Not Left. Not Right. Forward.

How choosing not to react, not to control, and not to people-please gave me back my energy, focus, and peace.

Alt: "a cartoon character says that 's right folks in front of a microwave: The humor of it, might not been what you signed on for to LOVE yourself so much that you UNDERSTAND WHY OTHERS ARE. Angelic isn't it? The act of finding the source solving an issue and Trusting others for the mere fact that the operating system does not allow certain mechanics does not really encourage growth. "Because I said so"/"Because that is how it has always been". On Runescape you can jump by clicking on a stone to get across to the other side but you can t just defy gravity and jump. Examples of how existing within a program leaves you at the mercy of the Programmer's genius or the importance they place on emersion. Technically just because I Don't like to jump does not mean no one should be prohibited from doing so. Maybe the 3 creators of Runescape didn't think of Jumping, or maybe Jumping requires a whole group of lines of code to fit in not only the gravity, velocity, and distance of a "jump" but also the reasons why Jumping would make immersion easier for others. It will get more and more seemingly incongruently Hilariously poignant to not be left behind, but it is not the FOMO of it that should empower you. Your inner knowing should create a set of questions perhaps 5 starting with W and sometimes one with an H. But careful what can of worms you open as avalanches cannot be reversed. Doubt is fine but the HOW of it, takes Formal Training and Education. Kind of wanted to be that nerd didn't you? Yeah people express their envy in weird ways, but in the end what matters is that now you know better and can do better. It is never to late to LEARN, all you have to do is LOVE yourself first enough that you LOVE Everyone.