Someone asked how I was doing and the best I could give was "I'm trying to distract myself from all the insane interpersonal shit going on in my life with much easier to understand concerns like I need to figure out how to make income faster"

The worst part about BPD has to be the weird FP undying loyalty fixation that could very easily turn into the most hated person you could possibly know

It genuinely just sucks and it's exhausting I'm hoping my gp can sort something out for me soon despite our limited resources

Having Gregory House and Hannibal Lecter as my doctor and therapist could genuinely fix me I think

They should invent nicotine that won't cause long term damage to your health