#ryubun
most of us are in survival mode. most of us are existing. i am now know that Life would never be perfect. i suspect, many of us still want more days of laughter.

gripping
the cold balustrade...
my life a melodrama

#ryubun #senryu

*ryubun - a word a dear Japanese poet gave me for 'senryu essay'
November 19, 2025 at 12:02 AM
closing my eyes, there's a Chagall painting and a shirtless Black man in denim jeans. Art and Sex are my focus, my obsessions, and as I grow older, I make no apologies for it.

dense silence
slipping deeper into
comfort with self

#ryubun #senryu

*ryubun: senryu writings
August 19, 2025 at 11:10 AM
December 15, 2025 at 12:42 AM
now that he's here, my yawns come fully and freely. tonight i should be gathering my things to make a break for it; but i continue spilling verse as they come.

empty lobby
somewhere nightflowers
shudder

#ryubun
September 18, 2025 at 4:20 AM
I didn't put a tree up this year. was sad how quick this season of light (Diwali, Hanukkah, Christmas, and Kwanzaa) has passed. im thinking of buying a Christmas tree and putting it up in the coming days, cuz i love lights.

empty lobby: folding and unfolding a paper orchid

#senryu #ryubun
December 30, 2025 at 2:31 AM
There is so much we don't know about. It isn't possible to understand or know everything. Existence isn't just what's seen. There's a complete world that physical eyes cannot see. Every day, haints walk with, against, and through us.

Death...
only the beginning
they say

#senryu #ryubun
June 21, 2026 at 2:05 AM
leaving the newspaper folded on the table. finding it funny that most American's have no idea WHO Affirmative Action really helped during its run.

before work
taking a shot
of tequilla

#senryu #ryubun
June 29, 2026 at 11:18 AM
Home in silence. Letting my fingers type out whatever comes out, i think of Genocide. How easy it is to dismiss things that do not directly affect one. Genocide. There's a word that stirs up something too horrible to name.

wilted larkspur
the child cringes when
her father calls

#senryu #ryubun
June 21, 2026 at 2:10 AM
tonight, having finished my treadmill walk to bring down my blood sugar; still at work, i struggle to avoid chips and other snacks. tonight the hotel lobby is silent. and i'm dogpaddlin' in the moment...the moment

over a Coke zero
distaste with myself
blooms beautifully

#senryu #ryubun
June 27, 2026 at 7:41 AM
something clicked. thats the only way i can describe it. woke up, looked in the mirror, and something clicked. dressing for work, i feel the stirrings of my past prostitute-self.

enjoying a smoothie
his scent
in my moustache
and clothes

#senryu #ryubun
May 25, 2025 at 7:59 PM
everyday grieved with the news on the tv. in a matter of months; America has devolved. boiling water on the stove for a cup of tea—i think and think.

fragrance of oranges can't hide the scent of rot

#senryu #ryubun
August 26, 2025 at 2:11 AM
Behind the same desk doing the same things. Routine is a distasteful thing. At shift ends, on the same bus back to the same apartment; to sit in front of the tv watching the same programs. Another guest disrupts my dystopian reverie.

lighly praying—which god will attempt to answer

#ryubun #senryu
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October 23, 2025 at 2:54 AM
on a soft night, over my fourth cup of coffee; musing over hoodoo and ancestor veneration. somewhere a woman's full bodied laughter slices through the silence. now is yesterday and tomorrow.

cheap Christmas tree put up human decency out of stock

#ryubun #senryu #senryuessays
November 23, 2025 at 7:05 AM
Up and down Ashberry Avenue, the children riding bikes well into the mouth of night. Twilight arrived with a blue-black tinge. The old beat-up Chevy in the parking lot and he; in his chair, slightly lost in a drunken haze.

random sentences spoken, leaving the tea to scald

#senryu #hiraku #ryubun
September 20, 2026 at 5:44 AM
over green tea, he speaks of the nation's state. he remembers Segregation & 'White's Only' things. he remembers the dullness in the eyes of the oppressed. i listen as he falls deeper into his memories.

spark of humanity: disappearing more and more each day

#senryu #ryubun
February 11, 2025 at 12:21 AM
tonight comes on gradually. i'm sleepy and irritable—a side effect of sleep deprivation. for a moment im soaking up the silence of the lobb...ive spoken too soon. the bus with those kids just arrived....yay.

the wall still
carries today's heat—
humans tire me

#senryu #ryubun
July 8, 2026 at 3:30 AM
he was a mean man. there were no other words to describe him. seems, he went out of his way to be despised; and folk were all too ready to accommodate him. i saw him around noon, grimace staining his face; and i shuddered.

smell of paint
rummaging for
lost things

#senryu #ryubun
April 10, 2025 at 10:30 PM
over coffee, reflecting on his legacy of harm and dollar/power as the bottom line. outside the yard sprinkler cuts on and i watch the grasses green deepen.

deepening green
his photograph
his face crossed out

#senryu #ryubun
July 13, 2026 at 11:49 AM
[Make-Believe]

is it weird, that when im alone i sometimes pretend to be various people of either sex? home from work, as i light a candle; can't help but mimic Lady Macbeth wringing her hands full of blood.

'out damned spot' my apartment not big enough for my disappointments

#senryu #ryubun
September 25, 2025 at 3:36 AM
when i was young, i wanted to be the young, dashing, immensely rich, bisexual Russian aristocrat, Prince Felix Yussupov.

in troika wrapped in furs, Crimean landscape in a blur

#senryu #ryubun
August 23, 2026 at 7:21 AM
[*Ennwiyé]

quite bored with life. tired of humans (i've just finished a work-shift). part of me wants to be reckless. my colleague turns me on. i want to fellate him.

chipped
varnish
awakened
libido
is
only
a
distraction

*bored in Kouri-Vini

#senryu #ryubun
March 26, 2026 at 5:37 AM
a peach spoils in the interim. he's moved all of his things out of my place and across town to his new spot. trudging through the cold to work again, i become misanthropic.

shape of a streetlight stepping over a crushed soup can

#senryu #ryubun
December 29, 2025 at 7:29 AM
not even 2 a.m. yet, at the computer; string together
a few words. haibun writing is hard to me. im not sure
why, but it is. i think im more of a zuihitsu guy. im trying
to resist the urge to get more m&m's.

quiet hotel: the previous guest was quite a cutie

#ryubun #senryu
April 22, 2025 at 6:30 AM