Clearly peps who are very normal and not autism regarding Sonic!
(Awter refused to leave front until they had listened to enough Sonic music and SCREAM OUT LOUD the lyrics)
(I actually do absolutely love it here this system rules I love freedom fighters :3 /pos)
(Awter refused to leave front until they had listened to enough Sonic music and SCREAM OUT LOUD the lyrics)
(I actually do absolutely love it here this system rules I love freedom fighters :3 /pos)
July 23, 2026 at 12:34 AM
Clearly peps who are very normal and not autism regarding Sonic!
(Awter refused to leave front until they had listened to enough Sonic music and SCREAM OUT LOUD the lyrics)
(I actually do absolutely love it here this system rules I love freedom fighters :3 /pos)
(Awter refused to leave front until they had listened to enough Sonic music and SCREAM OUT LOUD the lyrics)
(I actually do absolutely love it here this system rules I love freedom fighters :3 /pos)
Mobile Artstuff :3 (19)
I initially wanted to just make a short comic, but then I got really upset at my poor art skills + stress from family life atm.
This is of back when I fronted whilst our Stomach Acid Reflux was bad.
I initially wanted to just make a short comic, but then I got really upset at my poor art skills + stress from family life atm.
This is of back when I fronted whilst our Stomach Acid Reflux was bad.
July 19, 2026 at 4:15 PM
Mobile Artstuff :3 (19)
I initially wanted to just make a short comic, but then I got really upset at my poor art skills + stress from family life atm.
This is of back when I fronted whilst our Stomach Acid Reflux was bad.
I initially wanted to just make a short comic, but then I got really upset at my poor art skills + stress from family life atm.
This is of back when I fronted whilst our Stomach Acid Reflux was bad.
Mobile Artstuff :3 (18)
(NOTE: Art is of a system member and not and OC. Please treat with respect)
Making a small comic! Hopefully it'll be finished sometime tomorrow!
This sneakpeak here is of the mini-form of Awter/Moon!
(NOTE: Art is of a system member and not and OC. Please treat with respect)
Making a small comic! Hopefully it'll be finished sometime tomorrow!
This sneakpeak here is of the mini-form of Awter/Moon!
July 17, 2026 at 11:10 PM
Mobile Artstuff :3 (18)
(NOTE: Art is of a system member and not and OC. Please treat with respect)
Making a small comic! Hopefully it'll be finished sometime tomorrow!
This sneakpeak here is of the mini-form of Awter/Moon!
(NOTE: Art is of a system member and not and OC. Please treat with respect)
Making a small comic! Hopefully it'll be finished sometime tomorrow!
This sneakpeak here is of the mini-form of Awter/Moon!
Hello everyone! Awter back! Yay :3
Last couples days weren't really "real" for me whilst I was recovering, but we're doing alot better now mentally!
Artstuff coming too!
Last couples days weren't really "real" for me whilst I was recovering, but we're doing alot better now mentally!
Artstuff coming too!
July 9, 2026 at 11:38 PM
Hello everyone! Awter back! Yay :3
Last couples days weren't really "real" for me whilst I was recovering, but we're doing alot better now mentally!
Artstuff coming too!
Last couples days weren't really "real" for me whilst I was recovering, but we're doing alot better now mentally!
Artstuff coming too!
So I end up hating having Awter feel like their trained survival boy-moder characteristics are things that
(1) must superimpose on top of other members always to help with survival in a deadly closet and that
(2) these characteristics "are" Awter, and all they can perceive the world through
3/4
(1) must superimpose on top of other members always to help with survival in a deadly closet and that
(2) these characteristics "are" Awter, and all they can perceive the world through
3/4
June 30, 2026 at 11:32 AM
So I end up hating having Awter feel like their trained survival boy-moder characteristics are things that
(1) must superimpose on top of other members always to help with survival in a deadly closet and that
(2) these characteristics "are" Awter, and all they can perceive the world through
3/4
(1) must superimpose on top of other members always to help with survival in a deadly closet and that
(2) these characteristics "are" Awter, and all they can perceive the world through
3/4
We've been thinking upon this idea more often recently, but we want to treat the "boy-moder" in ourself (Must preform Manhood (Very Toxic Masculinity Only) as a survival tactic) by helping them be transfem, to be actively free to be themself
This situation almost always is upon Awter
2/3
This situation almost always is upon Awter
2/3
June 30, 2026 at 11:29 AM
We've been thinking upon this idea more often recently, but we want to treat the "boy-moder" in ourself (Must preform Manhood (Very Toxic Masculinity Only) as a survival tactic) by helping them be transfem, to be actively free to be themself
This situation almost always is upon Awter
2/3
This situation almost always is upon Awter
2/3
Cw: Personal Plural Stuff
I hate the feeling we can get when we realise we're just puppeting Awter's emotions and behaviours.
