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sneakers53.bsky.social
Repassage en mode full nu… Le tissu n’est pas le seul à être tendu 😏 #HardGay #FrenchTwink #NudeMan #GayBody #NSFWFrance #GayXFrance #Bandant #SteamAndCream
August 5, 2025 at 3:08 PM
babbittybabbitt.bsky.social
Also saw this and thought it was relatable!!
Screenshot of a tumblr post by user "steamandcream" that reads: "thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive action to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. It's such a bizarre and dehumanising feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about being Perceived. Ceaseless watcher give me a goddamn break"
July 23, 2025 at 3:02 PM
tichatnwa.bsky.social
steamandcream Feb 1, 2024 thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether l'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether l'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.
August 29, 2025 at 9:45 AM
sismrnoth.bsky.social
It is defeatable.
Post by steamandcream on Tumblr: thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break. ---- It is defeatable. Go for the throat.
October 30, 2025 at 10:01 AM
caycejulian.bsky.social
As someone who struggles with this A Lot, it’s been a while since I maintained any real social media presence. Considering dipping a toe into Being Perceived this year (a move I will definitely not regret when my nervous system immediately responds like I’m being hunted for sport)
Tumblr post, user steamandcream: thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break. —— Screengrab of tags: #wow it took me A LONG TIME to kill this reflex #i'm 40 now. it is defeatable. go for the throat. Tumblr post, user steamandcream: sorry to put your tags on blast on this insane breach containment post I have since muted, but you're right and you should say it. It is defeatable. Go for the throat.
January 2, 2026 at 11:58 PM