CaycePollard
@wynnpollard.bsky.social
Just another idealist amongst a million other idealists. I Live in Colorado and don’t know anyone. I’m an old Punk. I enjoy horror books and films, cooking, and politics.
I’m 40 & somehow started enjoying video games.
Depression is a soul killing bitch
I’m 40 & somehow started enjoying video games.
Depression is a soul killing bitch
My Letterboxd: https://cigarettesandsoda.co/2026/09/15/my-letterboxd.html
September 15, 2026 at 9:39 PM
My Letterboxd: https://cigarettesandsoda.co/2026/09/15/my-letterboxd.html
The Doctor Kerri Ann :prami_pride_bi: I managed to make a rambling Personal page in Bolt. It was harder than it should've been. No markdown, no app for remote publishing. Fighting with the floating options bar.
Now I'm obsessed. Damnit.
I also listed all of my recent projects
#boltcms #blog
Now I'm obsessed. Damnit.
I also listed all of my recent projects
#boltcms #blog
Cigarettes & Soda
smoke.theperipheral.store
September 14, 2026 at 12:58 PM
Y'all need to check out my Favorite Somgs playlist. I made it on Music buy snare my mixed through a special service that matches the songs and reproduces them in your music service.
Please have a listen
Please have a listen
Favorite Songs - QuickMix by @caycepollard | SongMix
Import the QuickMix "Favorite Songs" by caycepollard into your music platform.
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September 13, 2026 at 8:20 AM
Y'all need to check out my Favorite Somgs playlist. I made it on Music buy snare my mixed through a special service that matches the songs and reproduces them in your music service.
Please have a listen
Please have a listen
It's a Saturday night. I've done absolutely all day. Nothing. Oh, I did manage to create an instance of Immich.
I don't know why I'm even still alive
I don't know why I'm even still alive
September 13, 2026 at 6:57 AM
It's a Saturday night. I've done absolutely all day. Nothing. Oh, I did manage to create an instance of Immich.
I don't know why I'm even still alive
I don't know why I'm even still alive
"President Trump used his keynote speech at the first night of the Republican midterm convention to make an unusual promise: If his party keeps control of Congress after November, he will give every American adult a $5,000 "dividend."
How is this not bribery!? A mob boss wouldn't get away with this
How is this not bribery!? A mob boss wouldn't get away with this
www.wsj.com
September 11, 2026 at 10:35 PM
"President Trump used his keynote speech at the first night of the Republican midterm convention to make an unusual promise: If his party keeps control of Congress after November, he will give every American adult a $5,000 "dividend."
How is this not bribery!? A mob boss wouldn't get away with this
How is this not bribery!? A mob boss wouldn't get away with this
So far today:
1. Trump fell asleep at the 9/11 ceremony.
2. Hegseth used 9/11 to justify the war in Iran.
3. Jake Lang and literal Nazis are marching through the streets of NY.
5. The stupidest people on the planet are on social media thinking they're getting $5,000 to vote for Republicans
1. Trump fell asleep at the 9/11 ceremony.
2. Hegseth used 9/11 to justify the war in Iran.
3. Jake Lang and literal Nazis are marching through the streets of NY.
5. The stupidest people on the planet are on social media thinking they're getting $5,000 to vote for Republicans
September 11, 2026 at 9:14 PM
So far today:
1. Trump fell asleep at the 9/11 ceremony.
2. Hegseth used 9/11 to justify the war in Iran.
3. Jake Lang and literal Nazis are marching through the streets of NY.
5. The stupidest people on the planet are on social media thinking they're getting $5,000 to vote for Republicans
1. Trump fell asleep at the 9/11 ceremony.
2. Hegseth used 9/11 to justify the war in Iran.
3. Jake Lang and literal Nazis are marching through the streets of NY.
5. The stupidest people on the planet are on social media thinking they're getting $5,000 to vote for Republicans
Briefing for a Descent into Hell:
Mental health treatment in America often neglects patients' dignity and rights, leading to experiences of dehumanization and inadequate care. #mentalhealth #mentalillness
Mental health treatment in America often neglects patients' dignity and rights, leading to experiences of dehumanization and inadequate care. #mentalhealth #mentalillness
Briefing for a Descent into Hell
Mental health treatment in America often neglects …
cigarettesandsoda.co
September 11, 2026 at 5:13 PM
Briefing for a Descent into Hell:
Mental health treatment in America often neglects patients' dignity and rights, leading to experiences of dehumanization and inadequate care. #mentalhealth #mentalillness
Mental health treatment in America often neglects patients' dignity and rights, leading to experiences of dehumanization and inadequate care. #mentalhealth #mentalillness
I’m a Horrible Person: https://cigarettesandsoda.co/2026/09/11/im-a-horrible-person.html
The remembrance of 9/11 evokes thoughts of prisoners for the speaker, influenced by binge-watching “Oz” and developing a paranoia about prison.