I hate it both for how it denies my own sense of self, but also how it forces Awter into being "host", which is a very heavy boy-moder role for us sadly
1/?
I hate the feeling we can get when we realise we're just puppeting Awter's emotions and behaviours.
I hate it both for how it denies my own sense of self, but also how it forces Awter into being "host", which is a very heavy boy-moder role for us sadly
1/?
June 30, 2026 at 11:25 AM
Cw: Personal Plural Stuff
I hate the feeling we can get when we realise we're just puppeting Awter's emotions and behaviours.
I hate it both for how it denies my own sense of self, but also how it forces Awter into being "host", which is a very heavy boy-moder role for us sadly
1/?
I hate the feeling we can get when we realise we're just puppeting Awter's emotions and behaviours.
I hate it both for how it denies my own sense of self, but also how it forces Awter into being "host", which is a very heavy boy-moder role for us sadly
1/?
Gosh we really need to figure out how to write down our ideas (WE NEED A JOURNAL AWTER IS SILLY!!!🗣🗣🗣) cause like...
Without any spoilers...
She's not the only inner-women in there...
Without any spoilers...
She's not the only inner-women in there...
June 28, 2026 at 7:49 PM
Gosh we really need to figure out how to write down our ideas (WE NEED A JOURNAL AWTER IS SILLY!!!🗣🗣🗣) cause like...
Without any spoilers...
She's not the only inner-women in there...
Without any spoilers...
She's not the only inner-women in there...
No idea how to feel today...
Been struggling hard with mental health... with a mentality of "haven't done enough"...
I still can't confidently say I deserve to rest. That I may just WANT to rest... deserved or not...
To 6 years since we figured out we're enby!..
We're 23 today..!
(Awter/Moon)
Been struggling hard with mental health... with a mentality of "haven't done enough"...
I still can't confidently say I deserve to rest. That I may just WANT to rest... deserved or not...
To 6 years since we figured out we're enby!..
We're 23 today..!
(Awter/Moon)
June 27, 2026 at 2:23 AM
No idea how to feel today...
Been struggling hard with mental health... with a mentality of "haven't done enough"...
I still can't confidently say I deserve to rest. That I may just WANT to rest... deserved or not...
To 6 years since we figured out we're enby!..
We're 23 today..!
(Awter/Moon)
Been struggling hard with mental health... with a mentality of "haven't done enough"...
I still can't confidently say I deserve to rest. That I may just WANT to rest... deserved or not...
To 6 years since we figured out we're enby!..
We're 23 today..!
(Awter/Moon)
Busy af day and the stress isn't the best for us, but atleast we have some activities to look forward to! (Cardgaming, learning coding, artstuff :3, Murdered Sonic!, Maybe even some video gaying:3)
Major thanks to Oreyo, Phobos and Awter for being the MVPs today!
Good day everyone!
Major thanks to Oreyo, Phobos and Awter for being the MVPs today!
Good day everyone!
June 10, 2026 at 2:30 PM
Busy af day and the stress isn't the best for us, but atleast we have some activities to look forward to! (Cardgaming, learning coding, artstuff :3, Murdered Sonic!, Maybe even some video gaying:3)
Major thanks to Oreyo, Phobos and Awter for being the MVPs today!
Good day everyone!
Major thanks to Oreyo, Phobos and Awter for being the MVPs today!
Good day everyone!
Ayou here!
In daily log news: we've been playing some dragon block c on the Zero S minecraft server. Pretty fun!
