j.esther
@jestherbeck.com
systems admin & wannabe music maker // anti-imperialist anti-capitalist and anti-borders
the heart of a child and the wit of a transsexual (she / her)
the heart of a child and the wit of a transsexual (she / her)
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Genuinely losing my fucking mind at the doublespeak of Carney talking about how he wants to protect the environment and then doing special economic zones for tar sands development. I mean I guess that is Canadian nationalism in a nutshell
Moreover, ICE must be destroyed
Moreover, ICE must be destroyed
Carney fans not only get to stop pretending that they care about climate change, they even get to act like they're being patriotic because of it.
October 1, 2026 at 10:40 PM
Genuinely losing my fucking mind at the doublespeak of Carney talking about how he wants to protect the environment and then doing special economic zones for tar sands development. I mean I guess that is Canadian nationalism in a nutshell
Moreover, ICE must be destroyed
Moreover, ICE must be destroyed
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your heart will heal from that long distance relationship but staying up until 11 billion oclock is ingrained in you forever im sorry to say
October 2, 2026 at 5:19 AM
your heart will heal from that long distance relationship but staying up until 11 billion oclock is ingrained in you forever im sorry to say
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I saw Coheed and Cambria perform shows back to back two nights in a row and I will be solely communicating in lyrics for the next week
October 2, 2026 at 4:42 AM
I saw Coheed and Cambria perform shows back to back two nights in a row and I will be solely communicating in lyrics for the next week
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it does bother me how readily everyone resorts to pre-packaged scripts and overdetermined concepts, though. anything to avoid looking directly at it
October 2, 2026 at 12:24 AM
it does bother me how readily everyone resorts to pre-packaged scripts and overdetermined concepts, though. anything to avoid looking directly at it
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because the other thing is that it never ends. you are now part of an endless game of telephone
bsky.app/profile/drag...
bsky.app/profile/drag...
btw, I still believe in redemption for anyone who does bad things. Honesty, action, and time, that's the three things it takes.
There was a youtuber that got in hot water for doing bad shit, Sophie from Mars, and according to my friend who actually watches her stuff, she did all the right things
There was a youtuber that got in hot water for doing bad shit, Sophie from Mars, and according to my friend who actually watches her stuff, she did all the right things
October 2, 2026 at 2:56 AM
because the other thing is that it never ends. you are now part of an endless game of telephone
bsky.app/profile/drag...
bsky.app/profile/drag...
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so. I hope she has a lot of support and love and is also in a cabin in the woods with no internet or in Antarctica or something like that for the next few weeks at least
October 2, 2026 at 2:54 AM
so. I hope she has a lot of support and love and is also in a cabin in the woods with no internet or in Antarctica or something like that for the next few weeks at least
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and, you know, I’m talking about it right now so I’m part of the problem. for me it becoming a question of public statements and ‘drama’ and news made me want to kill every person on earth and then myself
October 2, 2026 at 2:54 AM
and, you know, I’m talking about it right now so I’m part of the problem. for me it becoming a question of public statements and ‘drama’ and news made me want to kill every person on earth and then myself
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getting sexually assaulted by a content creator has a distinct extra bonus pain where, whenever it comes out, everyone feels like they have to talk about it
October 2, 2026 at 2:54 AM
getting sexually assaulted by a content creator has a distinct extra bonus pain where, whenever it comes out, everyone feels like they have to talk about it
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killing me is a do-it-yourself project
I won't die in a closet
you will find me with a sword in my hand and a song in my throat
I won't die in a closet
you will find me with a sword in my hand and a song in my throat
October 1, 2026 at 5:51 PM
killing me is a do-it-yourself project
I won't die in a closet
you will find me with a sword in my hand and a song in my throat
I won't die in a closet
you will find me with a sword in my hand and a song in my throat
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can we go back to posting lyrics as our statuses or is that too cringe
October 1, 2026 at 4:23 PM
can we go back to posting lyrics as our statuses or is that too cringe
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my thighs are like a car crusher
October 1, 2026 at 2:01 PM
my thighs are like a car crusher
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it's don't kill yourself thursday. repost to don't kill yourself
November 21, 2024 at 9:44 PM
it's don't kill yourself thursday. repost to don't kill yourself
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good morning everybo- BOO!!! haha got you. i fucking got you. oh wait are you actually scared? oh my god you're shaking. do you need to sit down??