The remembrance of 9/11 evokes thoughts of prisoners for the speaker, influenced by binge-watching “Oz” and developing a paranoia about prison.
September 11, 2026 at 4:01 PM
I’m a Horrible Person: https://cigarettesandsoda.co/2026/09/11/im-a-horrible-person.html
The remembrance of 9/11 evokes thoughts of prisoners for the speaker, influenced by binge-watching “Oz” and developing a paranoia about prison.
The remembrance of 9/11 evokes thoughts of prisoners for the speaker, influenced by binge-watching “Oz” and developing a paranoia about prison.
9/11 Remembrance: https://cigarettesandsoda.co/2026/09/11/remembrance.html
Criticism arises over politicizing 9/11 remembrances, as families honor their lost loved ones while simultaneously praising controversial political figures.
Criticism arises over politicizing 9/11 remembrances, as families honor their lost loved ones while simultaneously praising controversial political figures.
September 11, 2026 at 1:58 PM
9/11 Remembrance: https://cigarettesandsoda.co/2026/09/11/remembrance.html
Criticism arises over politicizing 9/11 remembrances, as families honor their lost loved ones while simultaneously praising controversial political figures.
Criticism arises over politicizing 9/11 remembrances, as families honor their lost loved ones while simultaneously praising controversial political figures.
The End of Humanity in 2020: https://cigarettesandsoda.co/2026/09/11/the-end-of-humanity-in.html
The juxtaposition of Apple’s Marina Bay Sands store and the Rehoboam AI from Westworld highlights the contrast between real-world innovation and fictional dystopian technology.
The juxtaposition of Apple’s Marina Bay Sands store and the Rehoboam AI from Westworld highlights the contrast between real-world innovation and fictional dystopian technology.
September 11, 2026 at 11:06 AM
The End of Humanity in 2020: https://cigarettesandsoda.co/2026/09/11/the-end-of-humanity-in.html
The juxtaposition of Apple’s Marina Bay Sands store and the Rehoboam AI from Westworld highlights the contrast between real-world innovation and fictional dystopian technology.
The juxtaposition of Apple’s Marina Bay Sands store and the Rehoboam AI from Westworld highlights the contrast between real-world innovation and fictional dystopian technology.
Sorry if I flooded your feed with my article post. I'm learning cross posting on micro.blog.
I think I'll switch to Ghost though
I think I'll switch to Ghost though
September 11, 2026 at 10:01 AM
Sorry if I flooded your feed with my article post. I'm learning cross posting on micro.blog.
I think I'll switch to Ghost though
I think I'll switch to Ghost though
I wrote something. It's dumb. But my take on AI and the writing industry
AI and the Threat to Art: cigarettesandsoda.co/2026/09/...
AI and the Threat to Art: cigarettesandsoda.co/2026/09/...
September 11, 2026 at 9:14 AM
I wrote something. It's dumb. But my take on AI and the writing industry
AI and the Threat to Art: cigarettesandsoda.co/2026/09/...
AI and the Threat to Art: cigarettesandsoda.co/2026/09/...
Ok. We got Dave a room (barring anything else going wrong) and are now waiting 5+ minutes at McDonald's. They just took our order and there are 4 cars ahead of us and they're short staffed.
All he wants to do is take a bath. That's it. A bath. And the universe seems to be conspiring against us.
All he wants to do is take a bath. That's it. A bath. And the universe seems to be conspiring against us.
September 11, 2026 at 7:27 AM
Ok. We got Dave a room (barring anything else going wrong) and are now waiting 5+ minutes at McDonald's. They just took our order and there are 4 cars ahead of us and they're short staffed.
All he wants to do is take a bath. That's it. A bath. And the universe seems to be conspiring against us.
All he wants to do is take a bath. That's it. A bath. And the universe seems to be conspiring against us.
Trying to be nice, I tried to get Dave a hotel room and even fucked that up. Yes, Dave finally got in touch with me at the NAMI meeting. He wasn't in jail, like Judy said, but had his camp ripped away from him. Now he's on the streets tonight.
🧵
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🧵
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September 11, 2026 at 6:17 AM
Trying to be nice, I tried to get Dave a hotel room and even fucked that up. Yes, Dave finally got in touch with me at the NAMI meeting. He wasn't in jail, like Judy said, but had his camp ripped away from him. Now he's on the streets tonight.
🧵
/1
🧵
/1
What's would you sell your soul for? Your humanity? Your vote? Your fellow citizen's right to live? 40 years down the line and, god hoping you're still alive, will you say you sold all this for $5000?
Or will you be dead and just not give a shit, which would be your legacy.
#trump
Or will you be dead and just not give a shit, which would be your legacy.
