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Actual rant - what is up with Uber Drivers in this area acting like I have to time to wait around for them? Like, bitch I’m trying to not be late for work, he was literally 1 mile up the street and my new driver got here faster from 10 miles away!

#zaprant another guy ( I give him credit not the worst idea) said he just starts it while he’s home and jumps in the car when he gets a pickup request- after he stopped whatever he was doing. So like I gotta wait for you to finish a chore while I’m trying to get home in the rain??????

Might use these tags for personal
#zapyap #zaprant stuff, I mentioned this a while ago but I think it might be good to help air out my thoughts

I can be a bit sad sometimes and need to vent to the void (social media lol)

I started using #zaprant and #zapyap to give people a heads up (Yap is more …things people may not want to talk about like economics or smth)

Feel free to mute either/both to help keep your feed fun!

#zaprant #zapyap brain isn’t in a good spot lately tbh. Vday is kinda just reminding me that I have nothing to offer but my love for someone and even then lately it just feels like it’s not enough or worth anything. It’s kinda reminded me as well that I’m usually the “giver” on this holiday and(1/4)

#zaprant it’s overall kinda killed my want to express my love for others and keep myself open to that idea of love. I want to just stay off my phone/ social media completely tomorrow just to avoid it all but then there’s always the “what if?” And I miss it…I hate having a heart 💔, I’m so tired (3/4)

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Kinda annoyed my bus driver decided we we’re buddies and now I need to fist bump him all the time now. Not he’s a bad guy but I’m usually in a really bad mood heading into work, so I don’t want to have to put on a face for anybody- even if it’s a couple seconds. Feels bad to say still :/

#zaprant that I can’t recall a single time that I received even a “happy Vday!” First from someone else. I’m not asking for nor do I need it but to me it shows that I’m not really on anybody’s mind in that way; where as I have a few people I want to say it to already in mind. (2/4)

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I’m not at that point but I do need to manage my social aspects better, both in being more social and putting up barriers where and when needed. For the sake of my mental health. And not falling into the FOMO ( sidenote: Interesting cyclical to degree imo haha)

#zaprant I’m glad today is my last day at this starting time for work. I don’t get to work an hour early just so my coworker can literally yap for the WHOLE damn hour while I’m trying to relax before work. Trying to be nice but I don’t want to keep pausing my videos and taking off my earbuds dude.

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I’m noticing there’s a lot more negative people in my life than I thought… I kinda just want to hermit and go back to staying in my room alone.

Honestly was kinda happier and less stressed. I felt like I “had to make friends” but maybe that wasn’t what was best for me in the end.

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*work pet peeve*
*outside-early-so hitting vape*
*coworker comes out to smoke*
“Hey you’re here early”
“Yea I’m always early haha”
“…I said you’re here early?”
“Yea. I said in always here early haha”
“You get here early?”
*annoyed since this has always been the case*
“Yea!”

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“How long does it take?”
“About an hou- *coworker already walking away in a rush* -r”

If I was coming off as annoyed understandable but why waste my time if you really didn’t want to talk? A lot of people do this and then I look like a jerk for not wanting to talk in the first place =_=

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I’m not sure if it’s a workplace thing or WA thing but it’s kinda annoying I can’t sit by myself without people coming up and constantly trying to have a conversation.

I’m sure it’s well meaning but….these aren’t happy people to talk to lol

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And it’s usually just gossip or complaining about work things. Dude leave me alone. Why do you have to be so negative going *into* work and bring me into it? I just go in , turn my brain off and then go home. *You* being negative is making me not like it here lol

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Less of a rant but have been feeling much better in general. Had that really bad day recently but overall the general negativity has decreased. I think I want to work on… saying less. Kinda like this post!

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Trying to….decrease my “sexual output”
I’m more aware lately that flirting has been making me a bit uncomfortable the past year. It’s not that I don’t like it, just the “results” aren’t ….”fun” for me.

It would be hypocritical to say I like to flirt but people can’t flirt with me as well

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Sorting out the thoughts from yesterday that isn’t in some odd off slant poem.

I have to believe if I do take some time away from my friends/communities that they will understand and it’ll be like I never left.