November 2, 2026 at 9:27 AM
woke up feeling a little sick today and my throat has been hurting a bit and was about to be pissed that i was sick again... before remembering i scratched the fuck outa my throat on halloween... kinda for a bit and kinda bc i was drunk and not careful
#nixyaps
#nixyaps
November 4, 2026 at 9:51 PM
woke up feeling a little sick today and my throat has been hurting a bit and was about to be pissed that i was sick again... before remembering i scratched the fuck outa my throat on halloween... kinda for a bit and kinda bc i was drunk and not careful
#nixyaps
#nixyaps
happy halloweenkend! if you talk to me oct. 30th @3pm thru nov. 1 @noon, i will be drunk and and indulging in a particularly feral gay halloween.
apologizing right away hehe and sober or not i hope you all get dressed up and shake ass. wishing everyone a very partyful halloweekend 🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️
#nixyaps
apologizing right away hehe and sober or not i hope you all get dressed up and shake ass. wishing everyone a very partyful halloweekend 🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️
#nixyaps
October 30, 2026 at 8:42 AM
happy halloweenkend! if you talk to me oct. 30th @3pm thru nov. 1 @noon, i will be drunk and and indulging in a particularly feral gay halloween.
apologizing right away hehe and sober or not i hope you all get dressed up and shake ass. wishing everyone a very partyful halloweekend 🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️
#nixyaps
apologizing right away hehe and sober or not i hope you all get dressed up and shake ass. wishing everyone a very partyful halloweekend 🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️
#nixyaps
bruh the PME is sf bad this month im like litrally litrally going crazy and trying to be so cool and chill about it but brain is a warzone and big sad is big sadding..... i was like on a small upswing for a second there i should have cherished it while is lasted LMAO!
#nixyaps
#nixyaps
October 26, 2026 at 10:41 AM
bruh the PME is sf bad this month im like litrally litrally going crazy and trying to be so cool and chill about it but brain is a warzone and big sad is big sadding..... i was like on a small upswing for a second there i should have cherished it while is lasted LMAO!
#nixyaps
#nixyaps
Im 💀💀💀…. Wow i cant believe i just saw a man send one evil doppleganger an anon that said “non-gay men need to stop trying to tell people what isnt and is homophobic im so tired”
And the evil person who self describes as bi masc and in a lesbian marriage responded with :
#nixyaps
And the evil person who self describes as bi masc and in a lesbian marriage responded with :
#nixyaps
October 19, 2026 at 2:40 AM
Im 💀💀💀…. Wow i cant believe i just saw a man send one evil doppleganger an anon that said “non-gay men need to stop trying to tell people what isnt and is homophobic im so tired”
And the evil person who self describes as bi masc and in a lesbian marriage responded with :
#nixyaps
And the evil person who self describes as bi masc and in a lesbian marriage responded with :
#nixyaps
Cant stop thinking abt that post on byler tumblr:
Gay halloween is dressing up as the space between “friends? No thanks.” And “best friends”
😂😂😂
#nixyaps
Gay halloween is dressing up as the space between “friends? No thanks.” And “best friends”
😂😂😂
#nixyaps
October 17, 2026 at 9:18 AM
Cant stop thinking abt that post on byler tumblr:
Gay halloween is dressing up as the space between “friends? No thanks.” And “best friends”
😂😂😂
#nixyaps
Gay halloween is dressing up as the space between “friends? No thanks.” And “best friends”
😂😂😂
#nixyaps
Wahhh idk if its bc the lack of sleep or causing the lack of sleep but i am having crazy brain and im so frustratedddddddd!!!
like i am hyper focused on things while also not being present its so annoying bruh.... day 4 of ts im ????
#nixyaps
like i am hyper focused on things while also not being present its so annoying bruh.... day 4 of ts im ????
#nixyaps
October 15, 2026 at 12:23 AM
Wahhh idk if its bc the lack of sleep or causing the lack of sleep but i am having crazy brain and im so frustratedddddddd!!!
like i am hyper focused on things while also not being present its so annoying bruh.... day 4 of ts im ????
#nixyaps
like i am hyper focused on things while also not being present its so annoying bruh.... day 4 of ts im ????
#nixyaps
... uhhhhh happy roofie-versary to me... today i have written about 7k words for my fic.... LMAO IDK IF THATS GOOD OR BAD BUT... im gona call that a good way to spend the day
#nixyaps
#nixyaps
October 7, 2026 at 8:13 AM
... uhhhhh happy roofie-versary to me... today i have written about 7k words for my fic.... LMAO IDK IF THATS GOOD OR BAD BUT... im gona call that a good way to spend the day
#nixyaps
#nixyaps
I hate being sick :( i have a rlly high internal pain tolerance and anything under a 7/10 for me is funtional but i have a 9/10 pressure headache… 🥲🥲🥲 cant even fully close my jaw bc it puts presser on the roof of my mouth that nocks my vision out 😭😭 what the fuck 😭😭
#nixyaps
#nixyaps
October 5, 2026 at 10:18 PM
I hate being sick :( i have a rlly high internal pain tolerance and anything under a 7/10 for me is funtional but i have a 9/10 pressure headache… 🥲🥲🥲 cant even fully close my jaw bc it puts presser on the roof of my mouth that nocks my vision out 😭😭 what the fuck 😭😭
#nixyaps
#nixyaps
well... i am 99% certain i have accidentally encouraged some move making ahahahahaha its a non issue but i fear its another case of my oblivious ass was just being friendly
#nixyaps
#nixyaps
September 28, 2026 at 8:07 AM
well... i am 99% certain i have accidentally encouraged some move making ahahahahaha its a non issue but i fear its another case of my oblivious ass was just being friendly
#nixyaps
#nixyaps
thinking about the white byler fan who thinks they are the authority on racsim...
