moon
@unbelovedmoon.bsky.social
ohhh edbsky, I'm back :)
she/her
(minors DNI ty)
she/her
(minors DNI ty)
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20sF, part time college student
DX: Bulimia Nervosa, BPD, PTSD
GW: 0 :)
Account is a mental health venting account, please do not follow if sensitive, thank you.
#edbsky
DX: Bulimia Nervosa, BPD, PTSD
GW: 0 :)
Account is a mental health venting account, please do not follow if sensitive, thank you.
#edbsky
the urge to purge after months of not doing so has returned "coincidentally" at the same time i abandon my entire friend group and favorite person. huh. interesting.
#edbsky
#edbsky
September 16, 2026 at 10:28 PM
the urge to purge after months of not doing so has returned "coincidentally" at the same time i abandon my entire friend group and favorite person. huh. interesting.
#edbsky
#edbsky
people with EDs on my bluesky I want to tell you I appreciate you and am sorry for your struggle regardless of your weight/how you look. you guys make me feel less alone, and I'm sorry the world's so cruel we have to do this, to ourselves. 🫂
September 16, 2026 at 10:27 AM
people with EDs on my bluesky I want to tell you I appreciate you and am sorry for your struggle regardless of your weight/how you look. you guys make me feel less alone, and I'm sorry the world's so cruel we have to do this, to ourselves. 🫂
September 15, 2026 at 7:54 PM
I will be, I am, the fat girl who turned anorexic. If I survive great. If I don't great.
September 15, 2026 at 1:38 PM
I will be, I am, the fat girl who turned anorexic. If I survive great. If I don't great.
Total weight loss since relapse: 45 pounds
I'm in control. My weight is a number I can customize. I will be whatever weight I want.
I'm in control. My weight is a number I can customize. I will be whatever weight I want.
September 15, 2026 at 10:16 AM
Total weight loss since relapse: 45 pounds
I'm in control. My weight is a number I can customize. I will be whatever weight I want.
I'm in control. My weight is a number I can customize. I will be whatever weight I want.
I have come to the conclusion eating is pointless. I feel things heavier while eating vs fasting but not by much. I supress my tears. Stupid hot canadian in my brain :(
Anyway! Don't think I'll be eating tomorrow. It seems kinda pointless. It doesn't give me energy anyway. 🥀
Anyway! Don't think I'll be eating tomorrow. It seems kinda pointless. It doesn't give me energy anyway. 🥀
September 14, 2026 at 11:56 PM
I have come to the conclusion eating is pointless. I feel things heavier while eating vs fasting but not by much. I supress my tears. Stupid hot canadian in my brain :(
Anyway! Don't think I'll be eating tomorrow. It seems kinda pointless. It doesn't give me energy anyway. 🥀
Anyway! Don't think I'll be eating tomorrow. It seems kinda pointless. It doesn't give me energy anyway. 🥀
Energy slightly restored will be productive however analytical and unemotional. I will get what I want from this bitch ass life.
September 14, 2026 at 6:24 PM
Energy slightly restored will be productive however analytical and unemotional. I will get what I want from this bitch ass life.
After fasting for a little over a day am gonna eat a meal and will monitor mood and function
September 14, 2026 at 3:46 PM
After fasting for a little over a day am gonna eat a meal and will monitor mood and function
September 13, 2026 at 10:35 PM
If I ever feel even the slightest resemblance of a crush, I will run so far far far fucking away. I can't do this again. I won't. I've left everyone starting today and I think I'm going to be alone for a long long while.
September 13, 2026 at 9:17 PM
If I ever feel even the slightest resemblance of a crush, I will run so far far far fucking away. I can't do this again. I won't. I've left everyone starting today and I think I'm going to be alone for a long long while.
I can either get high all the time and live in a daze, or I can be thinner.
There is no world of both. Because substances trick you into thinking all is well, as your body becomes neglected and tired.
There is no world of both. Because substances trick you into thinking all is well, as your body becomes neglected and tired.
September 13, 2026 at 9:15 PM
I can either get high all the time and live in a daze, or I can be thinner.
There is no world of both. Because substances trick you into thinking all is well, as your body becomes neglected and tired.
There is no world of both. Because substances trick you into thinking all is well, as your body becomes neglected and tired.
