December 16, 2024 at 12:43 PM
One of the things I loved the most about BlueJay is how I would just…. Feel so safe with him.
Not that I felt unsafe, but with him I felt like I could let my guard down in multiple ways. I didn’t have to carry out the emotional labor.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
Not that I felt unsafe, but with him I felt like I could let my guard down in multiple ways. I didn’t have to carry out the emotional labor.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
April 10, 2026 at 6:38 PM
One of the things I loved the most about BlueJay is how I would just…. Feel so safe with him.
Not that I felt unsafe, but with him I felt like I could let my guard down in multiple ways. I didn’t have to carry out the emotional labor.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
Not that I felt unsafe, but with him I felt like I could let my guard down in multiple ways. I didn’t have to carry out the emotional labor.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
My voice cracked and BlueJay was there to witness it.
He didn’t realize how big a deal this was for me until my face did the thing
#AcidsDatingAdventures
He didn’t realize how big a deal this was for me until my face did the thing
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March 24, 2025 at 3:03 AM
My voice cracked and BlueJay was there to witness it.
He didn’t realize how big a deal this was for me until my face did the thing
#AcidsDatingAdventures
He didn’t realize how big a deal this was for me until my face did the thing
#AcidsDatingAdventures
I’m in my Dating Beefy Muscle Gym soft bisexual era it seems.
If you can lift me with no struggle, we are gonna bone 👹
#AcidsDatingAdventures
If you can lift me with no struggle, we are gonna bone 👹
#AcidsDatingAdventures
July 18, 2025 at 11:13 AM
I’m in my Dating Beefy Muscle Gym soft bisexual era it seems.
If you can lift me with no struggle, we are gonna bone 👹
#AcidsDatingAdventures
If you can lift me with no struggle, we are gonna bone 👹
#AcidsDatingAdventures
I really hit it off wirh a German guy, and I got his Instagram handle.
There’s an irony that it’s “no shrimps” pun, while BlueJay and I had a running gag about shrimps. It feels like a new era.
I expect nothing from this, but it was fun.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
There’s an irony that it’s “no shrimps” pun, while BlueJay and I had a running gag about shrimps. It feels like a new era.
I expect nothing from this, but it was fun.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
July 11, 2026 at 11:11 PM
I really hit it off wirh a German guy, and I got his Instagram handle.
There’s an irony that it’s “no shrimps” pun, while BlueJay and I had a running gag about shrimps. It feels like a new era.
I expect nothing from this, but it was fun.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
There’s an irony that it’s “no shrimps” pun, while BlueJay and I had a running gag about shrimps. It feels like a new era.
I expect nothing from this, but it was fun.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
I miss you, Rowan.
I hope you’re alright.
I hope you’re okay.
I hope you’re loved.
I hope you’re happy.
I did genuinely love you Ru, even after that wound you left on me.
Now it’s a scar that doesn’t hurt.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
I hope you’re alright.
I hope you’re okay.
I hope you’re loved.
I hope you’re happy.
I did genuinely love you Ru, even after that wound you left on me.
Now it’s a scar that doesn’t hurt.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
August 17, 2025 at 9:01 PM
I miss you, Rowan.
I hope you’re alright.
I hope you’re okay.
I hope you’re loved.
I hope you’re happy.
I did genuinely love you Ru, even after that wound you left on me.
Now it’s a scar that doesn’t hurt.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
I hope you’re alright.
I hope you’re okay.
I hope you’re loved.
I hope you’re happy.
I did genuinely love you Ru, even after that wound you left on me.
Now it’s a scar that doesn’t hurt.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
December 14, 2024 at 12:23 PM
All of my friends AND BlueJay think that me meeting up with Peaches and his new partner sounded like it was gearing towards a 3some happening.
Honestly, I think I’m too dense to notice. Although it would certainly be fun I think 👀
#AcidsDatingAdventures #kink
Honestly, I think I’m too dense to notice. Although it would certainly be fun I think 👀
#AcidsDatingAdventures #kink
May 8, 2025 at 8:44 AM
All of my friends AND BlueJay think that me meeting up with Peaches and his new partner sounded like it was gearing towards a 3some happening.
Honestly, I think I’m too dense to notice. Although it would certainly be fun I think 👀
#AcidsDatingAdventures #kink
Honestly, I think I’m too dense to notice. Although it would certainly be fun I think 👀
#AcidsDatingAdventures #kink
Me wondering why I’m so needy and codependent.
Also me: listening to Latin music that normalised “I will love you and adore you 25 hours a day, 8 days a week if that’s what you want”
Kinda makes sense I find men who obsess over me.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
Also me: listening to Latin music that normalised “I will love you and adore you 25 hours a day, 8 days a week if that’s what you want”
Kinda makes sense I find men who obsess over me.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
November 17, 2025 at 9:20 AM
Me wondering why I’m so needy and codependent.
