No one cares about me the way I care about them. Maybe this is my sign to just leave, start over. New life, everyone forgets I exist.

I don’t understand what I did to be an ugly gay monster that dies alone 😭

Think it’s time to kill myslef after this vacation. Clearly I’m just a perverted freak who grosses even his friends out

I just wanted to be held once before I died

I love being lied to constantly. Totally doesn’t make me feel fucking crazy

Do I ghost everyone and start a new life in another province or country? Or do I just wait till I die? Decisions

I knew he’d never want to be with my ugly ass so why am I upset? This is why I never said I had a crush on you

I really hate when gays say “oh that guy will fuck anyone”

Except they wouldn’t fuck me, so that always feels great to hear

#rant #lonely

I’m so tired of my friends treating me differently or excluding me because I’m the only un-fuckable one in the friend group.

I just want to be included. I wish I wasn’t gay. Being straight would be so much easier

I wonder what it would feel like to matter to someone

Told I’m too ugly again? Shocking. I love being gay, being totally alone is amazing #lonely #hatebeinggay

Knowing you’ll be alone forever cause you’re too ugly to fuck is a hard pill to swallow. So physically touch starved it’s been so many years