i'm still applying, and it's been so hard and demotivating 🥹 i don't know how many times i've cried these past months, i feel like what i've worked on all my life have been flushed down into the drain;
i'm still applying, and it's been so hard and demotivating 🥹 i don't know how many times i've cried these past months, i feel like what i've worked on all my life have been flushed down into the drain;
1) be pessimistic and disappointed and miserable, infecting everyone around be and demotivating my own potential actions
2) carry informed hope and let it drive me to further positive action
even if the hope is disabused, I'd still do good things and feel far better in the meantime
1) be pessimistic and disappointed and miserable, infecting everyone around be and demotivating my own potential actions
2) carry informed hope and let it drive me to further positive action
even if the hope is disabused, I'd still do good things and feel far better in the meantime
Even when you know the population numbers are very different, the visuals are demotivating and misleading.
Even when you know the population numbers are very different, the visuals are demotivating and misleading.
in truth, I truly hate you some of you niggas for the way yall have been treating fanfic writers this week.
in truth, I truly hate you some of you niggas for the way yall have been treating fanfic writers this week.
But I did finish an artwork I started about a month ago aaaaand I did a sketch of my number one anti art block technique: naked Ashley!
But I did finish an artwork I started about a month ago aaaaand I did a sketch of my number one anti art block technique: naked Ashley!
⠀⠀/ /⠀maybe it is just my post anxiety 11pm thoughts speaking but i have lowkey felt a little like i don't fit into the community space anymore
⠀⠀trying to chalk it up to my brain being mean but it'sbeen kind of hard to engage myself with other muses thats not susie and it's a bit demotivating
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⠀⠀/ /⠀maybe it is just my post anxiety 11pm thoughts speaking but i have lowkey felt a little like i don't fit into the community space anymore
⠀⠀trying to chalk it up to my brain being mean but it'sbeen kind of hard to engage myself with other muses thats not susie and it's a bit demotivating
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