Also me: listening to Latin music that normalised “I will love you and adore you 25 hours a day, 8 days a week if that’s what you want”
Kinda makes sense I find men who obsess over me.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
Also me: listening to Latin music that normalised “I will love you and adore you 25 hours a day, 8 days a week if that’s what you want”
Kinda makes sense I find men who obsess over me.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
Low-key considering pretending to be a girl on Tinder, go on some bullshit dates, let the men pay for dinner, going home with them for sex and then never seeing them again.
Idk is it disingenuous to not disclose the fact that I’m transgender?
#AcidsDatingAdventures
Idk is it disingenuous to not disclose the fact that I’m transgender?
#AcidsDatingAdventures
June 15, 2025 at 2:08 PM
Low-key considering pretending to be a girl on Tinder, go on some bullshit dates, let the men pay for dinner, going home with them for sex and then never seeing them again.
Idk is it disingenuous to not disclose the fact that I’m transgender?
#AcidsDatingAdventures
Idk is it disingenuous to not disclose the fact that I’m transgender?
#AcidsDatingAdventures
This man ROBBED me of dignity and ROBBED me of a happy ever after of semi domestic relationship bliss
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May 25, 2025 at 8:37 PM
This man ROBBED me of dignity and ROBBED me of a happy ever after of semi domestic relationship bliss
#AcidsDatingAdventures
#AcidsDatingAdventures
So it turns out I happen to care a lot about teeth in a potential partner.
They don’t have to be perfectly straight; but if the gaps are too big or it looks yellow/brown it’s kind of a turn off. I don’t want to put my tongue on that.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
They don’t have to be perfectly straight; but if the gaps are too big or it looks yellow/brown it’s kind of a turn off. I don’t want to put my tongue on that.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
June 23, 2025 at 8:59 PM
So it turns out I happen to care a lot about teeth in a potential partner.
They don’t have to be perfectly straight; but if the gaps are too big or it looks yellow/brown it’s kind of a turn off. I don’t want to put my tongue on that.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
They don’t have to be perfectly straight; but if the gaps are too big or it looks yellow/brown it’s kind of a turn off. I don’t want to put my tongue on that.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
Some guy on Instagram has found me and wants to worship my boots. It seriously helps that he’s covered in tattoos and really cute. And speaks Spanish. Oh god I’m going to have to be strong and resist. #AcidsDatingAdventures
October 7, 2024 at 4:28 PM
Some guy on Instagram has found me and wants to worship my boots. It seriously helps that he’s covered in tattoos and really cute. And speaks Spanish. Oh god I’m going to have to be strong and resist. #AcidsDatingAdventures
Well. Vega slept over last night and went on for 5(!) rounds and absolutely pampered me. Lovely that my reaction is to panic and worry and why are you being so nice to me.
I’m broken. I’m broken I’m broken I’m broken I’m broken why can’t I accept people treating me right???
#AcidsDatingAdventures
I’m broken. I’m broken I’m broken I’m broken I’m broken why can’t I accept people treating me right???
#AcidsDatingAdventures
December 29, 2025 at 10:31 AM
Well. Vega slept over last night and went on for 5(!) rounds and absolutely pampered me. Lovely that my reaction is to panic and worry and why are you being so nice to me.
I’m broken. I’m broken I’m broken I’m broken I’m broken why can’t I accept people treating me right???
#AcidsDatingAdventures
I’m broken. I’m broken I’m broken I’m broken I’m broken why can’t I accept people treating me right???
#AcidsDatingAdventures
Bro. I straight up got 2 guy’s contact info this week by just… talking to them.
Fun.
Maybe this IRL dating stuff will be easy once I’m back in the saddle.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
Fun.
Maybe this IRL dating stuff will be easy once I’m back in the saddle.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
July 15, 2026 at 9:56 PM
Bro. I straight up got 2 guy’s contact info this week by just… talking to them.
Fun.
Maybe this IRL dating stuff will be easy once I’m back in the saddle.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
Fun.
Maybe this IRL dating stuff will be easy once I’m back in the saddle.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
I want to be chased, pursued, courted.
I want someone to love me more than I love them. I’m so tired of being the one who puts the most effort. I want someone to put effort into impressing me. I want to feel special.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
I want someone to love me more than I love them. I’m so tired of being the one who puts the most effort. I want someone to put effort into impressing me. I want to feel special.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
September 27, 2026 at 3:34 PM
I want to be chased, pursued, courted.
I want someone to love me more than I love them. I’m so tired of being the one who puts the most effort. I want someone to put effort into impressing me. I want to feel special.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
I want someone to love me more than I love them. I’m so tired of being the one who puts the most effort. I want someone to put effort into impressing me. I want to feel special.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
Gay dating in your 30s is a weird sandwich of twinks trying to be held and divorced men reclaiming their slut era
#AcidsDatingAdventures
#AcidsDatingAdventures
June 25, 2025 at 10:33 PM
Gay dating in your 30s is a weird sandwich of twinks trying to be held and divorced men reclaiming their slut era
#AcidsDatingAdventures
#AcidsDatingAdventures
Having that last date with BlueJay was good for me. I catch myself fantasizing about him and running back to the chats to reminisce and it has been one hell of a cold bucket of water to plunge into seeing how far I’m idealizing him.