thinking about a white person sitting in my tumblr comments saying that its racist to hc characters as brown
thinking about the white person who said u could be racist to a white actor
#nixyaps
thinking about a white person sitting in my tumblr comments saying that its racist to hc characters as brown
thinking about the white person who said u could be racist to a white actor
#nixyaps
September 26, 2026 at 4:48 AM
thinking about the white byler fan who thinks they are the authority on racsim...
thinking about a white person sitting in my tumblr comments saying that its racist to hc characters as brown
thinking about the white person who said u could be racist to a white actor
#nixyaps
thinking about a white person sitting in my tumblr comments saying that its racist to hc characters as brown
thinking about the white person who said u could be racist to a white actor
#nixyaps
🧍🧍🧍 today i realized that i have been projecting one of my very unique and un-relatable tramas onto will for my bbb fic 🧍🧍🧍 infact its lowkey his whole character struggle...
like........ no one will know but .... apparently it was subconsciously on my mind dam.....
#nixyaps
like........ no one will know but .... apparently it was subconsciously on my mind dam.....
#nixyaps
September 12, 2026 at 8:11 AM
🧍🧍🧍 today i realized that i have been projecting one of my very unique and un-relatable tramas onto will for my bbb fic 🧍🧍🧍 infact its lowkey his whole character struggle...
like........ no one will know but .... apparently it was subconsciously on my mind dam.....
#nixyaps
like........ no one will know but .... apparently it was subconsciously on my mind dam.....
#nixyaps
unrelated: i fucking hate swimsuits. they make me feel more insecure then being naked. i would rather be naked infront of a crowd. in fact i have been and i felt 100xs more confident. what evil sorcery is in swimsuits...
anywaysss maybe i gotta look into nude beaches bc what is happening
#nixyaps
anywaysss maybe i gotta look into nude beaches bc what is happening
#nixyaps
September 12, 2026 at 8:18 AM
unrelated: i fucking hate swimsuits. they make me feel more insecure then being naked. i would rather be naked infront of a crowd. in fact i have been and i felt 100xs more confident. what evil sorcery is in swimsuits...
anywaysss maybe i gotta look into nude beaches bc what is happening
#nixyaps
anywaysss maybe i gotta look into nude beaches bc what is happening
#nixyaps
**me trying to make up cool headcannons by projecting my real life onto my fav characters**
Head cannon that mike wheeler drops a shoe on his head and gets a concussion
#nixyaps 😭🤕
Head cannon that mike wheeler drops a shoe on his head and gets a concussion
#nixyaps 😭🤕
September 3, 2026 at 10:39 AM
**me trying to make up cool headcannons by projecting my real life onto my fav characters**
Head cannon that mike wheeler drops a shoe on his head and gets a concussion
#nixyaps 😭🤕
Head cannon that mike wheeler drops a shoe on his head and gets a concussion
#nixyaps 😭🤕
i thought i was going to write more during my DIY 5250 but my brain is so mushy :(
hopefully i can atleast finish the lesbyler fic today and lock into my BBB the rest of the week but... its already been 2 days sad
#nixyaps
hopefully i can atleast finish the lesbyler fic today and lock into my BBB the rest of the week but... its already been 2 days sad
#nixyaps
August 26, 2026 at 5:40 PM
i thought i was going to write more during my DIY 5250 but my brain is so mushy :(
hopefully i can atleast finish the lesbyler fic today and lock into my BBB the rest of the week but... its already been 2 days sad
#nixyaps
hopefully i can atleast finish the lesbyler fic today and lock into my BBB the rest of the week but... its already been 2 days sad
#nixyaps
August 23, 2026 at 6:32 AM
lmao giving myself a good laugh tonight remembering that being roofied was the catalyst for me writing/publishing fanfics again. cant get the ao3 curse if im the one brining the curse to ao3 LMAO
#nixyaps
#nixyaps
August 22, 2026 at 8:31 AM
lmao giving myself a good laugh tonight remembering that being roofied was the catalyst for me writing/publishing fanfics again. cant get the ao3 curse if im the one brining the curse to ao3 LMAO
#nixyaps
#nixyaps
August 21, 2026 at 4:06 AM
lol y is there a surge of hornyness this time of year? haha eveyone on the blue blog app is wanting to 'get out there' lol im so tempted to join the convo and be like here r ideas for fun, safe, casul, sex with d/s tones!! lol but no one is asking me so i am just waving from a distance lol
#nixyaps
#nixyaps
August 11, 2026 at 7:36 PM
lol y is there a surge of hornyness this time of year? haha eveyone on the blue blog app is wanting to 'get out there' lol im so tempted to join the convo and be like here r ideas for fun, safe, casul, sex with d/s tones!! lol but no one is asking me so i am just waving from a distance lol
#nixyaps
#nixyaps
The reason i dont like being droped into private fan servers where im the ONLY non white person, is then when they start saying that in a huge fandom server the “only good ppl to talk too” are a group of white ppl the same ethnicity as them. NO ONE CALLS THEM OUT ON IT!
#nixyaps
#nixyaps
August 7, 2026 at 11:07 AM
The reason i dont like being droped into private fan servers where im the ONLY non white person, is then when they start saying that in a huge fandom server the “only good ppl to talk too” are a group of white ppl the same ethnicity as them. NO ONE CALLS THEM OUT ON IT!
#nixyaps
#nixyaps