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j.esther
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systems admin & wannabe music maker // anti-imperialist anti-capitalist and anti-borders

the heart of a child and the wit of a transsexual (she / her)
Give Me Novocaine has such a good hook I find myself humming "drain the pressure...." 20 years on
October 2, 2026 at 3:39 PM
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it does bother me how readily everyone resorts to pre-packaged scripts and overdetermined concepts, though. anything to avoid looking directly at it
October 2, 2026 at 12:24 AM
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because the other thing is that it never ends. you are now part of an endless game of telephone
bsky.app/profile/drag...
btw, I still believe in redemption for anyone who does bad things. Honesty, action, and time, that's the three things it takes.

There was a youtuber that got in hot water for doing bad shit, Sophie from Mars, and according to my friend who actually watches her stuff, she did all the right things
October 2, 2026 at 2:56 AM
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so. I hope she has a lot of support and love and is also in a cabin in the woods with no internet or in Antarctica or something like that for the next few weeks at least
October 2, 2026 at 2:54 AM
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and, you know, I’m talking about it right now so I’m part of the problem. for me it becoming a question of public statements and ‘drama’ and news made me want to kill every person on earth and then myself
October 2, 2026 at 2:54 AM
god its hard not to wail

"before i hope you
dieeeeeee (sick-ass guitar solo)"

in the office 😭
October 1, 2026 at 5:06 PM