TW: cult torture We have trouble resting especially because of cult-created personalities they called slave drivers that they created through Torture and mind control, where they pushed us past endurance and those personalities still try to. #cultsurvivor #ramcoa #ramcoasystem #didsystem #dissociativeidentitydisorder

TW: cult torture Cult kept careful track of the personalities they created, of self-created personalities they knew of, and effective mind control. #cultsurvivor #ramcoa #ramcoasystem #ramcoasurvivor #didsystem

TW: cult torture Cult wanted us in a constant state of fear and dissociation so that they could control us more, so that we would not remember, so that if we remembered we would not talk; it helps to work on nervous system regulation and vagus nerve regulation to help everyone inside and to help our bodies know that we are safe now. #cultsurvivor #ramcoa #ramcoasurvivor #ramcoasystem #didsystem

TW: cult torture When people first hear about cult torture they often ask us survivors to name names but that can put us in danger. Please don't ask this of survivors. #cultsurvivor #ramcoa #ramcoasurvivor #ramcoasystem #didsystem

TW: cult torture Cult wanted us in a constant state of fear and dissociation so that they could control us more, so that we would not remember, so that if we remembered we would not talk; it helps to work on nervous system regulation and vagus nerve regulation to help everyone inside and to help our bodies know that we are safe now. #cultsurvivor #ramcoa #ramcoasurvivor #ramcoasystem #didsystem

Trigger Warning: cult torture, detail (in video) Halloween is the time of year where cult did so much grotesque torture & increased murder. And of course flashbacks can come. I hope if you're also a survivor you are taking good, gentle care of you. #cultsurvivor #ramcoa #ramcoasurvivor #ramcoasystem #didsystem

TW: cult torture Cult would use extreme cold and heat as part of the torture, including using the snow and ice in the winter. #cultsurvivor #ramcoa #ramcoasurvivor #ramcoasystem #didsystem

TW: cult torture The cult taught personalities to not make sound or show pain during torture & SA; it intensified the pain and dissociation and made the mind control messages go in deeper. Now that we are more in our body and sometimes do show pain they feel shame, but it is a strength to feel and show it. #cultsurvivor #didsystem #ramcoa #ramcoasurvivor #ramcoasystem

Trigger Warning: cult torture Cult tried to blame us for all the torture & murder on our non-choices or reactions to make us give up & become like them, and to increase the psychological torture, but they would have done it anyway no matter what our non-choice or reaction was. #cultsurvivor #ramcoa #ramcoasurvivor #ramcoasystem #didsystem

TW: cult torture We created innocent personalities unaware of the torture we were living. So did the cult, for different reasons. we created our personalities to hold on to our hope and innocence and compassion. cult created innocent, naive personalities specifically to keep people from suspecting we were did or had trauma, to keep teachers and others from taking too much of an interest in us. #cultsurvivor #ramcoasystem #dissociativeidentitydisorder #plural #didsystem