Sundays are for starving
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September 13, 2026 at 8:28 PM
Sundays are for starving
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Ive not grieved the loss of a friend so hard before. I cant wait to start having fasted so I dont have to feel these things. Deliver me. Waste away.
+1 heartbreak that makes two 💔
-1 bf
-1 good friend
+1 heartbreak that makes two 💔
-1 bf
-1 good friend
September 13, 2026 at 1:19 AM
Ive not grieved the loss of a friend so hard before. I cant wait to start having fasted so I dont have to feel these things. Deliver me. Waste away.
+1 heartbreak that makes two 💔
-1 bf
-1 good friend
+1 heartbreak that makes two 💔
-1 bf
-1 good friend
This impending loss of a dear friend makes my appetite kaput. I can't cope. I can't fucking do this. Why do I care so much for him if I avoided him on purpose.
September 13, 2026 at 1:17 AM
This impending loss of a dear friend makes my appetite kaput. I can't cope. I can't fucking do this. Why do I care so much for him if I avoided him on purpose.
September 12, 2026 at 11:36 PM
September 10, 2026 at 4:06 PM
This transition from life 🕊 🌸 to death 🪦⚰️ is a long, long time.
Why in my last months oh however long that will really be, do I want nothing more than his happiness? Before I go, let him be happy, please.
Why in my last months oh however long that will really be, do I want nothing more than his happiness? Before I go, let him be happy, please.
September 7, 2026 at 3:42 AM
This transition from life 🕊 🌸 to death 🪦⚰️ is a long, long time.
Why in my last months oh however long that will really be, do I want nothing more than his happiness? Before I go, let him be happy, please.
Why in my last months oh however long that will really be, do I want nothing more than his happiness? Before I go, let him be happy, please.
Right back where we FUCKIN' started. I should've never abandoned the plan. Nobody will EVER want to be with me. Let me rot, I starve in my bed ALONE. FUCK YOU
September 7, 2026 at 12:16 AM
Right back where we FUCKIN' started. I should've never abandoned the plan. Nobody will EVER want to be with me. Let me rot, I starve in my bed ALONE. FUCK YOU
Starving is safety, end of discussion.
September 6, 2026 at 10:23 PM
Starving is safety, end of discussion.
im safe from your cruel rejection alone. i will not let myself fall again for anyone. let me rest.
September 5, 2026 at 8:29 PM
im safe from your cruel rejection alone. i will not let myself fall again for anyone. let me rest.
I can feel my energy going away. We are on day 1 of fasting again, and I know the food I ate won't last that long. May crash soon. It was nice being awake/alive for a little while.
#edbsky
#edbsky
September 5, 2026 at 7:46 PM
I can feel my energy going away. We are on day 1 of fasting again, and I know the food I ate won't last that long. May crash soon. It was nice being awake/alive for a little while.
#edbsky
#edbsky
To me:
This sadness is our fuel. This sadness may hurt now,
But can I ask you something? Moon,
whose legs are thinner, whose clothes are looser,
and whose face is smaller? If the answer is yours,
you can infer why we need to never feel love, again.
#edbsky
This sadness is our fuel. This sadness may hurt now,
But can I ask you something? Moon,
whose legs are thinner, whose clothes are looser,
and whose face is smaller? If the answer is yours,
you can infer why we need to never feel love, again.
#edbsky
September 5, 2026 at 7:44 PM
To me:
This sadness is our fuel. This sadness may hurt now,
But can I ask you something? Moon,
whose legs are thinner, whose clothes are looser,
and whose face is smaller? If the answer is yours,
you can infer why we need to never feel love, again.
#edbsky
This sadness is our fuel. This sadness may hurt now,
But can I ask you something? Moon,
whose legs are thinner, whose clothes are looser,
and whose face is smaller? If the answer is yours,
you can infer why we need to never feel love, again.
#edbsky
Dying so slowly is painful but also peaceful. Terminal and bedridden, to not worry about studying or work or how ugly I am. Just waiting for the time. My plan, initiation and control.
We are fasting again my friends.
We are fasting again my friends.
September 5, 2026 at 6:44 PM
Dying so slowly is painful but also peaceful. Terminal and bedridden, to not worry about studying or work or how ugly I am. Just waiting for the time. My plan, initiation and control.
We are fasting again my friends.
We are fasting again my friends.