Also me and Awter have processed alot of our emotions towards eachother, and we're pretty happy with how we feel about one another rn (respect and built-up earned love)
1/2
In daily log news: we've been playing some dragon block c on the Zero S minecraft server. Pretty fun!
Also me and Awter have processed alot of our emotions towards eachother, and we're pretty happy with how we feel about one another rn (respect and built-up earned love)
1/2
May 4, 2026 at 5:53 PM
Ayou here!
In daily log news: we've been playing some dragon block c on the Zero S minecraft server. Pretty fun!
Also me and Awter have processed alot of our emotions towards eachother, and we're pretty happy with how we feel about one another rn (respect and built-up earned love)
1/2
In daily log news: we've been playing some dragon block c on the Zero S minecraft server. Pretty fun!
Also me and Awter have processed alot of our emotions towards eachother, and we're pretty happy with how we feel about one another rn (respect and built-up earned love)
1/2
I know this is 3am speak and all, but I won't apologise for it, as its true to myself.
Awter and Ayou have had a long relationship, but a basis that caused alot of abandonment issues for Ayou. Awter offered to fuse with her to prove they will never abandoned them again
2/?
Awter and Ayou have had a long relationship, but a basis that caused alot of abandonment issues for Ayou. Awter offered to fuse with her to prove they will never abandoned them again
2/?
May 4, 2026 at 1:45 AM
I know this is 3am speak and all, but I won't apologise for it, as its true to myself.
Awter and Ayou have had a long relationship, but a basis that caused alot of abandonment issues for Ayou. Awter offered to fuse with her to prove they will never abandoned them again
2/?
Awter and Ayou have had a long relationship, but a basis that caused alot of abandonment issues for Ayou. Awter offered to fuse with her to prove they will never abandoned them again
2/?
Hi! Ahoy (It/She) here!
I may only be here for a short time, but it is still important for me.
I'm the fusion of Ayou (you might not have seen on here before) and Awter (you have definitely seen before)
I don't know how long I may stay, how permanent this fusion is.
1/?
I may only be here for a short time, but it is still important for me.
I'm the fusion of Ayou (you might not have seen on here before) and Awter (you have definitely seen before)
I don't know how long I may stay, how permanent this fusion is.
1/?
May 4, 2026 at 1:43 AM
Hi! Ahoy (It/She) here!
I may only be here for a short time, but it is still important for me.
I'm the fusion of Ayou (you might not have seen on here before) and Awter (you have definitely seen before)
I don't know how long I may stay, how permanent this fusion is.
1/?
I may only be here for a short time, but it is still important for me.
I'm the fusion of Ayou (you might not have seen on here before) and Awter (you have definitely seen before)
I don't know how long I may stay, how permanent this fusion is.
1/?
I'll keep this brief since we're a system:
MoonGarden: lots of us use Moon as alt names, and the rest of us fuck with gardening basically.
Prawn: I fuck with the vibe frfr
Translucent: initially felt distinct from Awter, so something "translucent" felt right for xym
Awter: wAter
MoonGarden: lots of us use Moon as alt names, and the rest of us fuck with gardening basically.
Prawn: I fuck with the vibe frfr
Translucent: initially felt distinct from Awter, so something "translucent" felt right for xym
Awter: wAter
April 22, 2026 at 10:10 PM
I'll keep this brief since we're a system:
MoonGarden: lots of us use Moon as alt names, and the rest of us fuck with gardening basically.
Prawn: I fuck with the vibe frfr
Translucent: initially felt distinct from Awter, so something "translucent" felt right for xym
Awter: wAter
MoonGarden: lots of us use Moon as alt names, and the rest of us fuck with gardening basically.
Prawn: I fuck with the vibe frfr
Translucent: initially felt distinct from Awter, so something "translucent" felt right for xym
Awter: wAter
Thank George! :3
-Awter/Moon
-Awter/Moon
April 5, 2026 at 6:28 PM
Thank George! :3
-Awter/Moon
-Awter/Moon
Awter/Moon:
Reached that point that seems to constantly happen when we enjoy a media too much and I've begun to dissociate heavily whilst my mental health spirals.