He’s not bad. But he isn’t Godsent.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
He’s not bad. But he isn’t Godsent.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
November 9, 2024 at 11:19 PM
Having that last date with BlueJay was good for me. I catch myself fantasizing about him and running back to the chats to reminisce and it has been one hell of a cold bucket of water to plunge into seeing how far I’m idealizing him.
He’s not bad. But he isn’t Godsent.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
He’s not bad. But he isn’t Godsent.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
You know, of all my hook-ups, flings, lovers and exes…
The ones who gifted me their teeth and the ones I have no ill will towards and wish them the best in life.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
The ones who gifted me their teeth and the ones I have no ill will towards and wish them the best in life.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
May 10, 2026 at 7:12 PM
You know, of all my hook-ups, flings, lovers and exes…
The ones who gifted me their teeth and the ones I have no ill will towards and wish them the best in life.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
The ones who gifted me their teeth and the ones I have no ill will towards and wish them the best in life.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
There’s also a realisation I might have taken the guys at school for granted.
I’m sure the guy I was crushing on last night did not get my full attention in highschool. I hope I wasn’t mean or cruel, but I could have been nicer I think.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
I’m sure the guy I was crushing on last night did not get my full attention in highschool. I hope I wasn’t mean or cruel, but I could have been nicer I think.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
September 27, 2026 at 3:14 PM
There’s also a realisation I might have taken the guys at school for granted.
I’m sure the guy I was crushing on last night did not get my full attention in highschool. I hope I wasn’t mean or cruel, but I could have been nicer I think.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
I’m sure the guy I was crushing on last night did not get my full attention in highschool. I hope I wasn’t mean or cruel, but I could have been nicer I think.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
I had a great time last night, but there’s is a deep deep sadness about feeling so alone, seeing my friends in happy relationships that share the same languages.
met a Dutch guy who learned Papiamento AND Spanish and got theraphy to get over his fear of flying for his GF.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
met a Dutch guy who learned Papiamento AND Spanish and got theraphy to get over his fear of flying for his GF.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
September 27, 2026 at 3:12 PM
I had a great time last night, but there’s is a deep deep sadness about feeling so alone, seeing my friends in happy relationships that share the same languages.
met a Dutch guy who learned Papiamento AND Spanish and got theraphy to get over his fear of flying for his GF.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
met a Dutch guy who learned Papiamento AND Spanish and got theraphy to get over his fear of flying for his GF.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
I think… I’m going to tell BlueJay how I feel. Not asking for him back. Just letting him know that the breakup was never my choice. I did not want it, despite initiating it.
He hurt me and did not treat me with the respect I deserved. I still fucking care. He is important.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
He hurt me and did not treat me with the respect I deserved. I still fucking care. He is important.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
September 27, 2026 at 9:39 PM
I think… I’m going to tell BlueJay how I feel. Not asking for him back. Just letting him know that the breakup was never my choice. I did not want it, despite initiating it.
He hurt me and did not treat me with the respect I deserved. I still fucking care. He is important.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
He hurt me and did not treat me with the respect I deserved. I still fucking care. He is important.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
I cracked the code.
DelusionCrush is only fun to Crush on when it’s a fun distraction and no actual feelings are involved beyond “he cute & nerdy”
The moment I catch Feels and get possessive it’s an unpleasant experience.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
DelusionCrush is only fun to Crush on when it’s a fun distraction and no actual feelings are involved beyond “he cute & nerdy”
The moment I catch Feels and get possessive it’s an unpleasant experience.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
June 18, 2026 at 9:57 AM
I cracked the code.
DelusionCrush is only fun to Crush on when it’s a fun distraction and no actual feelings are involved beyond “he cute & nerdy”
The moment I catch Feels and get possessive it’s an unpleasant experience.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
DelusionCrush is only fun to Crush on when it’s a fun distraction and no actual feelings are involved beyond “he cute & nerdy”
The moment I catch Feels and get possessive it’s an unpleasant experience.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
There’s an irony that I traveled to Spain on the day of BlueJay’s birthday
I hope I get laid on this trip
#AcidsDatingAdventures
I hope I get laid on this trip
#AcidsDatingAdventures
October 3, 2024 at 6:35 PM
There’s an irony that I traveled to Spain on the day of BlueJay’s birthday
I hope I get laid on this trip
#AcidsDatingAdventures
I hope I get laid on this trip
#AcidsDatingAdventures
What’s going on in the universe.
Double Grindr cheatings?
I think I’m breaking up with BlueJay, if I can’t trust him, I have no business dating him.
Fuck alll this shit.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
Double Grindr cheatings?
I think I’m breaking up with BlueJay, if I can’t trust him, I have no business dating him.
Fuck alll this shit.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
May 24, 2025 at 8:49 AM
What’s going on in the universe.
Double Grindr cheatings?
I think I’m breaking up with BlueJay, if I can’t trust him, I have no business dating him.
Fuck alll this shit.
#AcidsDatingAdventures
Double Grindr cheatings?
I think I’m breaking up with BlueJay, if I can’t trust him, I have no business dating him.
Fuck alll this shit.
#AcidsDatingAdventures