “this is sus” but it was from an army during a concert viewing so it’s fine 💀
i’ve read so much yoonjin & namkook lately like i need to read sope bc i think i have a deficiency it’s been so long 😭
a sope deficiency aldjjfhsjfh
a sope deficiency aldjjfhsjfh
June 4, 2026 at 1:05 AM
i’ve read so much yoonjin & namkook lately like i need to read sope bc i think i have a deficiency it’s been so long 😭
a sope deficiency aldjjfhsjfh
a sope deficiency aldjjfhsjfh
everyday min yoongi is out there existing and this tour is suddenly making it my problem 😭
May 10, 2026 at 5:31 AM
everyday min yoongi is out there existing and this tour is suddenly making it my problem 😭
i v much made myself NOT try to even look in the direction of the vegas production tickets release even though i really really wanted to but i already did my spontaneous ‘let’s go see bts outside of my designated already planned shows and bought tickets for when they went on sale’ trip for tampa 🥺
May 9, 2026 at 1:33 AM
i v much made myself NOT try to even look in the direction of the vegas production tickets release even though i really really wanted to but i already did my spontaneous ‘let’s go see bts outside of my designated already planned shows and bought tickets for when they went on sale’ trip for tampa 🥺
as if the universe could have given me a bigger reminder than i need to write on meso (bc it’s been a year since i started it) i stopped at a gas station and saw a bunch of storm chasers and rl yoonjin (white version) 😭😭😭
May 9, 2026 at 1:10 AM
as if the universe could have given me a bigger reminder than i need to write on meso (bc it’s been a year since i started it) i stopped at a gas station and saw a bunch of storm chasers and rl yoonjin (white version) 😭😭😭
i was having an enemies to lovers dream about jin and right when it got to him saying “you’re so tense” in my ear (like a bad porno lmao) my brain was like WAIT THIS ISN’T RIGHT and decided it needed to reblock the scene multiple times 💀
May 5, 2026 at 8:35 PM
i was having an enemies to lovers dream about jin and right when it got to him saying “you’re so tense” in my ear (like a bad porno lmao) my brain was like WAIT THIS ISN’T RIGHT and decided it needed to reblock the scene multiple times 💀
it’s been so long since i’ve read any bts fic and i just read a sope fic (my babies) and goodness, i’ve never done drugs before but i imagine the high can’t be as good as that
May 2, 2026 at 11:45 PM
it’s been so long since i’ve read any bts fic and i just read a sope fic (my babies) and goodness, i’ve never done drugs before but i imagine the high can’t be as good as that
bts, i’ll follow you into the sun
(quite literally bc the sun in tampa was no joke)
(quite literally bc the sun in tampa was no joke)
April 29, 2026 at 5:49 PM
bts, i’ll follow you into the sun
(quite literally bc the sun in tampa was no joke)
(quite literally bc the sun in tampa was no joke)