Atleast we have some grounding techniques from therapy now.
Still, hate how this happens. Hate feeling tired & my self-loathing
1/?
Reached that point that seems to constantly happen when we enjoy a media too much and I've begun to dissociate heavily whilst my mental health spirals.
Atleast we have some grounding techniques from therapy now.
Still, hate how this happens. Hate feeling tired & my self-loathing
1/?
April 3, 2026 at 4:59 PM
Awter/Moon:
Reached that point that seems to constantly happen when we enjoy a media too much and I've begun to dissociate heavily whilst my mental health spirals.
Atleast we have some grounding techniques from therapy now.
Still, hate how this happens. Hate feeling tired & my self-loathing
1/?
Reached that point that seems to constantly happen when we enjoy a media too much and I've begun to dissociate heavily whilst my mental health spirals.
Atleast we have some grounding techniques from therapy now.
Still, hate how this happens. Hate feeling tired & my self-loathing
1/?
Important things happening in hard-core minecraft :3
(Also Awter got to sleep whilst wearing it's skirt so we're stupid happy this night <3)
- Oreyo (he/they)
(Also Awter got to sleep whilst wearing it's skirt so we're stupid happy this night <3)
- Oreyo (he/they)
March 8, 2026 at 10:29 PM
Important things happening in hard-core minecraft :3
(Also Awter got to sleep whilst wearing it's skirt so we're stupid happy this night <3)
- Oreyo (he/they)
(Also Awter got to sleep whilst wearing it's skirt so we're stupid happy this night <3)
- Oreyo (he/they)
Sad day today. Real sad maxing hours. Going to try and get some rest.
Thanks to everyone who's kind to us on here, even if sometimes it's this weird silly enby who's fronting!
- Awter/Moon (They/It)
Shit maybe I need to talk to our friends, that might cheer us up some!
Thanks to everyone who's kind to us on here, even if sometimes it's this weird silly enby who's fronting!
- Awter/Moon (They/It)
Shit maybe I need to talk to our friends, that might cheer us up some!
March 8, 2026 at 7:41 PM
Sad day today. Real sad maxing hours. Going to try and get some rest.
Thanks to everyone who's kind to us on here, even if sometimes it's this weird silly enby who's fronting!
- Awter/Moon (They/It)
Shit maybe I need to talk to our friends, that might cheer us up some!
Thanks to everyone who's kind to us on here, even if sometimes it's this weird silly enby who's fronting!
- Awter/Moon (They/It)
Shit maybe I need to talk to our friends, that might cheer us up some!
It has not been easy, but taking time off has been nice even for the art despite the lack of it. It's given time for us (especially me) to reflect on what we want out of it.
Especially given our fasting and poor mental health, art should NOT ONLY be frustrating.
- Awter/Moon (They/It)
Especially given our fasting and poor mental health, art should NOT ONLY be frustrating.
- Awter/Moon (They/It)
February 26, 2026 at 3:36 AM
It has not been easy, but taking time off has been nice even for the art despite the lack of it. It's given time for us (especially me) to reflect on what we want out of it.
Especially given our fasting and poor mental health, art should NOT ONLY be frustrating.
- Awter/Moon (They/It)
Especially given our fasting and poor mental health, art should NOT ONLY be frustrating.
- Awter/Moon (They/It)
Might consider rereading Hunter x Hunter's latest arc again...
This is such a Phantom post can't lie 😭 love that blorbo <3
- Awter/Moon (They/It)
Yeah, it do be me. Cause I love the series 😭😭😭 would recommend :3
- Phantom (No Pronounce)
This is such a Phantom post can't lie 😭 love that blorbo <3
- Awter/Moon (They/It)
Yeah, it do be me. Cause I love the series 😭😭😭 would recommend :3
- Phantom (No Pronounce)
February 25, 2026 at 1:50 PM
Might consider rereading Hunter x Hunter's latest arc again...
This is such a Phantom post can't lie 😭 love that blorbo <3
- Awter/Moon (They/It)
Yeah, it do be me. Cause I love the series 😭😭😭 would recommend :3
- Phantom (No Pronounce)
This is such a Phantom post can't lie 😭 love that blorbo <3
- Awter/Moon (They/It)
Yeah, it do be me. Cause I love the series 😭😭😭 would recommend :3
- Phantom (No Pronounce)
Btw sorry for not posting more artstuff recently. Awter began playing Silksong Steelsoul mode again and well.
