#petalseyetwitch
#petalseyetwitch Also if YT could stop suggesting certain videos because dear gods I just got triggered AGAIN.
March 17, 2025 at 9:09 PM
#petalseyetwitch I am genuinely getting so tired of so many notifications for server things.
November 12, 2024 at 2:46 PM
#petalseyetwitch Woke up, and everything immediately began fucking going wrong. Today is one of /those/ goddamn days and I'm already starting it angry.
February 10, 2025 at 2:44 PM
#petalseyetwitch I cleaned my PC the other night, or tried to, and now, whenever something happens aka battle or a travel effect etc, Genshin freezes up entirely and I can't do anything.

:')
January 14, 2026 at 5:12 AM
#petalseyetwitch My own mother is talking to me about animating my art with Aye Eye and I got snappy and she's baffled as to why it bothers me so much.
June 23, 2025 at 12:45 AM
#petalseyetwitch My mum had given away some of my stuff before without permission, and today when she told me she had a thought of me possibly giving away some of my toys to her coworker's kid -- I flat out got defensive and refused. I am EXTREMELY protective / defensive over MY belongings. +
November 22, 2024 at 3:49 AM
#petalseyetwitch + of mine, because they're all still very much loved and I don't care how old I may be, my childhood toys are still taken care of and I sometimes love to just sit down with them and cherish them and reminisce. I'm extremely sentimental with my things.
November 22, 2024 at 3:49 AM
#petalseyetwitch + And to summarize, already having half or rather, a whole lot of my childhood stuff either given away or thrown out, it brings me a lot of grief. Especially when I want to seek comfort in those items that I no longer have. So there's no damn way I am giving away anything +
November 22, 2024 at 3:49 AM
#petalseyetwitch Are you fucking kidding me? It's PAST 1 in the morning, and my neighbours are SCREAM yelling / cheering ?!?!?! Ex-fucking-scuse me, people have WORK in the fucking morning?????
June 29, 2026 at 4:02 AM
#petalseyetwitch I can't even fucking eat an OATMEAL COOKIE without my mouth bleeding. How is it that even the SLIGHTEST bump from my tooth causes my mouth to bleed?!
May 25, 2026 at 10:58 PM
#petalseyetwitch Getting really tired of the phone ringing as much as it has. It's always the type of calls that y'know, I should answer and do the 'hit the bowl over the phone' trick with. But it's still effort I don't care to dish out.
March 24, 2026 at 7:03 PM
#petalseyetwitch Annoyed by how much my mum seems to get when I express frustrations about aye-eye, then I look over at her while she's laughing at her PC only to see her laughing AT said aye-eye generated content.
March 2, 2026 at 2:43 AM
#petalseyetwitch It kinda messes with me because I am NOT good with loud sounds or voices /at all/.
October 11, 2025 at 12:06 AM
#petalseyetwitch Weekends should be fun, but weekends have become nothing but worries about how my neighbours behaviour is affecting Mids, and also being tripped on my own stuff because the loud slamming doors, loud music, and their screams / loud yells / kids screaming? Yeah, no thanks.
October 11, 2025 at 12:06 AM
#petalseyetwitch I'm so angry and frustrated, I'm so tired of my new neighbours. Ever since they moved in it's been nothing but bloody trouble and noise, and Midnight's anxiety has amplified to the point she's got scabs where she's overgrooming.
September 28, 2025 at 10:11 PM
#petalseyetwitch + Needless to say, not too happy about any of it.
June 14, 2025 at 2:16 PM
#petalseyetwitch + And with how things work today compared to 7+ years ago, is that you can't do installments unless you're approved for an insurance place. And we've tried various ones, but were not approved because we "don't make enough to be approved" ...
June 14, 2025 at 2:16 PM
#petalseyetwitch + And so, then, they follow-up and say it'll be almost 2.5k ( it was 245-something, I have to ask my mum again for the exact number, but I heard her say a '5' in there-- ) but they told the price to the exact /cent/. +
June 14, 2025 at 2:16 PM
#petalseyetwitch All I'll say is that I've cried, I've felt my anger / frazzlement, and it's about Kurochan and how we can't afford to get her teeth done. At first, they sent ONE thing, "200 BEFORE operation", and because I'm a very 'take words literal' creature, I asked for clarification. +
June 14, 2025 at 2:16 PM
#petalseyetwitch Also one thing I do wanna say in re: to the entire Eng VA things --

I agree with the CN community. Replace those bullies and "scabs" ( as they so liked to call the new VA ) -- that behaviour was abysmal.
April 6, 2025 at 3:23 PM
#petalseyetwitch Oh right, today I had to fix the audio again, because somehow my pc booted up thinking the audio device was something else entirely.
March 28, 2025 at 12:26 AM
#petalseyetwitch Insert me getting stuff off my chest about my mother, aka just things I deal with pretty much every day ESPECIALLY when she starts having her whiskey each night and that's why I'm constantly overstimmed and exhausted.
March 21, 2025 at 12:35 AM
#petalseyetwitch Win 10 seems so fickle sometimes. I booted my pc and everything was weird, ToolKit had its little window asking to update but it was greyed out and I couldn't open task manager or anything. Nor startup, nothing. So I had to just hit the power button.
March 20, 2025 at 2:52 PM
#petalseyetwitch Overstimmed, exhausted beyond belief that I'm stumbling into things and hardly able to keep awake at strange intervals, and simply overall ready to scream for absolutely no reason (aka, I'm so overstimmed literally everything makes me want to scream, /everything/.)
March 17, 2025 at 5:19 PM
#petalseyetwitch Placing this here so I can recall it later but after I used my canned air spray on my pc, I boot him up and he shows a blank screen??

I wonder if there's some sort of pattern to this, but man. It happened like... 2 months ago too iirc?
March 17, 2025 at 1:58 PM