#ivyPLife
#ivyPLife
I just voted!
November 3, 2026 at 10:50 PM
( #ivyPLife dream)
I finally had a dream that wasn't work stress!
Wait.
It was about narrowly avoiding getting hit by a train.
🤷 Progress!
November 2, 2026 at 10:34 AM
( #ivyPLife scenery )
BTW the trees were glowing golden-topaz light today.
October 31, 2026 at 7:50 PM
( #ivyPLife vent )
"Wow, my day was especially difficult today, for some reason."
(Gets home)
(Sees the extended relief adderall that I normally take with breakfast just sitting there, still in the med organizer.)
(Mentally looks as my life's camera operator)
Oscar Isaac Look At Camera
ALT: Oscar Isaac Look At Camera
static.klipy.com
October 26, 2026 at 10:49 PM
( #ivyPLife vent )
I got 8 hours of sleep. I had caffeine.
But I'm exhausted as soon as I even think about the endless tasks I have to do now.
Burnout is a complete bitch.
October 24, 2026 at 4:04 PM
( #IvyPLife journal )
Just me getting ready for my job where I go help people all day (it is actually fulfilling, even though it's difficult when one's new to it) still half fantasizing about being an 800' tall monster whose appetite and needs destroy the world.

It all makes sense to ME. 🤷
October 19, 2026 at 9:52 AM
( #ivyPLife emotions )

It's funny, I'm starting to get less stressed out. And my giant thoughts are returning.
I can't be big unless I feel at least a *little* in control of my life.

IMHO, playing as a dom is an emotionally volatile thing to try if you don't feel somewhat stable IRL.
October 16, 2026 at 9:55 AM
( #ivyPLife health )
Sniff sniff.... snarf.... sniff...

I can smell my own B.O. again! So I can do laundry!

And I can smell the borrowers who think they don't have a scent. It's earthy, slightly spicy, a little like a hamster - I can smell them just fine.
( #ivyPLife vent )
Damn cold. (Tested neg for COVID.)
I need my sense of smell back!! It keeps on wavering. I feel incomplete without it.
It's currently at like 5% of its normal function. Better than the 0% it was at for a day, but aaah. 😭
October 15, 2026 at 11:21 AM
( embarrass #ivyPLife )

Being married to a vanilla person means compulsively removing any pervy size videos from my YouTube history so that the app doesn't embarrass me with recommendations the next time my husband and I settle down to watch a veritasium, hot ones, or chubby emu together.
October 15, 2026 at 9:50 AM
( #ivyPLife vent )
Damn cold. (Tested neg for COVID.)
I need my sense of smell back!! It keeps on wavering. I feel incomplete without it.
It's currently at like 5% of its normal function. Better than the 0% it was at for a day, but aaah. 😭
October 14, 2026 at 10:17 AM
( #ivyPLife vent )
Me: What if I gave myself zero true rest at all for weeks on end
My body: OK what if I got a virus that completely fucked your abilities to do all the things you are mandated to do
Me: Fuck
October 11, 2026 at 8:35 PM
( #ivyPLife work )

It actually kind of sucks that the thing my weird brain is best at right now is writing stories that approximately 100 people on planet earth are capable of enjoying fully, due to their niche-within-niche nature.
October 3, 2026 at 6:50 PM
( #ivyPLife media )

I automatically respect any musician - especially any younger than me - making full-length, creative music videos with no AI and probably no CG, in 2026. Worth the 10 min of your attention.

youtu.be/y4j12_RNkh0?...
half•alive - BILLIONS / THE WOLF / THE WONDER
YouTube video by half•alive
youtu.be
October 3, 2026 at 2:42 PM
( #ivyPLife journal )
Been feeling more connected to my spouse lately btw.
Oh but also he went to the hospital at 2 am so I'm here. He's being helped a lot by this treatment but I'm worried about what will happen when we are discharged due to the hard to treat nature of his condition.
October 1, 2026 at 7:40 AM
( #ivyPLife journal )
I deactivated for a few days because I do not have time to pursue this creativity as much as I want, which is frustrating to me. I could just be more of a lurker for a while.
September 26, 2026 at 1:35 AM
( #IvyPLife journal ) I had bad insomnia last night and I genuinely think that being bound in my top sheet, burrito-style, would force me to sleep better.
No willful movements = no option but to sleep.
Anyone know about a giant Velcro wrap for an entire body. Or a comfy straight jacket.
September 1, 2026 at 8:21 PM
( #ivyPLife job )
OK I put my normie bsky account onto my phone so that I don't accidentally run across porn if I find myself on my phone at work but now I just have to remember to NOT post elaborate fantasies about tiny people on that account. Keep it in a google doc from 9-5.
September 1, 2026 at 2:00 AM
( #ivyPLife job )

I start a JOB tomorrow.
I didn't want to brag before a bunch of unstable things stabilized. I was this 🤏close to needing Plan C, but Plan B came through. I'm so relieved.
I'll be on here much less during the day, starting tomorrow.
Keep the horny-lights on while I'm out, k?
August 31, 2026 at 8:28 PM
( #ivyPLife nature pics )
The honey locust trees are already turning.
It's officially black nail polish season!
August 31, 2026 at 3:50 PM
( #ivyPLife journal )
I don't think I'll draw explicit even though I wanna draw more.
I feel weird when my non kinky husband sees it even though he's fully aware of my interests. It just makes me feel bad to picture him spotting it. It takes hours to make.
August 30, 2026 at 12:44 PM
( #ivyPLife diary )
Time for my inaugural sketch in my new book. Covered the front in book tape as a better surface for stickers.

This one's gonna be horny / sizey / furry all the way through - I have another book I can use in SFW settings if I ever need it.
August 29, 2026 at 4:55 PM
( #ivyPLife media )
I saw this last night.
Stellar. The most fun I've had in a theater in a year.
If you possibly can, see it opening weekend (this weekend).
Better on a big screen & with strangers laughing with you in the dark.
Cartoon shenanigans.
Final trailer for ‘COYOTE VS. ACME’ has been released.

In theaters August 28.

#CoyoteVsAcme
August 28, 2026 at 2:20 PM
( #ivyPLife media thread)
Ok now for the sizey Freaks review of coyote vs acme:
- It winds up being partially about the value of having a kinky relationship, IMHO.
- 2 #malegiant handplay kink moments if you're freaky enough, w Cena as the big .
August 28, 2026 at 2:26 PM
( #ivyPLife gaming )
It was a god game. A real godly one.
The tiny people started wars and I got mad at them for being violent and smited them. It felt good. But now it's one am.
It's called worldbox god simulator.
August 27, 2026 at 5:16 AM
( #ivyPLife meta )

Serious question, furries and long-term roleplay people:
I started RPing for the first time in 2025, after a lifetime of writing fiction. So even my 'sonas' have some traits of OC's, maybe.

What do you all consider the difference between an OC and a 'sona?

#nsfwRP #sizesky
August 24, 2026 at 1:24 AM