30 hours total lost nearly, first a 18 hour run near end act 2, then a 10 hour run after 😭
30 hours total lost nearly, first a 18 hour run near end act 2, then a 10 hour run after 😭
February 10, 2026 at 5:29 PM
Btw sorry for not posting more artstuff recently. Awter began playing Silksong Steelsoul mode again and well.
30 hours total lost nearly, first a 18 hour run near end act 2, then a 10 hour run after 😭
30 hours total lost nearly, first a 18 hour run near end act 2, then a 10 hour run after 😭
Sorry for my more depressive mood recently. Just been struggling to really feel "relaxed" and alot of poor mental health and anxiety hasn't been helping.
Going to bed now. Goodnit everyone!
- Awter/Moon (They/It)
Going to bed now. Goodnit everyone!
- Awter/Moon (They/It)
January 21, 2026 at 1:25 AM
Sorry for my more depressive mood recently. Just been struggling to really feel "relaxed" and alot of poor mental health and anxiety hasn't been helping.
Going to bed now. Goodnit everyone!
- Awter/Moon (They/It)
Going to bed now. Goodnit everyone!
- Awter/Moon (They/It)
Sonic 06 Journey: WE'VE BEATEN EPISODE: SILVER!!!
His gameplay is definitely slower but we like how unique it is. We hope that it appears again, maybe in a game focused on it rather than part of a Sonic-centered game.
With Iblis as from The Quran dead
TIME FOR LAST STORY!!!
- Awter/Moon(They/It)
His gameplay is definitely slower but we like how unique it is. We hope that it appears again, maybe in a game focused on it rather than part of a Sonic-centered game.
With Iblis as from The Quran dead
TIME FOR LAST STORY!!!
- Awter/Moon(They/It)
January 2, 2026 at 3:02 PM
Sonic 06 Journey: WE'VE BEATEN EPISODE: SILVER!!!
His gameplay is definitely slower but we like how unique it is. We hope that it appears again, maybe in a game focused on it rather than part of a Sonic-centered game.
With Iblis as from The Quran dead
TIME FOR LAST STORY!!!
- Awter/Moon(They/It)
His gameplay is definitely slower but we like how unique it is. We hope that it appears again, maybe in a game focused on it rather than part of a Sonic-centered game.
With Iblis as from The Quran dead
TIME FOR LAST STORY!!!
- Awter/Moon(They/It)
OK so still up yes we did fail tonight but honestly happy atm since two littles were able to front with the body!
(It's a big moment for them since it was their first time and one of them is typically walks on all fours since their a baby hedgehog, so big steps all around! <3)
- Awter/Moon
(It's a big moment for them since it was their first time and one of them is typically walks on all fours since their a baby hedgehog, so big steps all around! <3)
- Awter/Moon
December 30, 2025 at 2:22 AM
OK so still up yes we did fail tonight but honestly happy atm since two littles were able to front with the body!
(It's a big moment for them since it was their first time and one of them is typically walks on all fours since their a baby hedgehog, so big steps all around! <3)
- Awter/Moon
(It's a big moment for them since it was their first time and one of them is typically walks on all fours since their a baby hedgehog, so big steps all around! <3)
- Awter/Moon
OK so approaching 2 hours off wanted eep time but have been using it on continuing our artstuff shading and we're nearly done with 4 of 9 pieces!!!
Going to try and finish this shit (epic) for new years!!! >3
- Awter/Moon (They/It)
Going to try and finish this shit (epic) for new years!!! >3
- Awter/Moon (They/It)
December 29, 2025 at 11:29 PM
OK so approaching 2 hours off wanted eep time but have been using it on continuing our artstuff shading and we're nearly done with 4 of 9 pieces!!!
Going to try and finish this shit (epic) for new years!!! >3
- Awter/Moon (They/It)
Going to try and finish this shit (epic) for new years!!! >3
- Awter/Moon (They/It)