October 1, 2026 at 2:10 PM
good morning everybo- BOO!!! haha got you. i fucking got you. oh wait are you actually scared? oh my god you're shaking. do you need to sit down??
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What a brilliant piece. It reads like a fictional journey to a fictional society in part because she is describing a cult. A man more or less LARPing into oblivion while causing harm in the medium and short term.
Always a tonic to read actual reporting from the "network state" movement rather than historical reproductions of their own rhetoric with the valence flipped. Uliasz is great here 👇
brooklynrail.org/2026/10/fiel...
brooklynrail.org/2026/10/fiel...
Society as a Service | The Brooklyn Rail
On July 21, 2026, the American venture capitalist Balaji Srinivasan took to X to announce a signed memorandum of understanding between himself and the Republic of Kazakhstan. Soon the city of Astana, ...
brooklynrail.org
October 1, 2026 at 1:36 PM
What a brilliant piece. It reads like a fictional journey to a fictional society in part because she is describing a cult. A man more or less LARPing into oblivion while causing harm in the medium and short term.
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I love living in a country where a politician can sign a law banning the health care I need to live and be greeted as a hero of comity and good sense
Utah Gov. Spencer Cox has emerged as a prominent voice calling on Americans to step back from the political hostility gripping the country. The Republican governor is expanding on that message in a new book. https://to.pbs.org/3VmTJnx
Utah Gov. Spencer Cox on his blueprint for depolarizing a fractured nation
In the aftermath of the shooting death of conservative activist Charlie Kirk, Utah Gov. Spencer Cox emerged as a prominent voice calling on Americans to step back from the political hatred and violence gripping the country. Now, the Republican governor ...
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October 1, 2026 at 12:19 PM
I love living in a country where a politician can sign a law banning the health care I need to live and be greeted as a hero of comity and good sense
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tbh it bothers me that almost the only thing allos know about asexuality is that "ace people can have sex too! ace people are often the biggest sluts you know!" & they never acknowledge or even know that like 79% of aces report being sexually assaulted but only like 2% report having voluntary sex
October 1, 2026 at 12:16 PM
tbh it bothers me that almost the only thing allos know about asexuality is that "ace people can have sex too! ace people are often the biggest sluts you know!" & they never acknowledge or even know that like 79% of aces report being sexually assaulted but only like 2% report having voluntary sex
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talking about other people's transitions and especially surgeries in context of you wanting to have sex with them about it is incredibly fucked behavior ngl
October 1, 2026 at 11:44 AM
talking about other people's transitions and especially surgeries in context of you wanting to have sex with them about it is incredibly fucked behavior ngl
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Sure thing, Taylor! Here are possible lyrics for a pop song about a previous relationship:
September 30, 2026 at 2:53 PM
Sure thing, Taylor! Here are possible lyrics for a pop song about a previous relationship:
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My doctor: "Can you please just call it progesterone gel, you're making the pharmacy staff uncomfortable."
Me:
Me:
Potion of Enhanced Nipples
September 30, 2026 at 8:02 AM
My doctor: "Can you please just call it progesterone gel, you're making the pharmacy staff uncomfortable."
Me:
Me:
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for anyone who followed my episodes about the Drug User Liberation Front, and their canadian supreme court challenge... well, good news
We won!!!
September 29, 2026 at 7:34 PM
for anyone who followed my episodes about the Drug User Liberation Front, and their canadian supreme court challenge... well, good news
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