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x4nder44.bsky.social
NightCrawler
@x4nder44.bsky.social
even though this is my main account this is also my vent account, block or mute me if needed okay?

dni if you're here to harass me

https://breadzzxy.straw.page send me stufffff
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I'm unblocking except merrick for obv reasons, if anyone wishes to unblock and contact me feel free, my discord is also breadzzxy
i ended up punching myself alot then cutting my arm up with the sharp point end of a toothpaste, no one feel bad for me please i deserved that, my parents think I'm a burden so i am
September 19, 2026 at 6:31 PM
I'm nothing but a burden or failure to my family, diseased i should stop being a fucking pussy and kms
September 19, 2026 at 5:18 PM
my dad will always love the cis boy in the house bc apparently women and trans people suck

he'll always favorite him bc his momma had to abuse the SHIT OUT OF HIM ANF GIVE HIM THE FUCKING IMPRESSION ALL WOMEN ARE POS

so yayyy i get the ass hand too and probably worse cus he knows I'm trans yayy
September 19, 2026 at 5:18 PM
gonna kms istg 😂😂😂 my fucking parents will see their child fucking dead with their wrist slit open if they keep arguing about me lmao lmao lmao i get it I'm a burden a fucking problem lol should've never been born i fucking get it lmao lmao
September 19, 2026 at 5:15 PM
guys follow this account or smth I'm debating either deleting this account all together or just biting the bullet and still using it as my vent account still though the embarrassing post on here

i am embarrassed about my spiral during the drama okay xd
September 19, 2026 at 4:15 PM
i hate getting nauseous every morning wtf, like no tummy stop being bad tummy don't make me barf tummy
September 18, 2026 at 1:16 PM
By myself (Myself)
I ask why, but in my mind I find
I can't rely on myself (Myself)
I ask why, but in my mind I find
I can't rely on myself
September 18, 2026 at 4:50 AM
Yeah, here we go for the hundredth time
Hand grenade pins in every line
Throw 'em up and let something shine
Going out of my fucking mind
Filthy mouth, no excuse
Find a new place to hang this noose
String me up from atop these roofs
Knot it tight so I won't get loose
September 18, 2026 at 4:47 AM
i absolutely hate being alone at night, the intrusive thoughts get bad i feel awful and start believing stuff that's not true and i spiral it sucks and i hate coming off as an attention seeker 😰 i know this is my vent account but good lordfd it's so dumb I hate my mind
September 18, 2026 at 4:16 AM
Sayonara (vent art but I drew sayori i guess xd, projection) TW TW TW
September 18, 2026 at 4:12 AM
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follow me on twitter guys
September 18, 2026 at 1:42 AM
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can the tcc community stop acting repressed please

when you say weird shit about a real serial killer of course no ones going to take you seriously you rubes.

yet again if you don't like my opinions block me the internet is not that deep and a 19yos random woke twitter post shoudnt make you cry ok
September 15, 2026 at 2:46 AM
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and its my bluesky account i can post what i want ok? ok. piss and love
September 15, 2026 at 2:48 AM
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some of you say the most corny shit about serial killers and then post "why do we get so much hate... sniffle sniffle" like dude come on

i normally don't say shit about things i find odd because it doesn't concern me but i've grown a defining hatred for the tcc community. specifically on tumblr
September 15, 2026 at 2:48 AM
IK I'M LATE BUT IT WAS RECOMMENDED, BUT THIS THIS THIS THIS THIS
i would like to say i don't support anyone who yumeships with real serial killers. if you don't like my opinions block me and move on its truly not that hard
September 18, 2026 at 12:15 AM
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i would like to say i don't support anyone who yumeships with real serial killers. if you don't like my opinions block me and move on its truly not that hard
September 12, 2026 at 8:53 PM
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I'm unblocking y'alls ass oh and Mariyamglazer please follow 🥺🥺
September 17, 2026 at 11:08 PM
my stomach is killing me again
September 17, 2026 at 1:11 PM
WAAAOOOTTTTT BEFORE I SLEEP AGAIN LET ME SAY THIS ISN'T TARGETED AT ANYONE, i just had always related to the quote since I'm used to putting myself down so much, i have really horrible self esteem and it doesn't help when i have horrible idea on how social cues work etc, so ye ^^
"i don't really like myself, and i think other people also don't like me. it's not that people are MEAN to me that often they just don't care. I know I don't really bother being cool or pleasant to be around. it's not like I don't want to try, i just don't think i can be.
September 17, 2026 at 8:25 AM
"i don't really like myself, and i think other people also don't like me. it's not that people are MEAN to me that often they just don't care. I know I don't really bother being cool or pleasant to be around. it's not like I don't want to try, i just don't think i can be.
September 17, 2026 at 5:09 AM
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September 17, 2026 at 3:17 AM
I'm not a danger.. to others yet... 😈😈😈😈
September 17, 2026 at 3:16 AM
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im still in the cube but im also... in the sphere...???
i abandoned cubism to.. form the sphere monarchy???
September 17, 2026 at 1:08 AM
being an albertan SUCKKKKKSSSSSS
this is what being albertan gets you in 2026 folks
September 16, 2026 at 5:45 PM
I'm so gaycrawler
September 16, 2026 at 5:31 PM