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Hey Babe #7: 8/3/25

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Hey Babe #7: 8/3/25 You told me that spending three days with me was too much for you, which saddened, upset and confused me. I don’t know if I’m going to keep doing these poems now. Maybe they were too emotionally attached? Naive? Was I too deep in love to notice? I’ve been trying to respect your boundaries, but I am hurting and I need clarity. I don’t want to be punished for wanting to have babe time. I am asking for presence, consistency and emotional safety.
This didn’t have to become so heavy. But I didn’t overreact, I didn’t escalate. I didn’t demand or guilt or push. I asked for clarity, love and mutual care. Because that’s what a REAL relationship Requires.
 I shouldn’t have to abandon my own needs for someone else’s “Self discovery.”

Am I just orbiting you while you don’t really want a relationship? Is this coming to the end? Do I have to fucking end this, Just to protect my own sanity?!This is deeply unfair. I didn’t ask for too much, I asked emotional safety and mutual care.

Instead you pushed me away, Gave me mixed signals And have made me feel Like I am the problem. A burden. Just for needing love that isn’t laced with guilt and withdrawal. I will tell the truth and I will take the action What hurts it’s realizing that you may have already let go, and you didn’t have the decency to say it out loud to my face.

Now I have to do emotional damage… Am I disposable to you? E.
August 18, 2025 at 5:53 PM
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