#trump
September 10, 2026 at 8:37 PM
What's would you sell your soul for? Your humanity? Your vote? Your fellow citizen's right to live? 40 years down the line and, god hoping you're still alive, will you say you sold all this for $5000?
Or will you be dead and just not give a shit, which would be your legacy.
#trump
Or will you be dead and just not give a shit, which would be your legacy.
#trump
Also, and now I'm going to bed, but here's my favorite photo of me. Rocking a NoFx beanie and a scraggly beard that would put a longshoreman to shame.
August 19, 2026 at 5:34 AM
Also, and now I'm going to bed, but here's my favorite photo of me. Rocking a NoFx beanie and a scraggly beard that would put a longshoreman to shame.
Took extra clonazepam tonight to head off the anxiety. Now I'm anxious about running out early. Life is completely miserable without my medication
#mentalhealth #mentalillness
#mentalhealth #mentalillness
August 19, 2026 at 5:32 AM
Took extra clonazepam tonight to head off the anxiety. Now I'm anxious about running out early. Life is completely miserable without my medication
#mentalhealth #mentalillness
#mentalhealth #mentalillness
One more #familyguy episode and I'll attempt sleep
August 19, 2026 at 4:49 AM
One more #familyguy episode and I'll attempt sleep
I hate nights. The daytime isn't great either, but night has me sinking further into my depression and anxiety and not sleeping. Not because I'm not tired. I'm exhausted. But I'm scared of the thoughts that race through my head in the dark.
#mentalillness #mentalhealth
#mentalillness #mentalhealth
August 19, 2026 at 4:00 AM
I hate nights. The daytime isn't great either, but night has me sinking further into my depression and anxiety and not sleeping. Not because I'm not tired. I'm exhausted. But I'm scared of the thoughts that race through my head in the dark.
#mentalillness #mentalhealth
#mentalillness #mentalhealth
So I was browsing all my old apps (storage issues) and was pleased to find I still had Raindrop.io.
I explored it, tagged entries without tags, and organized my mess of bookmarks.
I'm surprised how much I like Raindrop.io! How did I sit on this for so long!?
My #adhd is happy.
I explored it, tagged entries without tags, and organized my mess of bookmarks.
I'm surprised how much I like Raindrop.io! How did I sit on this for so long!?
My #adhd is happy.
Raindrop.io — All-in-one bookmark manager
For your inspiration, read later, media and stuff
raindrop.io
August 19, 2026 at 3:52 AM
So I was browsing all my old apps (storage issues) and was pleased to find I still had Raindrop.io.
I explored it, tagged entries without tags, and organized my mess of bookmarks.
I'm surprised how much I like Raindrop.io! How did I sit on this for so long!?
My #adhd is happy.
I explored it, tagged entries without tags, and organized my mess of bookmarks.
I'm surprised how much I like Raindrop.io! How did I sit on this for so long!?
My #adhd is happy.
My mom absolutely adores the Indiana Fever. She's alway cheering on Kelsey Mitchell, Aliyah Boston, Caitlyn Clark , and Sophie Cunningham.
She never misses a game. We had to rush home to so she could watch the game. It's adorable. I love my mom. #wnba
She never misses a game. We had to rush home to so she could watch the game. It's adorable. I love my mom. #wnba
August 19, 2026 at 12:55 AM
My mom absolutely adores the Indiana Fever. She's alway cheering on Kelsey Mitchell, Aliyah Boston, Caitlyn Clark , and Sophie Cunningham.
She never misses a game. We had to rush home to so she could watch the game. It's adorable. I love my mom. #wnba
She never misses a game. We had to rush home to so she could watch the game. It's adorable. I love my mom. #wnba
So, I actually got fishing rods and stopped by the sports store today for tackle. I've never been to a sports store. And Bass Pro Fishing is gigantic, I was completely overwhelmed.
I haven't fished in over a decade and am rusty. But the guy helping me steered
E towards the beginner's stuff. 🧵
I haven't fished in over a decade and am rusty. But the guy helping me steered
E towards the beginner's stuff. 🧵
August 18, 2026 at 11:08 PM
So, I actually got fishing rods and stopped by the sports store today for tackle. I've never been to a sports store. And Bass Pro Fishing is gigantic, I was completely overwhelmed.
I haven't fished in over a decade and am rusty. But the guy helping me steered
E towards the beginner's stuff. 🧵
I haven't fished in over a decade and am rusty. But the guy helping me steered
E towards the beginner's stuff. 🧵
I went to bed at about 1:30am. Woke up at 11:30. Feet like I got absolutely no sleep. Dizzy, woozy, and drifting
August 18, 2026 at 8:09 PM
I went to bed at about 1:30am. Woke up at 11:30. Feet like I got absolutely no sleep. Dizzy, woozy, and drifting